Ad\u0131m G\u00fcl, 28 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m ve 10 y\u0131ld\u0131r evliyim. Kocam yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na mal g\u00f6t\u00fcren bir TIR \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc, ayda bir, iki ayda bir \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f g\u00fcn kal\u0131yor, i\u015flerini ve bu arada beni halledip tekrar Avrupa’ya, Rusya’ya gidiyor. Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fumuz oldu, o\u011flum sekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda okula gidiyor. Ekonomik durumumuz iyi say\u0131l\u0131r, ama ben mutsuzum. Evlili\u011fim koca yollar\u0131 g\u00f6zlemekle ge\u00e7iyor hep\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce alt\u0131m\u0131zdaki daire sat\u0131l\u0131nca, kocam daireyi sat\u0131n ald\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre bo\u015f durdu daire, sonra ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kar\u0131 koca gelip kiralad\u0131. Yanlar\u0131nda g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6rmeyen gen\u00e7 bir delikanl\u0131 vard\u0131. Beyaz bastonuyla y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, her i\u015fini kendi yapabiliyordu. H\u00fcseyin o\u011fullar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Kocam da ben de aileyi pek sevdik.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin, \u00dcniversitenin g\u00f6rme engelliler i\u00e7in a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zel bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmde okuyor, ve sabahlar\u0131 \u015fehir i\u00e7i otob\u00fcsle \u00dcniversiteye gidiyordu. Ben de o\u011flumu bir sokak ilerdeki okuluna g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp getiriyordum. Her sabah ayn\u0131 saatlerde \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan s\u00fcrekli kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor, birlikte konu\u015fa konu\u015fa gidiyorduk.<\/p>\n
Yolda ben ona yoldaki kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131, engelleri a\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in yard\u0131mc\u0131 olurken, o da dirse\u011fimi tutuyor, birlikte en az on dakika bu \u015fekilde y\u00fcr\u00fcyorduk. Ben o\u011flumu okula b\u0131rak\u0131p okulun \u00f6n\u00fcndeki otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131nda H\u00fcseyin ile beraber sohbet ediyor, binece\u011fi otob\u00fcs geldi\u011finde onu uyar\u0131p binmesini sa\u011fl\u0131yordum. Her g\u00fcn bu \u015fekilde gide gele iyice samimi olmu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin \u00e7ok konu\u015fkand\u0131, \u00e7ok da \u015fakac\u0131yd\u0131. Hi\u00e7 k\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne \u00fcz\u00fclmezdi. Ama her \u015feyden \u00f6te, H\u00fcseyin \u00e7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir gen\u00e7ti. H\u00fcseyin’den \u00e7ok etkileniyordum. Dirse\u011fimden tutup y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde i\u00e7im bir ho\u015f oluyor, kendimi onun kar\u0131s\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. O durmadan bana bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131rken benim akl\u0131mdaysa kolumdaki elin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey olmuyordu. Heyecanlan\u0131yor, gen\u00e7 k\u0131z gibi i\u00e7im bir ho\u015f oluyordu.<\/p>\n
Görme Engelli Kiracımız, resim \u21162
\nArt\u0131k \u00f6yle olmu\u015ftu ki, evden \u00e7\u0131karken H\u00fcseyin’i g\u00f6rmesem kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yor, anne babas\u0131yla selamla\u015f\u0131p onun \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordum. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 3-4 ay b\u00f6yle s\u00fcr\u00fcp gitti, H\u00fcseyin’le \u00e7ok samimi olmu\u015ftum. Kocam da aileyi sevmi\u015fti. Bir ka\u00e7 kez onlarda ve bizde birlikte yemek yemi\u015f, sohbet etmi\u015ftik. Cana yak\u0131n insanlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Anne babas\u0131n\u0131n memlekette de arazileri vard\u0131. Y\u0131l\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ekim, dikim, hasat vesaire i\u015fler i\u00e7in memlekette ge\u00e7iriyorlard\u0131. H\u00fcseyin evde yaln\u0131z kal\u0131yor, kendi ba\u015f\u0131na evi \u00e7ekip \u00e7eviriyor, okuluna gidiyordu. Kocam\u0131n eve geldi\u011fi s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sohbetlerde o da hep H\u00fcseyin’in nas\u0131l becerikli biri oldu\u011funu be\u011feniyle anlat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir bahar g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Kocam yine Rusya’ya gitmi\u015fti. \u0130ki haftad\u0131r yapayaln\u0131zd\u0131m. H\u00fcseyin’in anne babas\u0131 da memleketteydi. Markete gidip ak\u015fam yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in bir \u015feyler almak i\u00e7in a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inerken H\u00fcseyin de evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Merhabala\u015ft\u0131k,<\/p>\n
-\u201cNereye gidiyorsun H\u00fcseyin?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n
-\u201cBizimkiler memlekete gittiler, ben de \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131daki restoranlardan birinde pide falan yiyece\u011fim abla.\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cEvde \u00e7ok g\u00fczel yemek var. Pide yiyece\u011fine gel i\u00e7eri gir. Ben marketten bir \u015feyler al\u0131p geleyim, bizde yemek yeriz. Hem \u00e7ocuk evde yaln\u0131z kalmam\u0131\u015f olur, daha iyi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam abla!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin’i kolundan tutup i\u00e7eriye ald\u0131m. Yolu biliyordu ama, ben yine salona kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm onu. O\u011flum onun geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sevindi. Ben \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, aceleyle markete gidip alacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131m, eve geldim. \u0130\u00e7ecek bir \u015feyler, kola, bira, meyve suyu falan da ald\u0131m bol bol\u2026<\/p>\n
Geldi\u011fimde H\u00fcseyin oturmu\u015f o\u011flumla oynuyorlar, o\u011flum heyecanla ona bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131yordu. Onlar konu\u015furken ben de yemek haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Yemekti, ho\u015f be\u015fti derken vakit ilerlemi\u015f, saat 9 gibi olmu\u015ftu. Ertesi g\u00fcn okul oldu\u011fundan o\u011flumu yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Geldi\u011fimde H\u00fcseyin de kalkmaya davrand\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cOo.. Vaktin nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Ben de kalkay\u0131m abla.\u201d dedi. Kolundan tutup engel oldum,<\/p>\n
\u201cOtur H\u00fcseyin, nas\u0131l olsa sen de yaln\u0131zs\u0131n, ben de\u2026 Evde tek ba\u015f\u0131ma can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor. Ben sana so\u011fuk bira getireyim, sohbete devam ederiz. Sen de eve gidip ne yapacaks\u0131n? Beraber otural\u0131m i\u015fte\u2026\u201c dedim.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k\u2026 Sohbete devam ediyorduk. So\u011fuk birer bira \u00e7erez getirdim, ikimiz de bira i\u00e7iyor, konu\u015fuyorduk. Sohbet uzad\u0131, ikinci, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc biralar da i\u00e7ildi.<\/p>\n
Kendimi bir garip hissediyordum, i\u00e7im k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131. Kocam gideli iki hafta olmu\u015ftu. Yata\u011f\u0131mda tek ba\u015f\u0131ma kendimi ok\u015famalarla, i\u00e7ime salatal\u0131k falan sokup tatmin olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmayla ge\u00e7en iki uzun hafta ve uzun, yaln\u0131z geceler\u2026 Oysa bu gece gen\u00e7, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir erkekle ba\u015f ba\u015fa oturuyor, onunla sohbet ediyordum.<\/p>\n
Görme Engelli Kiracımız, resim \u21163
\nBir yandan sohbet ederken bir yandan da onun yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, kasl\u0131 kollar\u0131n\u0131, geni\u015f g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini, pantolonunun \u00f6n\u00fcndeki kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 seyrediyordum. Hem de hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekinmeden, utanmadan\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyordum ki o beni, benim nereye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, nas\u0131l bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6remiyordu. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m alkol\u00fcn de etkisiyle \u00f6yle rahatt\u0131m ki hareketlerimde\u2026<\/p>\n
Onun okuldan, arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan, ev ya\u015fam\u0131ndan bahsederken anlatt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 dinler gibi yaparken asl\u0131nda ne anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fildim, onu seyretmekle me\u015fguld\u00fcm. Arada bir,<\/p>\n
“Yaa, \u00f6yle mi?\u201d falan diyerek sohbete kat\u0131l\u0131r gibi yap\u0131yor, onun konu\u015furken k\u0131p\u0131rdayan etli dudaklar\u0131na, g\u00f6mle\u011finin a\u00e7\u0131k yakas\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen hafif k\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bak\u0131yordum. Bir yandan da kendimi ok\u015fuyordum.<\/p>\n
Evet, ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim, adeta kendimi kaybetmi\u015f gibiydim. Oturdu\u011fum koltukta yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Elimin birini ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na, k\u00fclodumun i\u00e7ine sokmu\u015f s\u0131k\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131p b\u0131rak\u0131yor, di\u011fer elimle u\u00e7lar\u0131 kabarm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimle ilgileniyordum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibiydim. Seks yapmadan ge\u00e7en yaln\u0131z geceler beni bu hale getirmi\u015fti i\u015fte\u2026 G\u00f6zleri g\u00f6rmeyen gen\u00e7 bir yabanc\u0131yla ba\u015f ba\u015fa, yaln\u0131z ikimiz otururken onun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda mast\u00fcrbasyon yap\u0131yordum. \u00dcstelik hafif sarho\u015f bile olmu\u015ftum. Garibin haberi bile yoktu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan\u2026<\/p>\n
Görme Engelli Kiracımız, resim \u21164
\n\u00dczerimdeki ask\u0131l\u0131 ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcn ask\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 indirip s\u00fctyenimi \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Elimdeki so\u011fuk bira \u015fi\u015fesini memelerimin aras\u0131nda, \u00fcrperen, kabarm\u0131\u015f meme u\u00e7lar\u0131nda dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcylerim diken diken kabarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. So\u011fuk \u015fi\u015fenin etkisi mi, giderek i\u00e7imde y\u00fckselen \u015fehvetin etkisi mi bilemiyorum. Bereket ses \u00e7\u0131karmamak i\u00e7in, inlememek i\u00e7in dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rmay\u0131 ak\u0131l edebiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Bir ara H\u00fcseyin’in oturdu\u011fu yerde k\u0131vranmaya, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 kasmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim. S\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi davran\u0131yordu. Toparland\u0131m,<\/p>\n
-\u201cNe oldu H\u00fcseyin? Rahats\u0131z m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201c diye sordum.<\/p>\n
-\u201cYok abla\u2026 \u015eeyy\u2026 Benim eve gitmem gerek\u2026\u201d dedi s\u0131k\u0131larak\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cTuvalete gitmen gerek galiba\u2026 S\u0131k\u0131lma, hareketlerinden belli oluyor.\u201c diye rahatlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m onu\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201c\u015eey, evet abla\u2026 Bu biralar\u2026 Pek al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n de\u011filim asl\u0131nda bu kadar i\u00e7meye\u2026 \u00c7ok s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131m da\u2026 San\u0131r\u0131m eve bile yeti\u015femeyece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cGel can\u0131m, ben seni lavaboya g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim. S\u0131k\u0131lmana gerek yok ki\u2026 Bunca zamand\u0131r beraberiz, yabanc\u0131 de\u011filiz art\u0131k\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, elinden tutup y\u00f6nlendirdim H\u00fcseyin’i. Ask\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 indirdi\u011fim ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcm a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya inmi\u015f, memelerim meydandayd\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen d\u00fczeltmeye gerek g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim, nas\u0131l olsa o beni g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu. Darac\u0131k holde yanyana y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kolunu tutup kendime yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn biri onun koluna temas ediyor, mememin ucu g\u00f6mle\u011fine s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Offf\u2026<\/p>\n
Tabi, k\u0131sa bir and\u0131 bu\u2026 Banyonun kap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri girmesini sa\u011flad\u0131m, klozetin \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Yan\u0131nda durup bekliyordum. Duraksad\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek,<\/p>\n
\u201cAbla, ben gerisini hallederim, sen lavabonun yerini g\u00f6ster, yeter bana\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAh, pardon can\u0131m\u2026\u201c dedim. “\u00d6yle ya, koca adams\u0131n sen\u2026\u201d diyerek elini tuttum, yandaki lavabonun \u00fczerine koyup havlular\u0131n yerini s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kmam gerekiyordu, ama birden onunkini g\u00f6rmeyi \u015fiddetle istedi\u011fimi fark ettim. Kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldim, \u00e7\u0131kar gibi yap\u0131p i\u00e7eriden g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyle kapatt\u0131m. Kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda nefes bile almadan durup onu izliyordum \u015fimdi…<\/p>\n
Tela\u015fla klozetin kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131, etraf\u0131n\u0131 elleriyle yoklay\u0131p yerini ezberledikten sonra do\u011frulup fermuar\u0131n\u0131 indirdi. Elini i\u00e7eriye sokup aletini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 H\u00fcseyin\u2026 G\u00f6zlerim falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda kocaman, uzun bir canavar duruyordu. Sertle\u015fmi\u015f, damarlar\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, mantar gibi iri mor ba\u015f\u0131ndan dibine kadar nefis harika bir erkeklik organ\u0131yd\u0131. 20 santim belki daha fazlayd\u0131 uzunlu\u011fu, kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da g\u00f6z dolduruyordu\u2026<\/p>\n
Tamam, kocam\u0131nki de doyuruyordu beni, inim inim inletiyordu yatakta ama bu bamba\u015fka bir \u015feydi sanki\u2026 \u0130nlememek i\u00e7in kendimi zor tuttum, elimi a\u011fz\u0131ma kapatt\u0131m. Kalbimin at\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 duyacak diye korkuyordum\u2026<\/p>\n
Siki o kadar sertle\u015fmi\u015fti, g\u00f6be\u011fine do\u011fru dikilmi\u015fti ki i\u015feyebilmek i\u00e7in \u00fcst\u00fcnden bast\u0131r\u0131p klozete ni\u015fanlad\u0131, \u015f\u0131r\u0131l \u015f\u0131r\u0131l i\u015femeye ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zlerimi alam\u0131yordum ondan\u2026 Sanki dakikalar s\u00fcrd\u00fc i\u015femesi\u2026 Nihayet bitti\u011finde o kocaman sertle\u015fmi\u015f sikini i\u00e7ine sokmadan yandaki lavaboya d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Muslu\u011fu a\u00e7\u0131p ellerini y\u0131kad\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u0131v\u0131 sabunla y\u0131kad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ellerini hala meydanda, fermuar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya, havaya f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f, dimdik duran sikine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc sonra\u2026 Kaygan, \u0131slak parmaklar\u0131yla \u015f\u00f6yle bir s\u0131vazlad\u0131. Sonra avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde s\u0131k\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131ndan k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar kayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu. O \u00f6p\u00fclesi \u0131slak etli dudaklar\u0131ndan<\/p>\n
“Oohhh\u2026\u201c diye bir inilti koptu\u2026 “Oohhh\u2026 G\u00fcl\u2026\u201d diye inledi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n
Vay pi\u00e7 vay\u2026 G\u00f6zlerime inanam\u0131yordum. O g\u00fczelim sikini sabunlu parmaklar\u0131yla s\u0131vazl\u0131yor, kendini tatmin ediyordu H\u00fcseyin\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle garip, manyak\u00e7a bir durumdu ki bu\u2026 Kendi evimde, banyomda, o\u011flum odas\u0131nda uyurken, yabanc\u0131 bir erke\u011fin kendini tatmin etmesini izliyordum gizlice\u2026 Hem de benim ismimi say\u0131klayarak\u2026 Beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir an \u00fcst\u00fcne atlay\u0131p o kocaman sikini tutmak, yalay\u0131p yutmak, i\u00e7ime, alevler yanan, sular\u0131 akan am\u0131ma sokmak istedim. Sonra durup kendime hakim oldum. B\u00f6yle yaparak \u00fcrk\u00fctebilirdim ku\u015fumu\u2026 Ters tepebilirdi\u2026 Benim ismimi f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak sikini ok\u015fuyordu ama\u2026 Ya ben \u00fcst\u00fcne gidince tepkisi de\u011fi\u015fik olursa?<\/p>\n
Bana \u201cabla\u201d diye hitap etmesi geldi akl\u0131ma\u2026 \u0130\u015f ger\u00e7e\u011fe binince beni tersleyip ref\u00fcze eder miydi acaba? Dayanamazd\u0131m buna\u2026 Tuttum kendimi\u2026 O da fazla uzatmad\u0131 zaten, sikini so\u011fuk suyla y\u0131kay\u0131p kurulad\u0131, yuvas\u0131na zorla sokup fermuar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti. Ellerini y\u0131kay\u0131p \u0131slak elleriyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131vazlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
San\u0131r\u0131m kalkm\u0131\u015f erkekli\u011finin inmesini bekliyordu. Duvar\u0131 yoklayarak kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldi\u011finde tela\u015fla ters tarafa \u00e7ekildim. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, hol\u00fc yoklaya yoklaya salona ilerledi. Ben de arkas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p sessizce ilerledim, sanki odadaym\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi<\/p>\n
\u201cAa, geldin mi H\u00fcseyin?\u201c diye kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m onu\u2026 “Problem yok di mi? Sanki sesini duydum gibi, bana m\u0131 seslendin?\u201d diye sordum h\u0131nz\u0131rca\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYok abla\u2026\u201c derken sanki y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zard\u0131 gibi geldi bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Sohbetimize kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden devam etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Eline so\u011fuk bira tutu\u015fturup koltukta yan\u0131na oturdum bu kez\u2026 Yak\u0131ndan bak\u0131yordum \u015fimdi ona\u2026 Her taraf\u0131n\u0131 inceliyor, pantolonun \u00f6n\u00fcndeki kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 izliyordum.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7inde ne canavar yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum o kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcne atlamamak i\u00e7in kendimi zor tutuyordum. Arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan, k\u0131zlardan, okulda ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131ndan bahsediyordu. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kestim,<\/p>\n
-\u201cK\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131n var m\u0131 H\u00fcseyin? \u201d diye sordum. “Fl\u00f6rt gibi yani\u2026\u201d O da,<\/p>\n
-\u201cHay\u0131r, yok abla.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
-\u201cK\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131n hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
-\u201cHay\u0131r, maalesef olmad\u0131 abla.\u201d dedi. \u201cOnlar sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 erkeklerle ilgilenir, benimle sadece arkada\u015f olurlar\u2026 Beni kimse istemez ki bu halimle\u2026\u201d O anda i\u00e7im c\u0131z etti, H\u00fcseyin i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, elini tuttum,<\/p>\n
-\u201cSak\u0131n kendini \u00fczme H\u00fcseyin. Sen yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131, s\u0131r\u0131m gibi delikanl\u0131s\u0131n. Seni istemeyen k\u0131z neler ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131nda de\u011fil.\u201c diye teselli etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. “Belki sana birisini buluruz.\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin bu s\u00f6z\u00fcme \u00e7ok sevindi. Ben bu sefer merak ettim, acaba H\u00fcseyin hi\u00e7 cinsel ili\u015fkiye girmi\u015f miydi. Bunu nas\u0131l soraca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da bilmiyordum. Soray\u0131m m\u0131, sormay\u0131m diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, biralar\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u00e7ak\u0131r keyiflik, tuvalette g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm manzaran\u0131n etkisiyle daha serbest konu\u015fabiliyordum, a\u011fz\u0131mdan birden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131,<\/p>\n
-\u201cH\u00fcseyin sen hi\u00e7 cinsel ili\u015fkiye girdin mi?\u201d deyiverdim. H\u00fcseyin yine,<\/p>\n
-\u201cHay\u0131r hi\u00e7 girmedim abla. Daha milli olamad\u0131m! Bu vaziyetteyken de pek olacak gibi de\u011filim galiba\u2026\u201d dedi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi, utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
-\u201cAnlad\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. “Peki, k\u0131z\u0131 bulsak, onun nas\u0131l biri oldu\u011funu nas\u0131l anlayacaks\u0131n H\u00fcseyin? Senin istedi\u011fin \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclerde biri mi? Ya v\u00fccudu senin istedi\u011fin gibi de\u011filse?\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cAilem belki yard\u0131mc\u0131 olur abla. Hem bunlar benim g\u00f6zlerim\u2026\u201c diyerek ellerini g\u00f6sterdi. “Ellerimle yoklayarak g\u00f6rebiliyorum. Sesinden karakterini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
Yutkundum. Elleriyle yoklamak m\u0131? Bir an o ellerin benim \u00fcst\u00fcmde dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal ettim. \u00dcrperdim. Ate\u015fim y\u00fckseliyordu gitgide\u2026 \u00c7atallanm\u0131\u015f, bo\u011fuk bir sesle,<\/p>\n
-\u201cPeki, ben nas\u0131l biriyim H\u00fcseyin? Ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun benim i\u00e7in?\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201c\u015eeyy.. Sen gen\u00e7, g\u00fczel birisin G\u00fcl abla\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cGen\u00e7 tamam da, g\u00fczel oldu\u011fumu nerden biliyorsun? Yoklamad\u0131n ki?\u201d<\/p>\n
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\nElini tutup y\u00fcz\u00fcme g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Parmaklar\u0131 aln\u0131mda, burnumda, dudaklar\u0131mda, yanaklar\u0131mda, \u00e7enemde dola\u015f\u0131yordu hafif\u00e7e, ok\u015fayarak\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131ma de\u011fdirdi\u011fi parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm hafif\u00e7e\u2026 Ate\u015fe de\u011fmi\u015f gibi \u00e7ekti parmaklar\u0131n\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7im eriyordu, kas\u0131klar\u0131m alev alev yan\u0131yordu o ok\u015farken\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cPeki, k\u0131z\u0131n v\u00fccudunun nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu nerden bileceksin H\u00fcseyin?\u201d dedim f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla\u2026 \u201cB\u00f6yle parmaklar\u0131nla m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin’in de y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdaki elini tutup hafif\u00e7e a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indirdim davet edercesine\u2026 Boynumdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indi parmaklar\u2026 T\u00fcy gibi omuzlar\u0131mda dola\u015ft\u0131. Tekrar ellerini tutup g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerime do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Ask\u0131l\u0131 ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcm belimdeydi. Memelerim meydanda, dimdik olmu\u015flar, u\u00e7lar\u0131 arzuyla, \u015fehvetle kabarm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Elleri \u00e7\u0131plak memelerime ilk temas\u0131nda \u00e7ekmek istedi, tuttum, b\u0131rakmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-\u201cAbla?\u201c dedi yutkunarak\u2026 F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla,<\/p>\n
-\u201cDevam et H\u00fcseyin\u2026 G\u00f6rmeye devam et\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cAnlat bana\u2026 Nas\u0131l, g\u00fczel miyim? Memelerim g\u00fczel mi? Hadi anlat\u2026\u201d G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm inip kalk\u0131yordu heyecandan nefes nefeseydim\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cOoohhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczelsin abla\u2026 Tenin p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz\u2026 Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n ipek gibi\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131n etli etli\u2026 Boynun uzun, ku\u011fu gibi\u2026 G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerin\u2026 \u00c7ok\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Sert\u2026 U\u00e7lar\u0131 kabarm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Etraf\u0131nda yuvarlak p\u00fct\u00fcrler var\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Konu\u015furken dudaklar\u0131, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde, u\u00e7lar\u0131nda dola\u015fan parmaklar\u0131 titriyordu. Dudaklar\u0131m kurumu\u015ftu heyecandan, yalayarak \u0131slatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-\u201cSonra? Hadi devam et\u2026 A\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya in\u2026 Oralar\u0131 da anlat\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cKarn\u0131n d\u00fcmd\u00fcz, kasl\u0131\u2026 G\u00f6bek yok, fazla kilon yok, bal\u0131k etisin\u2026\u201c Elini tuttum, dizime koydum. Anlad\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015famaya, yukar\u0131lara \u00e7\u0131kmaya, ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
-\u201cBacaklar\u0131n da g\u00fczel, sert, kasl\u0131\u2026 T\u00fcys\u00fcz\u2026 Kendine bak\u0131yorsun, bak\u0131ml\u0131 birisin\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cOhhh\u2026Evet can\u0131m\u2026 Yeni a\u011fdalad\u0131m bacaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra kocam gelecek, ona haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hadisene\u2026 Devam et\u2026\u201c Elleri, parmaklar\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131ma gelmi\u015f, k\u00fclodumun \u00fcst\u00fcnden ok\u015famaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
-\u201cAbla\u2026 Bu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cOohhh\u2026 Am can\u0131m\u2026 Kad\u0131n am\u0131\u2026 Benim am\u0131m\u2026 Hi\u00e7 ellemedin di mi? \u0130lk defa m\u0131?\u201c Titriyordu parmaklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
“Dur, k\u00fclodumu \u00e7\u0131karay\u0131m, \u00f6yle dokun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Belimi kald\u0131r\u0131p k\u00fclodumu indiriverdim ete\u011fimi \u00e7\u0131karmadan\u2026 \u015eimdi parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde hi\u00e7 bir engel kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ok\u015fuyor, s\u0131k\u0131yor, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla her taraf\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131yordu. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralam\u0131\u015f, kendimi iyice arkaya vermi\u015ftim. Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan parmaklar\u0131n verdi\u011fi hazz\u0131n esiri olmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n
“Oohhh\u2026 Devam et H\u00fcseyin\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Devam et\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cIslanm\u0131\u015f bu abla\u2026 Ate\u015f gibi\u2026 Islak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cEvet can\u0131m\u2026 Zevk al\u0131yor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inden sular geliyor sen ok\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 Zevk sular\u0131 onlar\u2026 Zevk veriyorsun bana can\u0131m\u2026 Erke\u011fim\u2026 Oohhhh\u2026.\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cAbla\u2026 Ben\u2026 Benim \u015feyim \u00e7ok sertle\u015fti\u2026 Rahats\u0131z ediyor\u2026 \u00c7\u0131karabilir miyim?\u201d<\/p>\n
Do\u011fruldum. \u00c7ok fena olmu\u015ftum. O koca siki yemeden b\u0131rakamazd\u0131m. Ama burada olmazd\u0131, kendimi tutamazd\u0131m o koca siki i\u00e7ime al\u0131rken ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc yapard\u0131m. \u00c7ocuk uyurken rahat edemezdim. H\u00fcseyin’in elini tutup \u00e7ektim,<\/p>\n
-\u201cAbla?\u201c dedi k\u0131rg\u0131n k\u0131rg\u0131n\u2026 G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek duda\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fcm erke\u011fimi\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cBurda olmaz H\u00fcseyin\u2026 \u00c7ocuk var\u2026 Ben dayanamam, sevi\u015firken ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc yapar\u0131m, uyan\u0131r. Senin eve gidelim can\u0131m\u2026 Daha rahat ederiz. Seni milli yapmak istiyorum bu gece\u2026 Hadi, gel\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kald\u0131r\u0131p elinden tuttum, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fczeltirken o\u011flumun odas\u0131na bakt\u0131m, m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyordu. Elinden tuttum, acele ad\u0131mlarla \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p alt kata, H\u00fcseyin’in evine indik. Heyecandan titreyen elinden anahtarlar\u0131 al\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7eriye girip kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131r kapatmaz duvara yaslad\u0131m erke\u011fimi\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131na yumuldum. Etli dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 yalarken o da kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veriyor, emiyordu. Dilimi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine sokup dilini ok\u015fad\u0131m. Uzun uzun \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Kendimi geri \u00e7ektim zorla\u2026 \u0130kimiz de nefes nefeseydik. \u00dcst\u00fcmdekileri y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Tekrar H\u00fcseyin’e yakla\u015f\u0131p \u00e7\u0131plak v\u00fccudumu yaslad\u0131m bedenine\u2026 \u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken ellerini tutup kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Ne istedi\u011fimi anlam\u0131\u015f, elleri kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yor, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu. Ta\u015f gibi olan siki pantolonun \u00fcst\u00fcnden g\u00f6be\u011fime bask\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakmadan elimi araya soktum, tela\u015fla kemerini \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp pantolonunu k\u00fcloduyla birlikte a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indiriverdim.<\/p>\n
Ayakkab\u0131, \u00e7oraplar\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131nda duruyordu hala, pantolonu da ayaklar\u0131ndayd\u0131. Uzun siki f\u00fcze gibi meydana \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, havaya dikilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
E\u011filip tap\u0131n\u0131r gibi diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnde\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131p hayranl\u0131kla seyrettim heybetini\u2026 Ok\u015fad\u0131m\u2026 Ucundaki delikte bir damla zevk suyu parl\u0131yordu. Dilimi uzat\u0131p ald\u0131m o damlay\u0131\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131mla minik bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdum ba\u015f\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cOhhh\u2026 G\u00fcl abla\u2026\u201c diye inledi erke\u011fim\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n temas\u0131yla kas\u0131l\u0131vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
-\u201cCan\u0131m\u2026 B\u0131rak bana kendini\u2026 Ablana b\u0131rak sen\u2026 Ben her \u015feyi hallederim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sikinin koca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma sokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ald\u0131m da\u2026 Emiyor, lolipop gibi a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor, dilimle ok\u015fuyordum. \u00c7\u0131kar\u0131p \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f canavar\u0131ma bak\u0131yor, sonra tekrar a\u011fz\u0131ma sokuyor, bo\u011faz\u0131ma girdi\u011fi kadar, dibine kadar almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Ellerim de bo\u015f durmuyor, torbalar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fay\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131yor, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7lerini, kas\u0131klar\u0131ndaki t\u00fcyleri ok\u015fuyor, parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kabalar\u0131nda, arka deli\u011finde dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum. Dizleri titremeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 erke\u011fimin\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cAbla\u2026 Abla\u2026 Ben\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Sikini a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015f, a\u011fz\u0131 nefessiz kalm\u0131\u015f ku\u015f gibi a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elleri sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda kas\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bo\u015falmak \u00fczereydi,<\/p>\n
-\u201cB\u0131rak kendini can\u0131m\u2026 Bo\u015falt i\u00e7indekini\u2026 Ben seni emerim \u015fimdi\u2026 Yutar\u0131m seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
A\u011fz\u0131ma ald\u0131m yine\u2026 Vakumlamaya, emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lk damlalar\u0131n geldi\u011fini hissediyordum. A\u011fz\u0131ma o bildik tad dolmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elleri istemsizce sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnden kavram\u0131\u015f kendine \u00e7ekiyor, sikini bo\u011faz\u0131ma kadar g\u00f6mmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Nefes alamaz hale gelmi\u015ftim, ama dayand\u0131m. Spermleri direk bo\u011faz\u0131mdan kaymaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kas\u0131l\u0131yor, bacaklar\u0131 titriyor, inliyordu. O bo\u015fald\u0131, ben yuttum. Bitene kadar a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m sikini\u2026<\/p>\n
Neden sonra sakinle\u015fti. P\u00fcsk\u00fcrmesi bitti. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 bile\u011fimin tersiyle silip kalkt\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131na yumuldum yine\u2026 G\u00f6mle\u011fini, atletini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m bir yandan\u2026 Ayaklar\u0131ndaki pantolonu, ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kendisi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130kimiz de \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131k. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 onun vantuzundan kurtard\u0131m zorlukla… Bo\u015fald\u0131ktan sonra yar\u0131 sert duran sikini tuttum g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek,<\/p>\n
-\u201cHadi can\u0131m, beni yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u2026\u201c dedim. “Gerdek yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda senin erkekli\u011fini bozay\u0131m. Evdeki en geni\u015f yatak nerede?\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cKar\u015f\u0131da, hol\u00fcn en sonundaki oda abla\u2026 Bizimkilerin yatak odas\u0131\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Sikini kavray\u0131p tuttum, \u00e7eke \u00e7eke aceleyle yatak odas\u0131na gidip geni\u015f yata\u011fa att\u0131m kendimi\u2026 H\u00fcseyin de ezbere bildi\u011fi yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturdu. Elini tutup alev gibi yanan, zevk sular\u0131 ak\u0131p duran amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00dcst\u00fcnde s\u00fcs olsun diye b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m minik t\u00fcy \u015feridini ok\u015fad\u0131. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan sokup i\u00e7ini ok\u015fad\u0131. K\u0131vrand\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cOoohhhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Hadi a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Ben senin sikini yalad\u0131m, emdim. \u015eimdi de sen beni yala\u2026 Gel\u2026 Yakla\u015f bana\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na gel\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
E\u011filip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131ma yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Sa\u00e7\u0131ndan tutup y\u00f6nlendirdim onu. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na uzan\u0131p yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Islak dilin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma temas\u0131yla \u00fcrperdim, kas\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-\u201cOoohhh.. Yala can\u0131m\u2026 Yala a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Dondurma yalar gibi yala beni\u2026 Dilini dola\u015ft\u0131r\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Evet\u2026 Oras\u0131n\u0131 yala\u2026 O sert \u015feyi, klitorisi yala\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ine sok dilini\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026 \u00d6zlemi\u015fim bunu\u2026 \u00d6yle \u00f6zlemi\u015fim ki\u2026 Devam et\u2026 Dilinle sik beni\u2026 Oohhhh\u2026 M\u0131mmmm\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tutup amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcyordum ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 O da hakk\u0131n\u0131 veriyordu do\u011frusu\u2026 Sanki her zaman yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015feymi\u015f gibi harika yal\u0131yordu beni\u2026 Kendimi kaybediyor, zevk denizinde y\u00fcz\u00fcyordum sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutup \u00e7ektim, yuvarlay\u0131p s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131rd\u0131m H\u00fcseyini\u2026 Dizlerimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n iki yan\u0131na koyup am\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na verirken ben de sikine uzand\u0131m. 69 pozisyonunda, o yatarken ben \u00fcstte birbirimizi yalay\u0131p emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Yine kocaman olmu\u015ftu siki\u2026 H\u00fcseyin am\u0131m\u0131 yalarken ben de onun verdi\u011fi zevkle daha h\u0131zl\u0131 yal\u0131yor, k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar a\u011fz\u0131ma sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordum. Dakikalarca yalad\u0131m, yalad\u0131m, yalad\u0131m\u2026 Doyam\u0131yordum yalamaya\u2026<\/p>\n
Bakt\u0131m, yine kas\u0131lmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca kestim yalamay\u0131\u2026 Do\u011frulup d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Sikini yalamaktan \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f a\u011fz\u0131mla onun dudaklar\u0131na, benim zevk sular\u0131mla \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131na yumuldum. \u00d6pt\u00fcm, \u00f6pt\u00fcm, \u00f6pt\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n
Kollar\u0131yla s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131yor, pazular\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, nefessiz kal\u0131yordum\u2026 Sonra dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip sordum,<\/p>\n
-\u201cHaz\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131m? Beni sikmeye haz\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n? Seni milli yapal\u0131m m\u0131 art\u0131k? Bu koca sikini sokar m\u0131s\u0131n bana?\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cOohhh.. Evet\u2026 Evet G\u00fcl abla\u2026 Haz\u0131r\u0131m\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
-“Hadi o zaman\u2026 Ba\u015flayal\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p deminden beri aram\u0131zda ezilen, karn\u0131ma kas\u0131klar\u0131ma batan erke\u011fimin kal\u0131n sikini ap\u0131\u015f arama ald\u0131m. Zevk sular\u0131yla \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f am dudaklar\u0131ma s\u00fcrtt\u00fcm. Sonra biraz daha dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde kalk\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla bekleyen amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131na dayad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kale kap\u0131s\u0131na dayanan ko\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131 gibiydi. Sular\u0131mdan \u0131slanan ve kayganla\u015fan ba\u015f\u0131n biraz daha i\u00e7ime girmesi i\u00e7in al\u00e7ald\u0131m. Zorlanarak girdi yumruk gibi ba\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Durdum, birbirlerine al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledim. \u0130\u00e7imden sular akt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum. \u00d6yle zevk al\u0131yordum ki anlatamam. Sonra, oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Al\u00e7ald\u0131m, al\u00e7ald\u0131m. Uzun siki santim santim i\u00e7ime g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7imi dolduruyor, yara yara giriyordu amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cM\u0131mmmm\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel sikin var a\u015fk\u0131mm\u2026 Harikaaa\u2026 Ooohhhh\u2026 \u00d6yle \u00f6zlemi\u015fim ki\u2026 Tad\u0131n\u0131 unuttum nerdeyse\u2026 Dur, bekle\u2026 Bekle biraz\u2026 \u00c7ok kal\u0131n sikin var can\u0131m\u2026 Yumruk gibi i\u00e7imde\u2026 Oohhh\u2026 Bitirdin beni\u2026 Erke\u011fimmm\u2026 Nas\u0131l? G\u00fczel mi? Ho\u015funa gitti mi sevi\u015fmek?\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cOhh.. Evet\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczelmi\u015f abla\u2026 \u00c7ok zevkliymi\u015f\u2026 \u0130\u00e7in ate\u015f gibi\u2026 Elimle yapmaktan daha g\u00fczelmi\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cEvet\u2026 Evet can\u0131m\u2026 Nas\u0131l, eldiven gibi sard\u0131m seninkini di mi? Benim evde, banyoda nas\u0131l yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 seyrettim. Ona benzemez bu\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek am sikiyorsun \u015fimdi\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cHissetmi\u015ftim abla\u2026 G\u00f6zler g\u00f6rmeyince di\u011fer duyular\u0131m daha \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Senin orda oldu\u011funu biliyordum ben\u2026 Mahsus yapt\u0131m\u2026 Senin g\u00f6rmeni istedim\u2026 Seni azd\u0131rmak istedim\u2026 Seni nas\u0131l istedi\u011fimi \u00f6\u011fren istedim\u2026 Oohhh\u2026 \u0130yi ki yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u2026 Bak, \u015fimdi i\u00e7indeyim senin\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cSeni namussuz seni\u2026\u201c dedim g\u00fclerek\u2026 “Demek beni tuza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcn ha? Beni k\u00f6t\u00fc emellerine alet ettin sen\u2026 Dur bakal\u0131m, seni zevkten \u00f6ld\u00fcreyim de g\u00f6r sen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m bunu s\u00f6ylerken\u2026 Koca yarak yara yara i\u00e7ime g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyor, kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ba\u015f\u0131na kadar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p tekrar k\u00f6kl\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n
-\u201cZaten zevkten \u00f6l\u00fcyorum abla\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczelmi\u015f sevi\u015fmek\u2026 Ke\u015fke daha \u00f6nce yapsayd\u0131k\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Harikas\u0131n\u2026 Bitiyorum, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum zevkten\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cBen\u2026 Ben de \u00f6l\u00fcyorum\u2026 Oooohhhh\u2026 Sikin \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyor beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imi yar\u0131yor sikin\u2026 Damarlar\u0131n\u0131 bile hissediyorum\u2026 Kafas\u0131 ta dibimde\u2026 Aaahhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kendimi tutam\u0131yor, inliyor, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar at\u0131yordum. \u00dcst\u00fcnde gidip gelirken ka\u00e7 kez kas\u0131l\u0131p bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sayamad\u0131m. Sonra i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, yana devrildim. Bacaklar\u0131m tutmuyordu. \u0130kiye ay\u0131rd\u0131m bacaklar\u0131m\u0131, erke\u011fimi de tutup \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7ektim. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
-\u201cDiz \u00e7\u00f6k \u015fimdi erke\u011fim\u2026 Ver \u015fu koca sikini bana, i\u00e7ime alay\u0131m onu\u2026 Ablan yoruldu art\u0131k\u2026 \u015eimdi sen sokacaks\u0131n bana\u2026 Pompalayacaks\u0131n beni\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime sokup \u00e7\u0131karacaks\u0131n sikini\u2026 \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Sikini tutup amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma soktum yine\u2026 Yine yava\u015f yava\u015f girdi i\u00e7ime\u2026 Yar\u0131s\u0131na kadar girdikten sonra kendini b\u0131rak\u0131verdi \u00fcst\u00fcme, sikini dibine kadar g\u00f6md\u00fc i\u00e7ime\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cAahhhh\u2026 Yava\u015f can\u0131m\u2026 Yava\u015f sok\u2026 Ooohhhh\u2026. \u00d6yle b\u00fcy\u00fck sikin var ki, can\u0131m yan\u0131yor sert girince\u2026 Kocamdan b\u00fcy\u00fck seninki\u2026 ”<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda inip kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130kiye ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lay\u0131p y\u00f6nlendiriyordum erke\u011fimi\u2026 Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7luyor, ok\u015fuyor, belinden tutup kendime \u00e7ekiyor, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131rnakl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcseyin, \u00f6nce yava\u015ftan yava\u015ftan sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu. Sonra h\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ekiliyor, ba\u015f\u0131na kadar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p aniden i\u00e7ime g\u00f6m\u00fcyor, erkekli\u011finin ba\u015f\u0131 rahmime vuruyordu sanki.<\/p>\n
Her \u00e7eki\u015finde i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sikinin bo\u015flu\u011fu bir saniye sonra tekrar milimine kadar doluyor, i\u00e7imdeki sular\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131yordu. Sular\u0131m\u0131n arka deli\u011fimden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya yata\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, alt\u0131m\u0131n s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam oldu\u011funu hissedebiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcyor, yal\u0131yor, sa\u00e7\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n gibi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 emiyordum. Narin v\u00fccudum, onun erkek g\u00f6vdesinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda eziliyor, nefessiz kal\u0131yordum. \u00dcst\u00fcmden kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hava alabilmek i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Sonunda bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kas\u0131l\u0131yor, titriyor, i\u00e7ime sokup \u00e7\u0131karmalar\u0131 gitgide h\u0131zlan\u0131yor, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n bir tempoyla sikiyordu beni\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130lk f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131, s\u0131cak menilerini i\u00e7imde hissetti\u011fimde ben de son kez koyvermeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ayn\u0131 anda bo\u015fal\u0131yorduk ikimiz de\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra, inleye inleye, k\u0131vrana k\u0131vrana orgazm oluyorduk.<\/p>\n
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\nSonunda durulduk\u2026 Kavgadan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibiydik\u2026 Kendini koyuvermi\u015f, \u00fcst\u00fcme uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 H\u00fcseyin\u2026 Nefes alam\u0131yor, alt\u0131nda bo\u011fuluyor gibiydim. \u00dcst\u00fcmden yuvarlad\u0131m onu\u2026 Kolunu yast\u0131k yap\u0131p sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131m geni\u015f g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde, bacaklar\u0131m yandan onun kasl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131na dolanm\u0131\u015f vaziyette kald\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
Harikayd\u0131\u2026 Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle bir sevi\u015fme ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kocamla\u2026 B\u00f6yle tatmin oldu\u011fumu, b\u00f6yle zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordum\u2026<\/p>\n
-“Nas\u0131l a\u015fk\u0131m? G\u00fczel miydi? Zevk ald\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d diye sordum g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcndeki t\u00fcyleri ok\u015farken\u2026 Alaca\u011f\u0131m cevab\u0131 bile bile\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cEvet\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczeldi abla\u2026 Harikaym\u0131\u015f\u2026\u201c dedi erke\u011fim.<\/p>\n
-\u201cBundan sonra abla yok kocac\u0131m\u2026 Ben senin kar\u0131n\u0131m art\u0131k\u2026\u201d dedim. Uzan\u0131p dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fcm. O da kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi bana\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u201cPeki a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Peki kar\u0131c\u0131m\u2026 Sen nas\u0131l istersen\u2026 Bu zevki ya\u015fatt\u0131n ya bana\u2026 Senin k\u00f6lenim art\u0131k\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
-\u201cE, hadi o zaman k\u00f6lem\u2026 Biraz dinlen, kendine gel\u2026 Sonra tekrar yapal\u0131m\u2026 Tekrar sik beni\u2026 O koca sikini yine i\u00e7ime sok\u2026 Tekrar tekrar\u2026 A\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 doyur benim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
-\u201cUnuttun mu sahip? Ben de a\u00e7\u0131m. Bu ya\u015f\u0131ma kadar seni beklemi\u015fim ben\u2026 Kolay kolay b\u0131rakmam seni kar\u0131c\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131karken\u2026 Az \u00f6nce bo\u015falmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen siki yine sert, dik, kal\u0131n ve kocamand\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fini de yapt\u0131\u2026 Tekrar tekrar sikti beni\u2026 Dinlene dinlene\u2026 Uyuduk, uyand\u0131k, sevi\u015ftik\u2026 Sabaha kadar\u2026 Sabah g\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken bacaklar\u0131m titreye titreye yukar\u0131ya, evime gittim. Kendimi yata\u011fa att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Biraz dinlenip kendime geldim, o\u011flumu okula g\u00f6t\u00fcrmem gerekiyordu. Gidip gelene kadar bacaklar\u0131m titredi. Eve geldi\u011fimde direkt H\u00fcseyin’in kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131m. Evdeydi hala\u2026<\/p>\n
Benim sesimi duyunca heyecanla kalk\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131za, a\u015fk yuvam\u0131za gittik hemen\u2026 \u00d6yle yorgunduk ki, \u00f6\u011fleden sonraya kadar birbirimizin \u00e7\u0131plak bedenlerine sar\u0131l\u0131p uyuduk\u2026 Uyand\u0131k sevi\u015ftik. Dinlendik sevi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra kocam gelince ayr\u0131lmak zorunda kald\u0131k. Kocam\u0131n alt\u0131na yat\u0131p sevi\u015firken H\u00fcseyin’in y\u00fcz\u00fc geliyordu g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne\u2026 Zevk al\u0131yordum elbette, ama H\u00fcseyin’in verdi\u011fi zevki, onun g\u00f6rmeyen g\u00f6zlerini, beni g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudumda dola\u015fan parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karam\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Kocam gittikten sonra bir bahane uydurup o\u011flumu yazl\u0131kta oturan dedesine b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Kuzenleriyle birlikte olaca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in o da \u00e7ok mutluydu. Ben de mutlu olmak i\u00e7in, son s\u00fcrat evime giderken sevgilimin kollar\u0131na kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m an\u0131 bekliyordum sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir hafta boyunca yataktan \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131k. Her an, her saniye, b\u0131kmadan, usanmadan sevi\u015ftik, kokla\u015ft\u0131k. Benim evimde, onun evinde\u2026 Korkmadan, \u00e7ekinmeden\u2026<\/p>\n
Evin her k\u00f6\u015fesi bizim seks yapmam\u0131z i\u00e7indi. G\u00fcnah yuvam\u0131zd\u0131, mutluluk yuvam\u0131zd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ad\u0131m G\u00fcl, 28 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m ve 10 y\u0131ld\u0131r evliyim. Kocam yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na mal g\u00f6t\u00fcren bir TIR \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc, ayda bir, iki ayda …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-417","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-erotik-hikayeler"],"yoast_head":"\n