Biraz uzunca bir hikaye bu\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131k bir kasaba k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enler\u2026 O k\u0131z ben oluyorum. G\u00fcll\u00fc ad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Daha onyedi ya\u015f\u0131ma yeni girmi\u015ftim ki, k\u00f6yden kasabaya gelin verdiler beni\u2026 Davullar, zurnalar, k\u0131nalar, kalabal\u0131k, derken d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz bitti. Yeni evimde, kocamla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalakald\u0131m. D\u0131\u015farda avluda damad\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 yumruklayan akranlar\u0131, akrabalar\u0131, yenge falan, bir kalabal\u0131k\u2026 Ya\u015f\u0131m onyedi ama, her yerim geli\u015fmi\u015f, k\u00f6y k\u0131z\u0131, b\u0131ng\u0131l b\u0131ng\u0131l\u0131m. Kocam Hasan 25\u2019ini ge\u00e7mi\u015f. Tecr\u00fcbeli\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSoyun\u2026\u201d dedi sadece kendi soyunurken\u2026 K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 gelinli\u011fi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m yava\u015f\u00e7a\u2026 \u0130\u00e7li\u011fimi, \u00e7oraplar\u0131m\u0131 falan\u2026 \u0130ncecik fanilayla kald\u0131m, utan\u0131yorum\u2026 Yan g\u00f6zle bakt\u0131m, aya\u011f\u0131nda donla bana bak\u0131yor, \u00e7\u0131plac\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi k\u0131z, acele etsene, bizi bekliyorlar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da\u2026\u201d diye \u00fcsteledi. \u201c\u00c7\u0131kar \u00fcst\u00fcnde ne varsa\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUtan\u0131yom, bakma sen\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cGerde\u011fe giriyosun, utancak ne varm\u0131\u015f?\u201d dedi, yine de arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ben de bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da aya\u011f\u0131mdaki donu, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015ferefine giydi\u011fim s\u00fctyeni \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131verdim, yer d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fine serili yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131na dald\u0131m. Tir tir titriyorum heyecandan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBitti mi k\u0131z?\u201d diye sordu. \u201cH\u0131\u2026\u201d diyebildim. Aya\u011f\u0131ndaki donu s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131na girerken kocam\u0131n \u015feyini ilk defa o zaman g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00c7e\u015fme ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u0131zlar, gelinler konu\u015fur, biz \u00e7ocuklar \u00e7akt\u0131rmadan dinlerdik onlar\u0131\u2026 Yok benim herifin \u015fu kadar, yok bek\u00e7inin kol kadarm\u0131\u015f, her gece kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ha\u015fat edermi\u015f, falan filan, bin t\u00fcrl\u00fc dedikodu\u2026 Ben de yeni yetme, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde canland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m nas\u0131l bir \u015fey diye\u2026 Atlar\u0131n, bo\u011falar\u0131n \u015feylerini g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz k\u00f6yde ama, hi\u00e7 erkek g\u00f6rmemi\u015fim karde\u015flerimin pipilerinden ba\u015fka\u2026 Erkek deyince atlar\u0131nki gibi bir \u015fey bekliyorum ben\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131nki \u015f\u00f6yle iki parma\u011f\u0131m kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, orta parma\u011f\u0131mdan biraz uzunca bir \u015fey\u2026 \u201cDemek ki b\u00f6yle oluyormu\u015f\u201d dedim i\u00e7imden\u2026<\/p>\n
Yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nday\u0131z. Kocam \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131karken ben bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m. \u00d6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 batt\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ma, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yeme\u011finde i\u00e7ti\u011fi rak\u0131n\u0131n kokusu geldi, tiksindim, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7enemden tuttu, dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra \u00f6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken \u00fcst\u00fcme aband\u0131.<\/p>\n
Az \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc kukuma dayand\u0131. Gelinlerden dinledi\u011fim kanl\u0131 hikayeler g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc korkutmu\u015ftu, kendimi s\u0131kt\u0131m biraz\u2026 Memi\u015flerimle oynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 bu arada\u2026 Epey b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fler ama daha ayva gibi ufarak, sert, narin\u2026 Nas\u0131rl\u0131 elleriyle ovalay\u0131nca can\u0131m yand\u0131 \u00f6nce\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAyyy\u2026 Yapma\u2026\u201d dedim, ald\u0131rmad\u0131. Sonra zevk almaya ba\u015flad\u0131m oynad\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 \u0130\u00e7im yand\u0131, yanaklar\u0131m k\u0131zard\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m araland\u0131. \u0130steklenmi\u015ftim. Kocam da iyice yakla\u015ft\u0131. Eline t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcp aradan \u00e7\u00fck\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Rak\u0131 yemek bula\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, sigara sar\u0131s\u0131 di\u015fli a\u011fz\u0131\u2026 Kokusu\u2026 Midem buland\u0131.<\/p>\n
Islatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7ime sokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 girdi \u00f6nce\u2026 Di\u015flerimi s\u0131k\u0131yordum. Mememi s\u0131k\u0131p can\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131nca dikkatim oraya gitti, bu arada hepsini sokuverdi i\u00e7ime\u2026 Bir ufarak s\u0131z\u0131 geldi ge\u00e7ti kas\u0131klar\u0131mdan\u2026 Art\u0131k k\u0131z de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n
Hasan bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda k\u0131p\u0131rdanmaya, i\u00e7ime sokup \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0131rl\u0131yordu kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dibinde\u2026 Bense ne oldu\u011funu anlayamam\u0131\u015f, aptal gibi yat\u0131yordum yatakta\u2026 Biraz biraz gidip gelmeleri ho\u015fuma gitmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kas\u0131klar\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131ma vuruyordu. \u0130\u00e7imde bir \u0131slakl\u0131k, \u015fap \u015fap sesleri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu bana vurduk\u00e7a\u2026 Tam kollar\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p boynuna sar\u0131lmaya niyetlenmi\u015ftim ki,<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026\u201d diye inledi. Titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ime bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k geldi o \u00fcst\u00fcmde titrerken\u2026 Bo\u015fal\u0131yormu\u015f me\u011fer\u2026 Sonra i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yana devrildi. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p yorgan\u0131 yana \u00e7ektim, bakt\u0131m. Kukumun dudaklar\u0131nda bir iki damla kan\u2026 Alt\u0131mdaki \u00e7ar\u015faf da \u00f6yle\u2026 Ben bakarken kocam kalk\u0131p pantolonunu g\u00f6mle\u011fini giymi\u015fti bile\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cKalk hadi, \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar bana ver\u2026 Anamgiller bekliyor a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 al\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n, \u00e7aresiz yata\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda oturuyorum. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da konu\u015fmalar, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fmeler, naralar, silah sesleri\u2026 K\u0131z o\u011flan k\u0131zm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ben, o\u011fullar\u0131 bozmu\u015f beni ilk defa, m\u00fch\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21162
\nB\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131 evlili\u011fim\u2026 B\u00f6yle gitti. Karde\u015fiyle ortak hayvan besliyordu. Hayvanlara bak, yemek yap, ekmek yap, gece kar\u0131l\u0131k yap, \u00e7ocuklara anal\u0131k yap\u2026 \u00c7ocuk oldu bu arada, bir o\u011flan\u2026 Hamilelik d\u00f6nemi\u2026 Do\u011fum\u2026 \u0130lkinin lohusa d\u00f6nemi bitmeden \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u00f6reklenen kocam\u2026 Birini emzirirken karn\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hemen\u2026 \u0130kinci o\u011flan da geldi.<\/p>\n
Sonra kayn\u0131mla kocam anla\u015famad\u0131lar. Kocam hayvanlar\u0131 ona b\u0131rakt\u0131, turizm \u015firketinde \u015fof\u00f6r olarak i\u015fe girdi. Kasaban\u0131n kenar\u0131ndaki \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00f6z ah\u0131rdan bozma evi b\u0131rakt\u0131k, merkeze yak\u0131n apartman dairesine ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131k. S\u0131n\u0131f atlam\u0131\u015f gibiydik. Hayvan bak\u0131m\u0131, avluda horoz tavuk yemlemek, kazanda \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r kaynatmak yoktu art\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben de i\u015fe girdim kasabadaki bir firmada\u2026 \u00c7ay yap, memurlara \u00e7ay ver, b\u00fcrolar\u0131n temizli\u011fi falan\u2026 \u015ealvar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131mdan do\u011fal olarak, i\u015fyerine uygun elbiseler, etekler giymeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Seneler b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm de a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu. Etraf\u0131mdaki ailelere bak\u0131yordum. Evine kar\u0131s\u0131na elinde \u00e7i\u00e7ekle gelen kom\u015fu kocalar\u2026 Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 koluna tak\u0131p kolkola gezmeye gidenler\u2026 Lokantada restoranda kar\u0131 koca oturup yemek yiyenler, kocas\u0131yla kadeh toku\u015fturan han\u0131mlar\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir de bizim eve bak\u0131yordum, \u015firketin otob\u00fcs\u00fcyle karadenize, do\u011fuya, tura giden, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f g\u00fcn, bir hafta eve gelmeyen, geldi\u011finde k\u0131r\u0131p d\u00f6ken, d\u00f6kmese de stresini kahvede, okey masalar\u0131nda, meyhanede atan bir koca\u2026 Bir tatl\u0131 s\u00f6z i\u015fitmek yok. \u0130lgi yok. Benimle tek ilgisi, gece yatakta tepeme t\u00fcneyip bo\u015falmak, sonra da d\u00f6n\u00fcp horlamak\u2026 Arada uzakta, turda gezerken eve a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 telefon faturas\u0131n\u0131 yat\u0131r, vergiyi yat\u0131r, belediyeye gidilecek diye bir iki telefon\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yat\u0131ray\u0131m, para yok evde\u2026\u201d diye tersledim bir g\u00fcn\u2026 \u201cGiderken b\u0131rakmad\u0131n ki\u2026 Bir haftay\u0131 ge\u00e7ti sen gideli\u2026 Evdeki az\u0131c\u0131k para da bitti, ekmek paras\u0131 kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaa\u015f almad\u0131k k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cSenin maa\u015f ne zaman?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAy ba\u015f\u0131nda, daha iki hafta var, o da kiraya gidecek zaten\u2026\u201d Durdu biraz, sonra,<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer\u2019e git versin. Ben gelince ona veririm.\u201d dedi. Kom\u015fumuzdu, kahve arkada\u015f\u0131, i\u00e7ki masas\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 Cafer\u2026 \u00c7ok samimiydik. Gider gelirdik birbirimize\u2026 Yan apartmanda oturuyorlard\u0131. Ama gidip para istemek\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cElin adam\u0131ndan nas\u0131l para isterim Hasan?\u201d dedim k\u0131zarak.<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u0131z\u0131m sen git\u2026 Elin adam\u0131 de\u011fil, kankam benim o\u2026 Ben para olmay\u0131nca ondan isterim, o mal almaya giderken benden ister\u2026 Aram\u0131zda teklif yok bizim\u2026 \u015eimdi telefon a\u00e7ar, s\u00f6ylerim sana para vermesini\u2026 Bi saat sonra git iste\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne bileyim, para i\u015flerini bana anlatmazd\u0131 ki hi\u00e7\u2026 Ne alm\u0131\u015f, ne vermi\u015f, kime vermi\u015f\u2026 Ben para laz\u0131m olunca ver derdim, kocam da verirdi. Neyse\u2026 Gittim. Kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131m ezile b\u00fcz\u00fcle\u2026 Kar\u0131s\u0131 yoktu evde, kap\u0131y\u0131 Cafer a\u00e7t\u0131. Daha ben s\u00f6ylemeden,<\/p>\n
\u201cGel G\u00fcll\u00fc, para i\u00e7in geldin herhalde\u2026\u201d dedi. \u0130\u00e7eriye girdim. B\u00fcfenin g\u00f6z\u00fcnden c\u00fczdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, i\u00e7inden bir miktar para\u2026 Getirip bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, yabanc\u0131 bir adamdan para al\u0131yordum, dilenci gibi hissettim. Utand\u0131m, y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zard\u0131. Elimi uzat\u0131p alam\u0131yordum paray\u0131\u2026Utand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131 hemen\u2026 Elimi tutup paray\u0131 avucuma s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 kapatt\u0131 zorla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYenge, utand\u0131n m\u0131 yoksa? Sak\u0131n ha, siz bana emanetsiniz.\u201d dedi. \u0130ki elinin aras\u0131ndayd\u0131 elim, ate\u015f gibi yand\u0131 sanki, h\u0131zla \u00e7ektim elimi\u2026 Yanaklar\u0131m alev alev yan\u0131yordu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u011fol Cafer abi\u2026\u201d diyebildim yutkunarak\u2026 D\u00f6n\u00fcp \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Be\u015f alt\u0131 ya\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc benden\u2026 Abi derdim hep\u2026 Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 adamd\u0131. Simsiyah b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 vard\u0131. Kara g\u00f6zlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne inerdi kara ka\u015flar\u0131\u2026 Bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m ondan, \u00f6yle bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 ki\u2026 Apartman kap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131m, pencereden beni izliyordu o bak\u0131\u015flar\u2026 Kendimi eve zor att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam yeme\u011fiydi, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n dersi, okul haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131 derken gece yorgun arg\u0131n yata\u011fa yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o bak\u0131\u015flar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 geldi zihnime\u2026 Avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda onun elinin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Elimi s\u0131kan koca elleri\u2026 Offf\u2026 Sanki\u2026 Sanki elimi tutmam\u0131\u015f da, beni kucaklay\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f gibi, benimle sevi\u015fmi\u015f gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21163
\nKas\u0131klar\u0131m yanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 biti\u015ftirip s\u0131kt\u0131m, olmad\u0131. Elimi ap\u0131\u015f arama g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp avu\u00e7lad\u0131m. Biraz iyi gelmi\u015fti sanki\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131mla s\u0131k\u0131p ok\u015fad\u0131m kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Zevk\u2026 S\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fcm ok\u015famay\u0131\u2026 K\u00fclodumun i\u00e7ine soktum sonra parmaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Islanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 k\u00fclot\u2026 Su i\u00e7indeydi.<\/p>\n
Islak parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucu \u0131slak \u0131slak, kabar\u0131k bir yere de\u011fdi ki ceyran \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f gibi oldum. Titredim. B\u0131z\u0131r dedikleri yermi\u015f oras\u0131\u2026 Sonradan \u00f6\u011frendim. Bir \u015fey daha \u00f6\u011frendim o gece\u2026 Orgazm\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u0131z\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a zevk duyuyordum, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda k\u0131st\u0131rd\u0131k\u00e7a zevk art\u0131yordu. Devam ettim. Bir elimi de gecelik entarimin d\u00fc\u011fmesini a\u00e7\u0131p i\u00e7eriye soktum, mememi avu\u00e7lad\u0131m. Bir elim ap\u0131\u015f aramda, \u00f6b\u00fcr elim memelerimde, dakikalarca ok\u015fad\u0131m kendimi\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada yatan o\u011flanlar inlemelerimi duymas\u0131n diye dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Sonunda \u00f6yle bir hal oldu ki\u2026 Bunca hayat\u0131mda b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m o g\u00fcne kadar\u2026 B\u00f6yle bir zevk olamazd\u0131. Her yerim kas\u0131ld\u0131, titredim, mahvoldum. Sona do\u011fru odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 vuruldu. B\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAna, bi \u015fey mi var? Ne oldu?\u201d diye soruyordu merakla\u2026 \u0130nlemelerimi duymu\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Zorlukla,<\/p>\n
\u201cYok bi \u015fey o\u011flum. Belim a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131 biraz, i\u015fte zorlad\u0131m kendimi\u2026 Hadi git yat sen\u2026\u201d diye savd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Demek buymu\u015f. Orgazm diye diye balland\u0131ra balland\u0131ra anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fey\u2026 Bunca sene kocam\u0131n alt\u0131na yatt\u0131m, bu zevki hi\u00e7 almad\u0131m bug\u00fcne kadar diyordum kendi kendime\u2026 \u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f, cennete gitmi\u015f gibiydim. \u0130nan\u0131lmaz bir \u015feydi hissettiklerim\u2026<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcnden sonra m\u00fcptelas\u0131 oldum o zevkin\u2026 Yaln\u0131zken\u2026 Kocam becerip arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra\u2026 Kocam i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcp yan\u0131mda horlaya horlaya uyurken ben kendimi parmaklad\u0131m hep\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21164
\nBu arada Cafer abi de al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k haline gelmi\u015fti. Evin bankamati\u011fi gibi bir \u015feydi. \u0130lk g\u00fcnk\u00fc utanga\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eakala\u015fabiliyordum hatta\u2026 Kar\u0131s\u0131 da al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olaya\u2026 Para bitti\u011fi zaman ona gidiyor, ne laz\u0131msa al\u0131p geliyordum. Kar\u0131s\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 yad\u0131rgam\u0131yordu, kom\u015fuyduk \u015funun \u015furas\u0131nda, samimiyetimiz vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Cafer abi paray\u0131 uzat\u0131rken ellerimiz, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131z temas ediyordu. Eli elime de\u011fince \u00fcrperiyordum nedense\u2026 Evliydi o da\u2026 Onun da \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu vard\u0131. Kocam\u0131n en samimi arkada\u015flar\u0131ndand\u0131. Pazarc\u0131l\u0131k yapard\u0131. Kasabada, \u00e7evre beldelerde giysi, i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 satard\u0131. Kocam geldi\u011finde ak\u015famlar\u0131 beraber ge\u00e7irirler, okey oynarlar, i\u00e7meye giderlerdi. Kocam ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z borcu \u00f6der, alaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r, hesapla\u015f\u0131rlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Pazar kuruldu\u011funda \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken selamla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u201cYenge, bir ihtiyac\u0131n varsa, \u00e7ekinme, al\u2026\u201d derdi. Sa\u011fol der ge\u00e7erdim, i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015fka yerden al\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r almam gerekti. Ama, param yoktu, olan\u0131 da sebze meyveye ancak yeterdi. \u00d6zellikle \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7tim a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r, bak\u0131narak\u2026 G\u00f6rd\u00fc beni, yan\u0131ma geldi hemen, hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 sordu. Benim tezgahtaki s\u00fctyen k\u00fclotlara bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce yine teklif etti,<\/p>\n
\u201cBir ihtiya\u00e7 varsa al bak, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r almazsan\u2026\u201d deyince e\u011filip geli\u015fig\u00fczel bir k\u00fclot ald\u0131m. Geni\u015f\u00e7e, pamuklu kuma\u015ftan bir k\u00fclot\u2026 Bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cO sana gelmez yenge\u2026\u201d dedi. \u015e\u00f6yle bir v\u00fccudumu s\u00fczd\u00fc \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcp tartar gibi, \u201cBiraz b\u00fcy\u00fck gelir, senin kal\u00e7alar dolgunca, ama dar, bu k\u00fclot bol gelir sana\u2026\u201d deyince y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kendisi uzan\u0131p ba\u015fka bir k\u00fclot \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, tezgahtar tav\u0131rlar\u0131yla bana uzatt\u0131. \u00d6n\u00fc \u015feffaf kuma\u015ftan, f\u0131rf\u0131rl\u0131 dantelli k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u015feydi. Giydi\u011fimde \u00f6n\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131kta kalacak, \u00f6nden bak\u0131nca siyah t\u00fcl\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan \u015feftalim g\u00f6r\u00fcnecekti bu k\u00fclotla\u2026 Demek bunu m\u00fcnasip g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21165
\n\u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de\u011fil mi bu da Cafer abi?\u201d diyebildim yutkunarak\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131zar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131yordu gitgide\u2026 Kara g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cYok, tam gelir, merak etme sen\u2026 Bu tam senin v\u00fccuduna g\u00f6re\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sesi ok\u015far gibiydi, yumu\u015fac\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7im \u00fcrperdi. Bu adam\u0131n yan\u0131nda liseli k\u0131z gibi oluyordum nedense\u2026 Heyecandan dibim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. \u201cS\u00fctyen de laz\u0131m m\u0131 G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d dedi neden sonra\u2026 Yenge demeyi b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130smimi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu o dudaklar\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m evet anlam\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSana 105 laz\u0131m herhalde\u2026\u201d dedi kendinden emin bir tav\u0131rla\u2026 Bakt\u0131m, irice, bluzu \u015fi\u015firip geren memelerime bak\u0131yordu. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcyor mu, ok\u015fuyor mu memelerimi bilmem\u2026 Neredeyse ellerimi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp \u00f6rtesim, kapatas\u0131m geldi memelerimi, \u00e7\u0131plakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi, \u00f6yle bak\u0131\u015flar\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u00fclotla ayn\u0131 renkte, modelde bir s\u00fctyenle beraber ikisini \u00f6zenle sard\u0131, paket yapt\u0131. O paket yapmakla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken s\u00fcrekli ona bak\u0131yordum. Kasl\u0131 kollar\u0131na, \u00fcst\u00fcne giydi\u011fi dar ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fc geren v\u00fccuduna\u2026 Offf\u2026<\/p>\n
Sanki a\u011f\u0131rdan al\u0131yor gibi geldi bana\u2026 Hemen gitmemi, ayr\u0131lmam\u0131 istemiyor gibi\u2026 Ho\u015f, benim de pek \u015fikayetim yok ya\u2026 Sonunda paketi yap\u0131p uzatt\u0131 bana\u2026 Yine parmaklar\u0131 elime de\u011fdi. Yine k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mlar \u00e7akt\u0131. Para \u00e7\u0131karacak oldum, elimi itti o s\u0131cak, kocaman elleriyle,<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk olsun G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Senden para isteyen mi oldu? Yabanc\u0131 yerine koydun \u015fimdi beni\u2026 Koy paran\u0131 cebine\u2026\u201d dedi. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ettim utana utana, yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. Havada y\u00fcr\u00fcyor gibiydim, nereye gitti\u011fimi bilmeden gidiyordum.<\/p>\n
A\u015fk olsun tabi\u2026 A\u015fk olsun. Offf\u2026 O koca ellerinle, bana k\u00fclot, s\u00fctyen be\u011fenen g\u00f6zlerinle a\u015fk olsun. Memelerime bakan, kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6l\u00e7en g\u00f6zlerinle a\u015fk olsun. O siyah b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131nla, kara g\u00f6zlerinle, bir seksenlik g\u00f6vdenle a\u015fk olsun. Bu G\u00fcll\u00fc kurban olsun sana, a\u015fk olsun\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte, tam da o g\u00fcn\u00fcn gecesi kocam telefon etti. Sabah erkenden bankaya gidilmesi laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f, imza atacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, kredi taksidi yatacakm\u0131\u015f, Cafer\u2019e haber vermi\u015f, biraz sonra gelip para b\u0131rakacakm\u0131\u015f. Kocam telefonu kapatt\u0131, ben kapatmad\u0131m, elimdeki ahizeye bakakald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Gecenin onbiri olmu\u015ftu. \u00c7ocuklar uyumu\u015f. Ben yaln\u0131z\u0131m evde\u2026 Kocam olacak geri zekal\u0131 evimize adam g\u00f6nderiyor. Hem de her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 yerden kesen adam\u0131\u2026 Geceleri beni becerirken hayalini kurdu\u011fum erke\u011fi\u2026 Tam da yata\u011f\u0131ma yat\u0131p g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kapatmay\u0131, kocam\u0131n evimize g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi o erke\u011fi hayal etmeyi planlarken\u2026<\/p>\n
Pazarda v\u00fccuduma bakarak \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc almas\u0131n\u0131, bana kendi be\u011fendi\u011fi en seksi s\u00fctyen k\u00fclodu se\u00e7mesini, bana veri\u015fini, ellerimizin birbirine de\u011fmesini\u2026 Tekrar tekrar, sahne sahne hayalimde canland\u0131r\u0131p kendimi ok\u015famay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm anda\u2026 Off\u2026 Yapma bunu bana Hasan\u2026 Delirtme beni\u2026<\/p>\n
Hemen gidip \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdim aceleyle, i\u015fe giderken giydi\u011fim k\u0131sa etekli elbiseyi ge\u00e7irdim. dudaklar\u0131ma ruj, yanaklar\u0131ma all\u0131k s\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Holdeki aynada sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fczeltirken kap\u0131 t\u0131k t\u0131k yapt\u0131. Gecenin sessizli\u011finde, sanki eve dostumu al\u0131yorum gibi, heyecan i\u00e7inde f\u0131rlay\u0131p kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Cafer, elinde bir paket, kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde\u2026 Nerdeyse h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla kolundan tutup i\u00e7eri \u00e7ektim adam\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cGel Cafer abi, i\u00e7eriye gir\u201d dedim al\u00e7ak sesle\u2026 \u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kalan adama \u201cKom\u015fular dedikodu kumkumas\u0131\u2026 Gecenin bu saatinde geliyorsun. Ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131nlar yok yere \u015fimdi\u2026\u201d diye a\u00e7\u0131klama yapt\u0131m kap\u0131y\u0131 sessizce kapat\u0131rken\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra bakt\u0131m, kolunu tutan elim hala kolunda duruyor, pazular\u0131n\u0131 tutmu\u015fum adam\u0131n, konu\u015furken b\u0131rakm\u0131yorum. Ate\u015fe de\u011fmi\u015f gibi \u00e7ektim elimi\u2026 Cafer abiyse beni duymuyor gibi bana bak\u0131yordu, y\u00fcz\u00fcme, \u00fcst\u00fcme, ba\u015f\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21166
\nBir acaip durum, bir suskunluk, gerginlik oldu aram\u0131zda\u2026 Eve dostumu alm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi hissediyordum kendimi\u2026 Ka\u00e7ak g\u00f6\u00e7ek, adam\u0131n alt\u0131na yatacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi\u2026 Yutkunup duruyordum. \u0130kimiz de ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilemiyorduk, bir heyecan\u2026 Sonunda Cafer abi yava\u015f\u00e7a \u00f6ks\u00fcrd\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eey\u2026 Para laz\u0131m olmu\u015f yar\u0131n erken, \u015fimdi getirmemi s\u00f6yledi kocan\u2026\u201d dedi. Paray\u0131 uzatt\u0131, ald\u0131m. Elindeki pakete bak\u0131yordum anlams\u0131zca, merakla\u2026Ne ki bu paket?<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eey\u2026\u201d dedi yine\u2026 \u201cMallar\u0131 topluyordum. Bug\u00fcn ald\u0131klar\u0131n akl\u0131ma geldi. Haz\u0131r gitmi\u015fken bir iki par\u00e7a daha g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcvereyim dedim. Hem \u00e7ocuklara da getirdim, atlet k\u00fclot filan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Paketi uzatt\u0131. Ben de almak i\u00e7in ellerimi uzatt\u0131m. Paketin alt\u0131nda ellerimiz birbirine de\u011fdi, \u00f6ylece kald\u0131k. Hol\u00fcn solgun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 duruyorduk, el ele\u2026 Yanaklar\u0131m, her yerim yan\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakam\u0131yordum. Neden sonra ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131m. O kara g\u00f6zlerine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNe\u2026 Ne zahmet ettin abi\u2026\u201d diyebildim.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe zahmeti\u2026 can\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi. Can\u0131m dedi bana\u2026 Paket hala aram\u0131zda, birbirine temas eden ellerimizin \u00fcst\u00fcnde duruyordu. Zorlukla paketi tuttum, kendime \u00e7ektim. Ellerimiz ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Cafer abi ellerini nereye koyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeden durdu, arka cebine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u0131vrand\u0131. Sonra da,<\/p>\n
\u201cNeyse\u2026 Ben gideyim art\u0131k\u2026\u201d dedi, kap\u0131ya davrand\u0131. Kap\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutup bana bakt\u0131, bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyecek oldu. Sesi \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. \u00d6ylece bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcle g\u00fcle abi\u2026\u201d dedim f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak\u2026 O da ayn\u0131 tonda,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130yi geceler G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Sanki gizli bir \u015fey yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131z, bir g\u00fcnah\u0131 payla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibiydik ikimiz de\u2026 Oysa yalana yalana birbirimize bakmaktan \u00f6te bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 aram\u0131zda\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131. Merdivenlerde ayak sesleri duyuldu belli belirsiz\u2026 Gitti.<\/p>\n
R\u00fcyadaym\u0131\u015f gibi hareketlerle arkas\u0131ndan kap\u0131y\u0131 kilitledim, yatak odas\u0131na gidip yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na k\u00fcl\u00e7e gibi oturdum. Kuca\u011f\u0131mda paket, bir elimde para\u2026 Paray\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p paketi a\u00e7t\u0131m. Dedi\u011fi gibi \u00e7ocuklara atlet k\u00fclot birka\u00e7 tane\u2026 Paketin i\u00e7inde bir ba\u015fka paket\u2026 A\u00e7t\u0131m onu da..<\/p>\n
Nerdeyse be\u015f on tane kad\u0131n k\u00fclodu\u2026 Bedenleri bana g\u00f6re se\u00e7ilmi\u015f\u2026 Teker teker kald\u0131r\u0131p bakt\u0131m hepsine\u2026 Danteller\u2026 Tangalar\u2026 \u015eeffaflar\u2026 T\u00fcller\u2026 Renk renk\u2026 Hatta bir tane de g-string dediklerinden\u2026 Her yeri ip, ortas\u0131nda bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck kuma\u015f, neremi \u00f6rtecekse\u2026<\/p>\n
Birka\u00e7 tane s\u00fctyen yine\u2026 Model model, ask\u0131s\u0131z, f\u0131rf\u0131rl\u0131, dantelli\u2026 Bir gecelik\u2026 K\u0131sac\u0131k bir \u015fey\u2026 \u0130pek gibi kuma\u015f\u0131, incecik\u2026 Birka\u00e7 s\u00fcper ince k\u00fclotlu \u00e7orap\u2026 Siyah\u2026 Biri jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131, dantelli\u2026 Hepsi de kaliteli \u015feyler, kendi pazarda satt\u0131klar\u0131ndan de\u011fil, \u00f6zel al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f belli\u2026<\/p>\n
Kuca\u011f\u0131ma y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kuma\u015flarla beraber yata\u011fa devrildim s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde s\u0131kt\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131\u2026 Ne istiyor bu adam benden? Ondan nas\u0131l etkilendi\u011fimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor mu? Neden yap\u0131yor bu i\u015fkenceyi bana? Gecenin bu saatinde bana getirdi\u011fi bu a\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k \u015feyler\u2026 Tangalar, stringler, gecelikler\u2026<\/p>\n
Kalk\u0131p soyundum \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak\u2026 Tanga k\u00fclotlardan birini al\u0131p aya\u011f\u0131ma ge\u00e7irdim. Tuvalet aynas\u0131nda kendime bakt\u0131m. Erken geli\u015fen, iki \u00e7ocuktan sonra biraz yuvarlakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f hatlar\u0131mla g\u00fczel kad\u0131nd\u0131m do\u011frusu\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcmdeki tek tanga k\u00fclotla pek g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordum kendi g\u00f6z\u00fcme\u2026 Ellerimi memelerimde dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m, ince belimde, geni\u015f kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda\u2026 Cafer abinin g\u00f6zleriyle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (1), resim \u21167
\n\u00d6b\u00fcrlerini de giydim, \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m tek tek\u2026 Gecelik diye getirdi\u011fi \u015fey bir ba\u015fka alem\u2026 \u015eeffaf, memelerim, am\u0131m g\u00f6t\u00fcm meydanda hep\u2026 Jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irdim bacaklar\u0131ma\u2026 File \u00e7orapla, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 saran dantelleriyle pek seksi oldum. En sona string k\u00fclodu b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, onu da giydim. Minicik kuma\u015f yumruk gibi kabarm\u0131\u015f am\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtemiyordu bile\u2026<\/p>\n
I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kapat\u0131p \u00f6ylece yata\u011fa uzand\u0131m. Karanl\u0131kta, \u00e7\u0131plak bedenimi saran geceli\u011fin \u00fcst\u00fcnden memelerimi, \u00e7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7lerini, i\u00e7inden sular akan am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015faya ok\u015faya azd\u0131rd\u0131m kendimi\u2026 Cafer abiyi hayal ediyordum. Bu \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 al\u0131rken akl\u0131ndan neler ge\u00e7iyordu acaba? Bana ne yapmay\u0131 planl\u0131yordu?<\/p>\n
Onun planlar\u0131n\u0131 ben hayal ettim. Beni \u00f6perken\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131karken\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026 Her yerimi ok\u015fay\u0131p m\u0131nc\u0131klarken\u2026 Beni\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Beni becerirken\u2026<\/p>\n
Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 minicik ip k\u00fclodun yan\u0131ndan i\u00e7ime dald\u0131rd\u0131m, yine inleye inleye orgazm\u0131 tatt\u0131m. \u00d6ncekilerden tek fark\u0131, \u00f6yle azm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, pek \u00e7abuk bo\u015fald\u0131m. Sonra da rahatlay\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki seksi giysilerle beraber g\u00fczel bir uykuya dald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Gece Cafer abiyi hayal ede ede ok\u015fad\u0131m kendimi, bo\u015fald\u0131m doyas\u0131ya, rahatlad\u0131m. Sabah \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 okula yollad\u0131m. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden onlar\u0131 u\u011furlarken Cafer abi de i\u015fe gidiyordu. Kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, yava\u015f yava\u015f geldi, \u00f6n\u00fcmden ge\u00e7erken bana bakt\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u201d dedi. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdim, gece bu adamla kendimi sevi\u015firken hayal edip kendimi parmaklay\u0131\u015f\u0131m geldi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne\u2026 Utand\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n abi\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015funa gitti mi getirdiklerim? Be\u011fenmediysen, \u00fcst\u00fcne olmad\u0131ysa s\u00f6yle, ba\u015fka alay\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYok, pek be\u011fendim, hepsi de tam geldi \u00fcst\u00fcme\u2026\u201d Evet, be\u011fendim hepsini\u2026 Tangalar, stringler, jartiyer \u00e7oraplar\u2026 Hepsini\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEe, i\u015fimiz bu G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Hani akl\u0131na bi \u015fey gelmesin, mesle\u011fimiz bu\u2026 Kasap olsayd\u0131m et getirecektim hediye olarak, manav olsayd\u0131m meyve\u2026 Ben de \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r getirdim i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m, yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu zampara\u2026 Kasapm\u0131\u015f da, manavm\u0131\u015f da\u2026 Ben o seksi \u015feyleri neden getirdi\u011fini bilirim de, ne yapay\u0131m\u2026 Ben de sana bay\u0131l\u0131yorum, ben de sana vurgunum i\u015fte\u2026 G\u00f6zlerimi s\u00fcz\u00fcp yalan\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurdum dayanamay\u0131p,<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u011f ol Cafer abi\u2026 De, senin pazarda satt\u0131\u011f\u0131n mallardan de\u011fildi ki onlar\u2026\u201d dedim muzip muzip g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek\u2026 \u201cPek kaliteli, pek g\u00fczeldi getirdiklerin, te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEh\u2026 \u015eey\u2026 Neyse, \u00f6nemli de\u011fil can\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp gitti.<\/p>\n
Arkas\u0131ndan g\u00fclerek bakt\u0131m kap\u0131 gibi adam\u0131n\u2026 O da biliyordu neler d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, ben de\u2026 \u0130stiyordum onu\u2026 Beni sevmesini, ok\u015famas\u0131n\u0131, o kara g\u00f6zlerinin, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n her yerime de\u011fmesini istiyordum. Topra\u011f\u0131n suyu istemesi gibi istiyordum, yan\u0131yordum onun i\u00e7in, beni sulas\u0131n, ate\u015fimi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrs\u00fcn istiyordum\u2026 O da beni istiyordu, biliyordum bunu\u2026 Tek sorun, nas\u0131l, ne zaman, nerede olaca\u011f\u0131yd\u0131 bunun\u2026 Bakal\u0131m\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime giydi\u011fim, onun hediyesi string k\u00fclot am dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine kaym\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u00fczeltmek i\u00e7in eve girdim.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (2), resim \u21162
\nFazla s\u00fcrmedi. Kasaban\u0131n kurtulu\u015f \u015fenlikleri vard\u0131 bir hafta boyunca\u2026 \u00dcnl\u00fc sanat\u00e7\u0131lar konser verecekti. Kom\u015fularla haz\u0131rlan\u0131yorduk. \u00d6\u011fleden sonra resmi ge\u00e7itle ba\u015flayacakt\u0131 e\u011flence, konserlerle gece yar\u0131s\u0131na kadar s\u00fcrecek, b\u00fct\u00fcn kasaba orada olacakt\u0131. Belki Cafer abi de\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131 banyo yapt\u0131rd\u0131m, giydirdim. Onlar oyalan\u0131rken ben de banyoya girdim, bir g\u00fczel temizlendim. En g\u00fczel elbisemi giydim. \u0130\u00e7imde Cafer abinin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 l\u00fcks dantelli i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131mda ince \u00e7orap\u2026 Makyaj yap\u0131yordum ki telefon \u00e7ald\u0131. Kocam olmal\u0131yd\u0131 gene\u2026 \u0130steksiz ad\u0131mlarla telefona gittim, bir elimde rujumla\u2026 A\u00e7t\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d dedi telefondaki erkek sesi. Cafer abi\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gitmi\u015fler \u015fimdiden, evde yaln\u0131z\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7im hop etti ergen k\u0131zlar gibi, ate\u015f bast\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cHaz\u0131rl\u0131k yap\u0131yorum abi.\u201d dedim \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla\u2026 \u201cE\u011flenceler var ya, konser filan\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn kom\u015fular gidiyoruz.\u201d Laf\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma t\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum, herkes gidiyor. Benim kar\u0131 da, \u00e7ocuklar da\u2026 Ama sen gitme\u2026\u201d dedi buyurgan bir sesle\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yani? Neden?\u201d diyecek oldum.<\/p>\n
\u201cSen gitmeyeceksin. Bir \u015feyler uydur, evde kal.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe uyduray\u0131m abi? Nas\u0131l yapay\u0131m?\u201d dedim \u00e7aresizce\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSen bulursun bir yolunu\u2026 \u00c7ok \u00f6nemli diyorum sana\u2026 Kal\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki\u2026\u201d diyebildim. \u00d6yle bir emredi\u015fi vard\u0131 ki\u2026 Uymaktan ba\u015fka se\u00e7enek b\u0131rakm\u0131yordu insana\u2026<\/p>\n
Kom\u015fular beni almaya geldiler, tansiyonum d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, hastaland\u0131m, gidemem diye ba\u015f\u0131mdan savd\u0131m. Bir be\u015f dakika ge\u00e7ti aradan\u2026 Ben bekliyorum\u2026 On dakika\u2026 Yirmi\u2026 Yar\u0131m saat\u2026 Tam \u00fcmidimi kesmi\u015ftim ki kap\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum hafiften\u2026 Onun \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131\u2026 S\u00fcrekli, ama yava\u015f\u00e7a, tedirgin, \u00fcrkek\u2026<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nday\u0131m zaten, hemen a\u00e7t\u0131m, i\u00e7eriye s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, kapatt\u0131 arkas\u0131ndan\u2026 Holde kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya durduk, sessizce\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHayrola Cafer abi? Kocam m\u0131 arad\u0131 gene? Para m\u0131 getirdin?\u201d dedim laf\u0131 a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n
Para getirmi\u015f olsa \u00e7\u0131kar gelir, bana \u201csen gitme, kal G\u00fcll\u00fc\u201d demez ki\u2026 Heyecanl\u0131y\u0131m\u2026 Kalbim k\u00fct k\u00fct \u00e7arp\u0131yor\u2026 G\u00f6zleri ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc yine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130nce kuma\u015ftan, yazl\u0131k bir elbise var \u00fcst\u00fcmde, \u00f6nden d\u00fc\u011fmeli, ete\u011fi diz hizas\u0131nda, darac\u0131k, kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 sarm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131mda onun getirdi\u011fi siyah ince \u00e7orap\u2026 Ev terlikleri siyah y\u00fcksek topuklu\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imde onun hediyesi s\u00fctyen, tanga k\u00fclot\u2026 D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne gider gibi giyinmi\u015fim, s\u00fcslenmi\u015fim konsere gidiyorum diye\u2026 Makyaj, parf\u00fcm, her \u015feyim d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (2), resim \u21163
\n\u0130nler gibi konu\u015ftu sonunda,<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, \u00e7ok g\u00fczelsin be G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u011fol Cafer abi\u2026 Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.\u201d Utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, yanaklar\u0131m alev alev\u2026 \u201cUtand\u0131rma beni b\u00f6yle konu\u015fup\u2026 Bunu s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in mi geldin?\u201d Uzan\u0131p elimi tuttu, f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak konu\u015fuyordu,<\/p>\n
\u201cTam da \u00f6yle G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Bunu s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in geldim. Utanacak bi \u015fey yok. Ger\u00e7ekten g\u00fczelsin. Ta\u015f bebek gibisin allah\u0131ma kitab\u0131ma\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Utan\u00e7la elimi \u00e7ektim, arkama saklad\u0131m tekrar elimi tutmas\u0131n diye\u2026 Bir ad\u0131mda aram\u0131zdaki bo\u015flu\u011fu kapatt\u0131, belime sar\u0131l\u0131p arkamdaki elimi tuttu bir eliyle, \u00f6b\u00fcr\u00fcyle sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 arkadan tutup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fdi, dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcverdi birden\u2026 Kap\u0131ya yaslam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni, bedeniyle ezerken dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 eziyordu dudaklar\u0131yla\u2026 B\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 bat\u0131yordu tenime\u2026 Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermiyordum \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne ama dizlerim titremeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131mdan boynuma indi\u011finde \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p kurtuldum elinden, bir ad\u0131m yana ka\u00e7t\u0131m, oradan hol\u00fcn ortas\u0131na\u2026 Nefes nefeseydim. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm inip kalk\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe\u2026 ne yap\u0131yorsun Cafer abi\u2026?\u201d diyebildim. O da benden farks\u0131zd\u0131, heyecanl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6p\u00fcyorum g\u00fczelim\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cSenin gibi g\u00fczeli \u00f6p\u00fclmez de ne yap\u0131l\u0131r? \u00d6p\u00fcyorum i\u015fte\u2026 As\u0131l sen ne yap\u0131yorsun? Her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bayg\u0131n bayg\u0131n bak\u0131yorsun bana, g\u00f6zlerini s\u00fcz\u00fcyorsun, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn de\u011fi\u015fiyor ben sana bak\u0131nca\u2026 \u015eimdi bu ka\u00e7ma neyin nesi k\u0131z\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma abi\u2026 G\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcnce bakmak ba\u015fka, bu ba\u015fka\u2026 Ben de evliyim, sen de\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z var. Kocam var\u2026 Senin kar\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSikeyim kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Senin eline su d\u00f6kemez o \u015fi\u015fko h\u0131mb\u0131l\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKocam? Senin en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131n benim kocam\u2026 Hani emanettim ben sana? Yenge diyordun hep?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKocan\u0131 da sikeyim senin\u2026 Beyinsiz kocan\u0131\u2026 Senin gibi g\u00fczel kar\u0131y\u0131 yapayaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131p giden aptal kocan\u0131n beynini sikeyim senin\u2026 Oh bebe\u011fim benim\u2026 Sen benim kar\u0131m olsan var ya\u2026 \u0130\u015fe bile gitmezdim yemin olsun. Gel can\u0131m\u2026 \u00dcrkek tav\u015fan\u0131m benim\u2026 Gel kollar\u0131ma, saray\u0131m seni\u2026 O dudaklar\u0131ndan bir kerecik \u00f6psem gam yemem\u2026 Gel g\u00fczelim\u2026 Oh g\u00fczel kad\u0131n\u0131m benim\u2026 \u015eu memelerinden bicik \u00f6peyim, \u015fu ince belini saray\u0131m a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131nc\u0131klayay\u0131m yavrum\u2026 O ta\u015f gibi kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayay\u0131m senin\u2026 Gel\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma abi\u2026 Ac\u0131 bana\u2026 Yapma\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbini de siktirtme bana\u2026 Abi deme ulan\u2026 Senin erke\u011finim ben\u2026 Gel kollar\u0131ma da erkek neymi\u015f g\u00f6r bakal\u0131m\u2026 Senin so\u011fan c\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kocana benzemem ben\u2026 Zevkten ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131r\u0131m kad\u0131n\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Gel can\u0131m\u2026 Oh, gel bir kerecik sikeyim seni\u2026 Oh, o g\u00fczel am\u0131na koyay\u0131m bir kerecik bebe\u011fim\u2026 Ta\u015f bebe\u011fim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbi konu\u015fma b\u00f6yle \u015feyler diyorum sana\u2026 Yapma\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Yapma, konu\u015fma diyorum ama\u2026 Konu\u015ftu\u011fu \u015feyler de eritiyor beni bir yandan\u2026 O g\u00fczel am\u0131ma koyacakm\u0131\u015f benim\u2026 Bir kerecik sikecekmi\u015f beni\u2026 Memelerimden \u00f6pecekmi\u015f. Zevkten ba\u011f\u0131rtacakm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Off\u2026 Cafer abi offf\u2026 Abim benim, hayalimdeki erke\u011fim\u2026 Bir bilsen seni ka\u00e7 geceler hayal etti\u011fimi\u2026 Alt\u0131nda ezilirken\u2026 Beni kollar\u0131nla sard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal ede ede kendimi ka\u00e7 kere parmaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bir bilsen\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonunda bir hamle etti, kollar\u0131yla sarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcrkek ceylan gibi geriye ka\u00e7t\u0131m, kurtuldum. Bir hamle daha\u2026 Kolumdan yakalad\u0131, kendine \u00e7ekti. Kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordum. Kurtulmak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn? Mengene gibi sarm\u0131\u015f beni, \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yorum, kurtulam\u0131yorum. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 dudaklar\u0131yla kapatm\u0131\u015f, nefes alam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcc\u00fcm kesilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131ram\u0131yorum, herkes konserde, kimse yok ama olur da biri duysa rezalet diz boyu\u2026 Kom\u015fusunun tecav\u00fcz etti\u011fi kad\u0131n\u2026 \u015eu i\u015fte\u2026 F\u0131s\u0131r f\u0131s\u0131r ben ge\u00e7erken konu\u015fmalar\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u2026 Alaylar, imalar, incitici bak\u0131\u015flar\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak kendini bana\u2026 Direnme\u2026 Pi\u015fman olmayacaks\u0131n, inan\u2026\u201d diye homurdand\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde\u2026<\/p>\n
Dilini a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine sokmu\u015f, dilimi ok\u015fuyor\u2026 Mis gibi nane kokusu, dilinde nane \u015fekeri tad\u0131\u2026 Kollar\u0131na as\u0131l\u0131p gev\u015fetmeye, kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. G\u00f6mle\u011finin \u00fcst\u00fcnden kolunun kaslar\u0131n\u0131 hissediyorum avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda, sert, ta\u015f gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Geni\u015f omuzlar\u0131, kasl\u0131 kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir hapishanedeyim sanki kurtulu\u015fum m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026 Kollar\u0131yla sarm\u0131\u015f s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131, kendine bast\u0131r\u0131yor beni\u2026 \u00d6n\u00fcndeki kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissediyorum karn\u0131mda\u2026 Nas\u0131l hissetmem? Ta\u015f gibi bir \u015fey\u2026 Dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcyor, y\u0131\u011f\u0131lacak gibi oluyorum. D\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczereyim.<\/p>\n
Anlad\u0131 hemen\u2026 Belimden tuttu, e\u011filip bacaklar\u0131mdan, t\u00fcy gibi kald\u0131rd\u0131 beni\u2026 \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m art\u0131k, halsizlikten, \u00e7aresizlikten, daha \u00e7ok benim de istememden\u2026 Yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yapt\u0131m art\u0131k, bundan fazlas\u0131na gerek yok\u2026 Adam karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015f, kesin sikecek beni\u2026 Eh, ne yapal\u0131m, siksin \u00f6yleyse, becersin beni\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (2), resim \u21164
\nDo\u011fru yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n yolunu tutuyor. Evi kendi evi gibi biliyor pi\u00e7\u2026 Ka\u00e7 kere misafirli\u011fe gelmi\u015f bu eve kar\u0131s\u0131yla, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla\u2026 Kocamla oturup birlikte i\u00e7ki i\u00e7mi\u015fler zamanl\u0131 zamans\u0131z\u2026 \u00c7o\u011funda ben hizmet ettim ona\u2026 Mezeler haz\u0131rlad\u0131m kendi ellerimle, kocamla beraber afiyetle yedi.<\/p>\n
Bana bak\u0131yordu hep, g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum\u2026 Biliyordum i\u00e7kisine meze oldu\u011fumu\u2026 Meze niyetine beni yedi\u011fini\u2026 Ho\u015fuma gidiyordu o zamanlar\u2026 Kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda bana bir \u015fey yapmaya kalkamaz diyordum. K\u0131r\u0131t\u0131p duruyordum gidip gelirken\u2026<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma bakmas\u0131na bay\u0131l\u0131yordum. \u015ealvar giyerdim bakard\u0131, etek giyerdim, bakard\u0131, tayt giyerdim bakard\u0131. Sikecek gibi bakard\u0131 hem de\u2026 \u0130ltifatlar ederdi bana kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda, \u015f\u00f6yle g\u00fczel, b\u00f6yle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan, becerikli yengem diye\u2026 Utan\u0131rd\u0131m ama koltuklar\u0131m kabar\u0131rd\u0131, kabaran ba\u015fka \u015feylerimin yan\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben bula\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 y\u0131karken o masay\u0131 toplar getirir, mutfakta benimle \u00e7ene \u00e7alard\u0131. Bankonun i\u00e7inde bula\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 y\u0131karken kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zellikle iki yana \u00e7alkalar, adam\u0131 deli etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Sonunda kocam sarho\u015f olur, Cafer abi neden sonra istemeye istemeye kalkar, g\u00f6z\u00fc arkas\u0131na baka baka evine giderdi. Ben de b\u00fct\u00fcn gece kudurtup azd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m adam\u0131n bir yakalasa bana neler yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp dururdum uykuya dalana kadar, kendimi ok\u015fard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn, i\u015fte b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n intikam\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r gibiydi Cafer abi\u2026 Yatak odas\u0131na girdi, yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne f\u0131rlat\u0131r gibi b\u0131rakt\u0131 beni\u2026 Bo\u011fu\u015furken elbisemin \u00fcstten alttan bir iki d\u00fc\u011fmesi a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dekolte bir k\u0131yafet haline gelmi\u015fti. \u00dcstten s\u00fctyenimin dantelleri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu, alttan y\u0131rtma\u00e7 gibi a\u00e7\u0131lan d\u00fc\u011fmelerin aras\u0131ndan nerdeyse \u00fc\u00e7genime kadar siyah \u00e7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131kta kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yukar\u0131dan soluyarak, be\u011feniyle uzun bir s\u00fcre bana bakt\u0131\u2026 Dirseklerimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde do\u011frulmaya, elbisemin eteklerini \u00f6rtmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00dcst\u00fcme geldi, omuzlar\u0131mdan bast\u0131r\u0131p kalkmama engel oldu. Ben durunca omuzlar\u0131mdaki ellerini g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde kayd\u0131rd\u0131, elbisemin iki yakas\u0131n\u0131 tuttu. D\u00fc\u011fmelerimi a\u00e7acak diye beklerken h\u0131zla iki yana \u00e7ekiverdi elbisemin yakalar\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fc\u011fmeler p\u0131t\u0131r p\u0131t\u0131r koptu, etrafa sa\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6n\u00fcm tamamen a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledi \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce\u2026 \u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapt\u0131n abi? Pahal\u0131yd\u0131 o elbise\u2026\u201d diye inledim ben de\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cDaha g\u00fczelini al\u0131r\u0131m ben sana, merak etme sen tatl\u0131m\u2026\u201d derken cebinden irice bir b\u0131\u00e7ak sap\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Ne yapacak diye beklerken bir d\u00fc\u011fmeye bast\u0131, \u015f\u0131rrak diye bir sesle parlak \u00e7elik b\u0131\u00e7ak \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 i\u00e7inden\u2026 Sustal\u0131 dedikleri bu olmal\u0131yd\u0131. E\u011filip so\u011fuk \u00e7eli\u011fi \u00e7\u0131plak karn\u0131mda dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Ben \u00fcrperirken s\u00fctyenimin \u00f6ndeki ba\u011f k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131, ask\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7akla kesti. Elinde kalan par\u00e7alar\u0131 f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u00fctyenin bask\u0131s\u0131ndan kurtulan memelerim titre\u015ferek serbest kald\u0131lar. U\u00e7lar\u0131 kabarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olay\u0131n heyecan\u0131ndan, duydu\u011fum arzudan\u2026 Hayran hayran memelerime bakt\u0131. Elini bile s\u00fcrmedi ama\u2026 Tekrar e\u011filip elbisenin kollar\u0131n\u0131 da kesti. G\u00fczelim elbise alt\u0131mda bir \u00f6rt\u00fc gibi yat\u0131yordu. Bense \u00fcst\u00fcmde bir tek k\u00fclotlu \u00e7orap, i\u00e7indeki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tangayla kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sustal\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 tekrar \u00e7\u0131plak bedenimde dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Ben kesecek diye korkarken o gayet rahat yanaklar\u0131mda, boynumda, gerdan\u0131mda, memelerimde, karn\u0131mda doland\u0131rd\u0131 \u00e7eli\u011fi\u2026 Sonra yine dokunmadan kalkt\u0131. Bana, \u00e7\u0131plak bedenime baka baka yava\u015f\u00e7a soyunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6mle\u011fi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, pantolonu, \u00e7oraplar\u0131, ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131\u2026 Pazar tezgahlar\u0131nda bilenmi\u015f kaslanm\u0131\u015f bedeni ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bir baks\u0131r kald\u0131 alt\u0131nda, \u00f6n\u00fcnde kurdu\u011fu \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131yla\u2026 Onu da \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a, bana g\u00f6stere g\u00f6stere\u2026<\/p>\n
Sertle\u015fmi\u015f aleti bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda dimdik bana bak\u0131yordu. Eliyle \u015f\u00f6yle bir s\u0131vazlad\u0131 ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya, rahatlatmak istercesine\u2026 Pantolonun baks\u0131r\u0131n i\u00e7inde nas\u0131l saklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bunu b\u00f6yle anlayamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Nerdeyse yirmi santimden fazla vard\u0131 aletinin boyu\u2026 Kal\u0131nd\u0131\u2026 Benim ince kad\u0131n bileklerimden daha kal\u0131nd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131ndaki so\u011fan irisi \u015fapkas\u0131yla, etraf\u0131n\u0131 saran kan damarlar\u0131yla harika g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu g\u00f6z\u00fcme\u2026 Bedenine g\u00f6re daha karayd\u0131 erkekli\u011fi, s\u00fcnnet \u00e7izgisi belirgindi. Y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bir hayvan g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc, bir kobra vard\u0131 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6p\u2026\u201d dedi, sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan tutup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 o kobraya do\u011fru \u00e7ekerek\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yani?\u201d dedim. Erke\u011fin pipisini \u00f6pmek mi? Ne demek bu?<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6p i\u015fte\u2026 Sikimi \u00f6p\u2026 Kocan\u0131n sikini \u00f6pmedin mi hi\u00e7, yalamad\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cYoo\u2026\u201d diyebildim yutkunarak\u2026 \u201cB\u0131rak \u00f6pmeyi, hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle senin gibi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p g\u00f6stermedi bile\u2026 Yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda yapt\u0131k ne yapt\u0131ysak\u2026\u201d Kahkahayla g\u00fcld\u00fc s\u00f6zlerime\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130bi\u015f\u2026 G\u00f6sterecek mal\u0131 yoksa ne g\u00f6stersin zavall\u0131\u2026\u201d diyerek kocamla alay etti. \u201cS\u00f6ylesene ne kadar senin kocan\u0131n siki?\u201d Elimle i\u015faret ettim, onun aletinin yar\u0131s\u0131nda bir noktay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBu kadar\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cKal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131m kadar\u2026 B\u00f6yle de\u011fil\u2026\u201d derken hayretle \u00f6n\u00fcmde sallan\u0131p duran, havaya dikilmi\u015f aleti inceliyordum. Alt\u0131ndaki torbalar\u0131 bile benim elimin ayas\u0131 kadard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe kadar b\u00fcy\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f bu abi?\u201d diyebildim nefesim kesilerek\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 tekrar, burnuma de\u011fdi ba\u015f\u0131\u2026 Erkek kokusunu ci\u011ferlerime \u00e7ektim. Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet can\u0131m, abisinin G\u00fcl\u00fc\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr\u2026 Tad\u0131na bakan b\u0131rakamaz, hep ister bunu\u2026 Senin de ho\u015funa gidecek. Bunsuz yapamayacaks\u0131n inan\u2026 Hadi, \u015fimdi \u00f6p onu bebe\u011fim\u2026 Annenin memesini emdi\u011fin gibi em, yala\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elimi uzat\u0131p dokundum \u00f6nce\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucuyla\u2026 Yeni gelinin yarak tuttu\u011fu gibi deyimini \u015fimdi anl\u0131yordum. Bunca sene sonra ilk kez b\u00f6yle bir erkeklik g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Yeni gelin say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m ben de\u2026 Nas\u0131l tutaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bile bilemiyordum.<\/p>\n
Aleti s\u0131cakt\u0131. Yan\u0131yordu. Torbalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde yumurtalar\u0131n hareket etti\u011fini g\u00f6rebiliyordum. Yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden biraz do\u011fruldum ucuna yeti\u015febilmek i\u00e7in\u2026 \u015eapkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Bir daha\u2026 Yalad\u0131m \u0131slak \u0131slak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u011fz\u0131na al yavrum\u2026\u201d diyerek ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kendine, aletine bast\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cYarra\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na al can\u0131m\u2026\u201d Kocaman a\u00e7t\u0131m a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131, almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Alam\u0131yordum ki\u2026 Kocaman ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu. Zorlad\u0131m. Zorla t\u0131kt\u0131m a\u011fz\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Di\u015flerine dikkat et g\u00fczelim\u2026 Can\u0131m\u0131 yakma\u2026 A\u00e7 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Daha da a\u00e7\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131n s\u0131cac\u0131k\u2026 Sikimin ba\u015f\u0131 yand\u0131 sanki\u2026 Ohhh..\u201d diye inledi.<\/p>\n
Biraz daha zorlad\u0131m. Biraz daha girdi a\u011fz\u0131ma\u2026 Sonra ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bast\u0131rd\u0131 iyice\u2026 Bile\u011fim gibi kal\u0131n aleti bo\u011faz\u0131ma dayand\u0131 bir anda\u2026 Nefessiz kal\u0131yordum, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131m, \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. B\u0131rakmad\u0131\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde eziliyordu kal\u0131n alet\u2026 Nefes alacak delik bile kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Burnumdan nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim yuvalar\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 u\u011frad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cAahhh\u2026\u201d diye inleyerek sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekti, a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 erkekli\u011fini\u2026 Tam zaman\u0131nda\u2026 G\u00f6zlerim kaymaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k\u2026 Havas\u0131zl\u0131ktan bo\u011fulmak \u00fczereydim. G\u00f6zlerim ya\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yata\u011fa b\u0131rakt\u0131m kendimi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cO minik a\u011fz\u0131na bo\u015faltacakt\u0131n beni nerdeyse\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cYap\u0131cam, o bal dudakl\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6llerimle doldurucam ama daha erken\u2026 Seni uzun uzun sikmeden, sikerken ba\u011f\u0131rtmadan bo\u015falmak yok\u2026\u201d Kesin bir kararl\u0131l\u0131k vard\u0131 sesinde\u2026<\/p>\n
A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6lle dolduracak m\u0131? Neden bahsediyor bu adam? Bilmiyordum ama merakla, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir teslimiyetle bekliyordum ba\u015f\u0131ma gelecekleri\u2026 Neden bahsediyorsa, bana ne yapacaksa kendisi zevk al\u0131rken, eminim ben de zevk alacakt\u0131m, inan\u0131yordum buna\u2026 Yan\u0131ma uzand\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Hareketsiz bekliyordum. Kocam \u00f6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken i\u011fren\u00e7 rak\u0131 sigara kokusunu almamak i\u00e7in s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kapat\u0131rd\u0131m dudaklar\u0131m\u0131, b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi, nefes almamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak hevesinin bitmesini beklerdim. \u015eimdi ise dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131mdaki temas\u0131 ho\u015fuma gitmi\u015fti sanki\u2026 B\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 da ok\u015fuyordu arada, g\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yine o ferah, nane kokusu\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime \u00e7ektim. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, etli alt duda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 di\u015flerinin aras\u0131na ald\u0131 bu kez, \u0131s\u0131r\u0131r gibi yapt\u0131\u2026 Diliyle de yal\u0131yordu dudaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Harika\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130stemsizce araland\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u2026 Dilini soktu a\u011fz\u0131ma\u2026 Diliyle dilimi ok\u015fuyordu \u015fimdi\u2026 Benim ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tutunmak ister gibi \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki erke\u011fe sar\u0131ld\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde,<\/p>\n
\u201cIhhh\u2026\u201d diye inleyerek dudaklar\u0131ma bast\u0131rd\u0131m sert erkek dudaklar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Demek \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmek buymu\u015f ger\u00e7ekte\u2026 B\u00f6ylesine zevkli bir \u015feymi\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ini eriten bir \u015feymi\u015f. Elinin birini memelerimde hissettim \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken\u2026 Bir yandan a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine dalm\u0131\u015f \u00f6p\u00fcyor, bir yandan eliyle memelerimi ok\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131vrand\u0131m. Kocaman eli benim kavun b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeki ak\u00e7a pak\u00e7a mememi kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Nas\u0131rl\u0131 elinin parmaklar\u0131 kabarm\u0131\u015f meme u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 eziyordu. \u00c7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bana\u2026 \u00c7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na bacaklar\u0131na sokmu\u015f, \u00f6n\u00fcndeki ta\u015f gibi aleti kas\u0131klar\u0131ma bask\u0131 yap\u0131p duruyordu.<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131, dil, dudak ve b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131yla boynumu ok\u015faya ok\u015faya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indi. Gerdan\u0131ma, oradan memelerime\u2026 Memelerimi dudaklar\u0131na teslim eden nas\u0131rl\u0131 eller \u015fimdi daha a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya inmi\u015fti. \u00c7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu. Kaygan \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden elinin ok\u015famas\u0131 delirti beni\u2026 Bacak i\u00e7lerimi, k\u00fclodun \u00fcst\u00fcnden kukumu ok\u015fuyordu parmaklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Di\u011fer taraftan yukar\u0131da meme u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na almas\u0131\u2026 Emmesi\u2026 Vantuz gibi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde kemirirken meme ucumu, i\u00e7erden diliyle ok\u015famas\u0131\u2026 Zevkten \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rmak \u00fczereydim. Hele parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n biri \u00e7orab\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden yar\u0131\u011f\u0131ma bast\u0131r\u0131p k\u00fclodumu da i\u00e7ime sokarcas\u0131na bask\u0131 yap\u0131nca kendimden ge\u00e7tim.<\/p>\n
Cafer abi daha i\u00e7ime girmemi\u015fti bile\u2026 Sadece \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmesi, memelerimi emmesi, kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015famas\u0131 yetmi\u015fti. Orgazm oluyordum. Kas\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. O geceleri kendimi dakikalar boyu parmaklayarak yaln\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131ma ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m zirveye bu kez erke\u011fimin \u00e7abas\u0131yla k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m\u2026 Dakikalarca \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131m. Cafer abi geri \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, yatakta istemsizce kas\u0131l\u0131p duran bedenimi izliyordu hayran hayran\u2026 Sonunda bittim.<\/p>\n
\u201cH\u0131h\u2026 H\u0131h\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar \u00e7\u0131kararak nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerim k\u00f6r\u00fck gibi inip kalk\u0131yordu. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131m sakinle\u015fince\u2026 Bana bakan g\u00f6zleri parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHarikas\u0131n can\u0131m\u2026 Nefissin\u2026 Senin gibisini g\u00f6rmedim ben\u2026 \u00d6yle g\u00fczel, \u00f6yle isteklisin, \u00f6yle isterik, seksi kad\u0131ns\u0131n ki\u2026 Bo\u015fal\u0131rken y\u0131lan gibi b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunla k\u0131vran\u0131yorsun, ke\u015fke videoya \u00e7ekseydim bo\u015falman\u0131\u2026\u201d G\u00fcld\u00fcm, elini tutup dudaklar\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, \u00f6pt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u201cSak\u0131n ha\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cSen yapt\u0131n beni b\u00f6yle\u2026 \u0130lk defa b\u00f6yle bo\u015fal\u0131yorum ben\u2026 Bu kadar \u015fiddetlisini hi\u00e7 ya\u015famad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSana s\u00f6yledim, memnun kal\u0131rs\u0131n benden\u2026 Seni kocandan daha iyi bo\u015falt\u0131r\u0131m demi\u015ftim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKocam m\u0131? Cafer abi, kocamla hi\u00e7 orgazm ya\u015famad\u0131m ki ben\u2026 Daha d\u00fcne kadar orgazm\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu bilmeden ya\u015fad\u0131m. Kendimi ok\u015farken ke\u015ffettim ben orgazm\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nanm\u0131yorum G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Bir kad\u0131n bunca y\u0131l evli olur da, kar\u0131 koca yata\u011fa girerler, sevi\u015firler de, nas\u0131l orgazm olmaz? Kimse inanmaz buna\u2026\u201d Tekrar \u00f6pt\u00fcm elini\u2026 Orta parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma sokup emdim. \u00c7\u0131kar\u0131p yalad\u0131m. Sonra da o parma\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterdim,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nan\u2026 Sana s\u00f6yledim ya\u2026 \u015eu kadar pipisi var. Yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7ar, i\u00e7ime girer, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pipisiyle bo\u015fal\u0131r, i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, yatar uyur. \u201c<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ocuklar? Onlar nas\u0131l oldu peki?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan\u0131m, d\u00f6lleri yetti i\u015fte, \u00e7ocuk olmaya ne var? Benim tarla da bereketli herhalde, ceketini \u00fcst\u00fcme atsa hamile kal\u0131yom. Onun i\u00e7in hap kullanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Dedim ya, daha d\u00fcne kadar orgazm neyin bilmiyordum ben\u2026 O da seni\u2026\u201d Sustum. Utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7enemden tutup kendine bakt\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cBeni mi? Ne olmu\u015f bana?\u201d Utanga\u00e7 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim,<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni hayallerken, kendimi ok\u015farken oldu i\u015fte\u2026 Senin ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal ede ede b\u0131z\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015farken, parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 senin aletinmi\u015f gibi i\u00e7ime sokarken orgazm oldum. K\u00f6yde o\u011flanlar otuzbir diyorlard\u0131 da\u2026 Burda kad\u0131nlar i\u00e7in, ne diyorlar ona, mast\u0131r bilmem ne\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMast\u00fcrbasyon\u2026\u201d diye d\u00fczeltti beni\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHah\u2026 O i\u015fte\u2026 Mast\u00fcrbasyon yapt\u0131m ilk defa hayat\u0131mda, onda da seni hayal ettim. Beni alt\u0131na alm\u0131\u015f\u0131n, eze eze\u2026\u201d Sustum yine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEeee? Devam et\u2026 Eze eze\u2026?\u201d G\u00fcld\u00fcm, \u015fakac\u0131ktan yumruk yap\u0131p g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne vurdum elimi\u2026 Tutup yumru\u011fumu \u00f6pt\u00fc erke\u011fim\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6yle i\u015fte\u2026 O bana para verirken elimizin de\u011fmesi\u2026 Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f gibi oldum inan\u2026 Benim herif bir haftay\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f tura gideli, ortada yok\u2026 Geldi\u011fi zaman k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck m\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yine i\u00e7ime bir \u015feyler giriyordu, sar\u0131l\u0131p yat\u0131yorduk yatakta uyurken\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBak sen\u2026 Hem k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dersin, hem kocan\u0131 istersin\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m benim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6yle deme be abi\u2026 Erke\u011fe sar\u0131l\u0131p yatmaya hasret kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m zaten\u2026 Sen de \u00f6yle, tam erkek gibi erkek, elin deyince elime\u2026 \u0130\u00e7im bi ho\u015f oluverdi. Elini tutmay\u0131 \u00f6zler oldum abi. Hani baz\u0131 g\u00fcn para ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yokken gelip istiyordum senden\u2026 S\u0131rf seni g\u00f6reyim diye\u2026 Elin elime deysin diye\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEee? Orgazm ne zaman?\u201d<\/p>\n
Utand\u0131m, demedim art\u0131k, vay, azg\u0131n orospunun tekiymi\u015f bu kar\u0131 demesin diye, \u201cdaha ilk elin elime de\u011fdi\u011fi g\u00fcn\u201d diyemedim. K\u00fclotlar\u0131 bahane ettim, o g\u00fcn\u00fc anlatt\u0131m ona\u2026 Yalan de\u011fildi ki\u2026 Ger\u00e7ekti hepsi\u2026 Hepsini anlatt\u0131m, her \u015feyi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cO senden k\u00fclot ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ak\u015fam\u0131na bana k\u00fclotlar\u0131 getirdi\u011fin g\u00fcn\u00fcn gecesi\u2026 Tek tek giydim, aynada kendime bakt\u0131m o k\u00fclotlar\u0131, geceli\u011fi\u2026 Ne bileyim\u2026 Manken gibi olmu\u015fum\u2026 Gaztelerdeki kar\u0131lar gibi\u2026 Ho\u015fuma gitti. Sonra yata\u011fa yatt\u0131m birini giyip\u2026 \u00d6yle, \u00e7\u0131plak\u2026<\/p>\n
Sen akl\u0131mdas\u0131n hep\u2026 Alt\u0131mdaki k\u00fclodu ok\u015fuyorum. Sen alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n onu bana\u2026 Kendi elinle se\u00e7mi\u015fsin. Alt\u0131ma giydi\u011fim, \u015feyimi saran k\u00fcloduma senin elin de\u011fmi\u015f. Elini ok\u015far gibi ok\u015fad\u0131m k\u00fclodumu, \u015feyimi\u2026 Sen beni ok\u015far gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eeyimi deyip durmasana \u015funa k\u0131z\u2026 Ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yle o \u015feyin\u2026 Hadi devam et anlatmaya, \u00e7ok g\u00fczel anlat\u0131yosun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYaaa\u2026. Utan\u0131yom abi\u2026 Senin yan\u0131nda \u00f6yle ay\u0131p \u015feyler konu\u015fmak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAptal k\u0131z\u2026\u201d dedi, g\u00fcld\u00fc, sevgiyle, muhabbetle sar\u0131ld\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak bedeniyle\u2026 \u201cKocan\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak yat\u0131yorsun benimle\u2026 Yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, bir de bo\u015falm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n daha amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na girmeden\u2026 Konu\u015fmaktan m\u0131 utan\u0131yorsun? Bak b\u00f6yle yaparsan sikmem seni, ona g\u00f6re\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elimi tutup sikine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, ta\u015f gibi sert, alev gibi yanan sikine\u2026 Avu\u00e7latt\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cBunun tad\u0131na bakt\u0131rmam yoksa\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSak\u0131n ha, bunu bana yapma abi\u2026 \u0130yi, tamam, senin istedi\u011fin gibi olsun\u2026 Neyse\u2026 K\u00fclodun lasti\u011finden iki elimle tutup yukar\u0131 \u00e7ektim. \u015eeyimi\u2026 Am\u0131m\u0131 sard\u0131 k\u00fclodun a\u011f\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAmc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cH\u0131\u0131\u2026 Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Sen avu\u00e7lam\u0131\u015f\u0131n gibi\u2026 Bu kocaman ellerinle\u2026 S\u0131k\u0131p duruyormu\u015fsun\u2026 \u00d6yle hayal ettim hep\u2026 \u00c7eki\u015ftirip durdum\u2026 Sonra i\u00e7ime girdi\u011fini hayalledim\u2026 Sen girmi\u015fin gibi parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 soktum i\u00e7ime\u2026 B\u0131z\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m. \u00d6yle bo\u015fald\u0131m i\u015fte sonunda\u2026 \u0130lk defa\u2026 Bay\u0131lcak gibi oldum zevkten\u2026 \u015eim\u015fek \u00e7arpt\u0131 sanki\u2026 G\u00f6zlerim karard\u0131, korktum ne oluyo diye\u2026 Demek orgaz\u0131m orgaz\u0131m dedikleri buymu\u015f dedim kendi kendime\u2026 B\u00f6yle zevkli bi \u015feymi\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan\u0131m benim\u2026\u201d dedi Cafer abi\u2026 Kendine \u00e7ekti, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131 bana\u2026 \u201cBu gece kendini parmaklamak yok art\u0131k. Ben seni bo\u015falt\u0131cam. Ger\u00e7ek erkek neymi\u015f, ger\u00e7ekten sevi\u015fmek neymi\u015f, \u00f6\u011freticem sana\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu tekrar\u2026 Kollar\u0131yla bacaklar\u0131yla sard\u0131 beni\u2026 \u00c7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimi ok\u015fuyordu bir yandan benimle \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken\u2026 Sonra dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131, memelerime ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcme e\u011filip memelerimi tek tek \u00f6p\u00fcp yalarken k\u00fclotlu \u00e7orab\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 bacaklar\u0131mdan\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kard\u0131 att\u0131. Tanga k\u00fclodumu da \u00f6yle\u2026 Yeni a\u011fdalanm\u0131\u015f, yumu\u015fac\u0131k k\u0131ls\u0131z t\u00fcys\u00fcz \u015feftalimi seyretti uzun uzun\u2026 K\u0131vrand\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAbi, bakma orama \u00f6yle\u2026 Utan\u0131yom\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cBen ne yapay\u0131m G\u00fcll\u00fc? \u00d6yle g\u00fczel amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n var ki?\u201d Eliyle tutup s\u0131kt\u0131, ok\u015fad\u0131. \u201cA\u011fda m\u0131 yapt\u0131n k\u0131z bunu sen? Mis gibi parl\u0131yor am\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet\u2026\u201d dedim utanarak\u2026 \u201cSanki bilmi\u015fim gibi Cafer abi\u2026 Sana haz\u0131rl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m me\u011fer\u2026\u201d Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan kurtulmak i\u00e7in bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 kapamaya, ellerimle kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum ki elimi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutup \u00e7ekti, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 orama g\u00f6md\u00fc. Offf\u2026 S\u0131cak, etli dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 en hassas yerimde hissedince \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Abii\u2026 Ne yap\u0131yorsun \u00f6yle?\u201d diye inledim.<\/p>\n
\u201cAmc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcyorum a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 G\u00fczel amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 T\u00fcys\u00fcz amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ballar\u0131 ak\u0131yor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yavrum\u2026 Sular\u0131 ak\u0131yor i\u00e7inden\u2026 Sak\u0131n kocam hi\u00e7 yalamad\u0131 deme bana\u2026\u201d dedi dili kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131p dururken\u2026 Zevkten k\u0131vranmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kas\u0131klar\u0131m yan\u0131yordu adeta\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Evet abi\u2026 Kocam yalamad\u0131 hi\u00e7\u2026 Hi\u00e7 bilmem ki ben b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131m, kocam, kocam\u0131n pipisi\u2026 Ne bana yalatt\u0131rd\u0131 o pipisini zevk ald\u0131, ne kendi yalad\u0131 beni, bana zevk verdi\u2026 Dedim ya, yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda d\u00fczd\u00fc beni hep\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMerak etme yavrum\u2026 Badem amc\u0131kl\u0131m\u2026 G\u00fczel kokulu \u015feftalim\u2026 Yalar\u0131m seni ben\u2026 \u00d6perim\u2026 Dilimle sikerim senin am\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Zevk neymi\u015f, orgazm neymi\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn sen bebe\u011fim\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 \u00c7ok tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u2026 Bal gibisin\u2026 Kaymak gibisin\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda f\u0131rt\u0131na gibi esti, beni kas\u0131rgalara b\u0131rakt\u0131. Dakikalar boyu k\u0131vrand\u0131rd\u0131 zevkten\u2026 \u00c7ar\u015faflar\u0131 buru\u015fturdum t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yoldum dili i\u00e7ime daha \u00e7ok girsin diye\u2026 \u0130kinci orgazm\u0131m\u0131 da am\u0131m\u0131 yalarken ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam m\u0131? Bitti mi?\u201d dedim soluk solu\u011fa\u2026 \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n bakt\u0131 \u00f6nce, g\u00fcld\u00fc sonra\u2026 Cahilli\u011fimi ho\u015f g\u00f6ren bir tav\u0131rla,<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r can\u0131m. \u015eimdiye kadar \u00f6n sevi\u015fmeydi. \u015eimdi as\u0131l siki\u015fe ge\u00e7iyoruz. Haz\u0131r ol\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130ki defa orgaz\u0131m oldum. Yetmez mi?\u201d dedim halsizce\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBen ka\u00e7 defa istersem o kadar bo\u015falacaks\u0131n. Ben bitti demeden bitmek yok bebe\u011fim\u2026 \u015eimdi bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7 bakal\u0131m\u2026 As\u0131l zevk \u015fu andan sonra\u2026 \u0130nan bana\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde dizlerimi kald\u0131r\u0131p bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m. Dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde ilerleyerek yakla\u015ft\u0131, bacak arama girdi. Elinde tutuyordu canavar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Dimdik, hafif kavisli\u2026 Tek g\u00f6z\u00fc bana bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cAmc\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0131slak ama, sen de sikimi yalay\u0131p \u0131slat istersen\u2026 Kocan\u0131n pipisinden sonra bu yarak sana b\u00fcy\u00fck gelir, can\u0131n yanmas\u0131n bebe\u011fim\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frulup penisini tuttum, a\u011fz\u0131ma sokmadan \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131n kenarlar\u0131nda dilimle dola\u015ft\u0131m. Bol t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fckle yalad\u0131m, dudaklar\u0131mla \u0131slatt\u0131m her bir yan\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Kocaman \u015fey parlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u0131slak \u0131slak\u2026 Omuzlar\u0131mdan tutup tekrar geriye yat\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi kar\u0131c\u0131m, a\u00e7 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201c\u0130yice a\u00e7\u2026 Rahat girsin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131c\u0131m\u2026 Off\u2026 Kar\u0131c\u0131m diyor bana\u2026 Bay\u0131ld\u0131m, eridim adeta\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 kurban olsun sana Cafer abi\u2026 Feda olsun\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fini yap bana\u2026 Kar\u0131c\u0131m diyen dillerini yesin senin G\u00fcll\u00fc kar\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
A\u00e7t\u0131m bacaklar\u0131m\u0131, bekledim. Tekrar yakla\u015ft\u0131. Islak sikini am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u00fcrtmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yukar\u0131dan, kabarm\u0131\u015f klitorisimin oralardan ba\u015fl\u0131yor, t\u00fcm uzunlu\u011fu boyunca am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015faya ok\u015faya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya iniyor, sonra tekrar yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Klitorisimde s\u00fcrekli bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k, s\u00fcrekli bir kayganl\u0131k, s\u00fcrt\u00fcnme hissi beni delirtmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Zevk, zevk, zevk\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Hadi abi\u2026 Sok \u015funu\u2026\u201d diye inledim. Oral\u0131 bile olmad\u0131. Duymam\u0131\u015f gibi, i\u015fine devam etti. Gitti geldi am\u0131m boyunca\u2026 Sonra durdu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 giri\u015fime dayad\u0131. \u0130tmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordum heyecandan\u2026 So\u011fan b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeki ba\u015f am giri\u015fimi zorlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cAbi\u2026? Abi\u2026 Ac\u0131yor sanki\u2026\u201d diye inledim.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130ki tane \u00e7ocuk \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131n sen\u2026 Bunu da al\u0131rs\u0131n merak etme\u2026\u201d dedi umars\u0131zca\u2026 \u201cFakat \u00e7ok dars\u0131n yavrum\u2026 Sanki bakire k\u0131z amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 O kadar \u0131slatt\u0131k, hala sokmakta zorlan\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026 Evet abi\u2026 Yava\u015f\u2026 L\u00fctfen\u2026 Can\u0131m\u0131 yakma\u2026 \u00c7ocuk \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ama, y\u0131llarca \u00f6nceydi o, \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131 saatler s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 Am\u0131m daralm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u015fimdi\u2026 O zaman ac\u0131 \u00e7ektim. \u015eimdi zevk almak istiyorum. Yava\u015f\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Milim milim, santim santim giriyordu i\u00e7ime\u2026 Biraz giriyor, biraz \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, sonra tekrar bas\u0131yordu i\u00e7ime\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh.. Abi\u2026 Bitmeyecek mi bu?\u201d diye s\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, son hamlesini yapt\u0131, son kalan santimlerini de i\u00e7ime dehleyiverdi, kas\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z birbirine yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Do\u011frulup s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Kal geldi, \u00f6ylece kald\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131m sonuna kadar a\u00e7\u0131k, inlemeye, nefes almaya bile korkarak bekledim \u00f6yle\u2026 Sonunda bitmi\u015fti. O bitmek t\u00fckenmek bilmeyen giri\u015f sona ermi\u015f, aletin ba\u015f\u0131 rahmime dayanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duvarlar\u0131m\u0131 gererken, ba\u015f\u0131 diplerimi zorluyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cOoohhhh\u2026.\u201d Diyerek bir soluk verdim, kendimi yata\u011fa b\u0131rakt\u0131m. \u201cDur\u2026 Bekle biraz n\u2019olur\u2026\u201d diye yalvard\u0131m erke\u011fe\u2026<\/p>\n
Bekledi. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda, m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar i\u00e7ime sokmu\u015f durumda bekledi. Dudaklar\u0131ma uzand\u0131. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Buz gibi olmu\u015ftu dudaklar\u0131m ac\u0131dan, \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131. Elinin biriyle memelerimi ok\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dili a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde, eli mememde, kal\u0131n aleti dibine kadar i\u00e7ime girmi\u015f vaziyette, \u00fcst\u00fcmde t\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bask\u0131 yaparak eziyordu beni\u2026 Nefes almak i\u00e7in zorlan\u0131nca kalkt\u0131, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dirse\u011fine verip yava\u015f yava\u015f k\u0131p\u0131rdanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 i\u00e7imde\u2026 T\u00fcm kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum k\u0131p\u0131rdand\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 Sanki damarlar\u0131 bile ayr\u0131 hissediliyordu. Yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 i\u00e7imden\u2026 Yar\u0131ya kadar\u2026 Tekrar girdi yara yara\u2026 Dipledi. Tekrar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, tekrar girdi.<\/p>\n
Zevk duygusu, \u015fehvet geri gelmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda piston gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan alet beni inan\u0131lmaz muhte\u015fem zevklere gark ediyordu. G\u00f6zlerim kayarak beline sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda inip kalkan kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131rnaklad\u0131m\u2026 Can\u0131 yand\u0131k\u00e7a m\u0131zra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bana daha \u00e7ok bat\u0131rd\u0131. Daha \u00e7ok zevk verdi.<\/p>\n
Sonlara do\u011fru h\u0131zland\u0131. Art\u0131k beni g\u00f6zetmeyi b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, kendi zevkine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. T\u00fcm\u00fcyle \u00e7ekiliyor, ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar gibi olunca tekrar i\u00e7ime g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyordu koca alet\u2026 Ta\u015faklar\u0131 arkalar\u0131ma vuruyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHap falan al\u0131yorum dedin di mi sen?\u201d diye sordu di\u015flerinin aras\u0131ndan\u2026 Kas\u0131lmalar\u0131ndan anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m zaten, bo\u015falmak \u00fczereydi.<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet\u2026\u201d dedim, boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131m s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131\u2026 \u201cEvet\u2026 Bo\u015fal i\u00e7ime\u2026 Tohumlar\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015falt bana\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAaagghhhh\u2026\u201d diye nerdeyse b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrerek son bir saplama yapt\u0131 am\u0131ma, \u00f6ylece kald\u0131. Sanki yata\u011fa kaz\u0131k bat\u0131r\u0131yormu\u015f, beni yata\u011fa \u00e7iviliyormu\u015f gibiydi. Girip \u00e7\u0131kma olmadan sadece kas\u0131l\u0131yor, tohumlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ime p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt\u00fcp duruyordu. Belgesellerdeki hayvanlar\u0131n \u00e7iftle\u015fmeleri, ayg\u0131rlar\u0131n di\u015fiyi d\u00f6llemesi gibi bir \u015feydi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imdeki s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissedince ben de kendimden ge\u00e7tim zaten\u2026 Erke\u011fim i\u00e7imde titreyip p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcrken bende de kas\u0131lmalar ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imdeki kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sa\u011fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 vajinam\u2026<\/p>\n
Neden sonra kendime geldim. Yar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc gibiydim. Cafer abi i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, yan\u0131mda yat\u0131yordu. Canavar bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda yar\u0131 inik uzanm\u0131\u015f, ucunda spermleri parl\u0131yordu. Kolumu kald\u0131racak halim yoktu. Duvardaki saate bakt\u0131m, eve geldi\u011finden beri iki saati ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. \u0130ki saatten fazla bir s\u00fcredir sevi\u015fiyorduk.<\/p>\n
\u201cGitmemi ister misin?\u201d dedi yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan\u2026 Saate bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, gitmesini istedi\u011fimi zannetmi\u015fti. Yan d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, kasl\u0131 v\u00fccuduna t\u0131rman\u0131r gibi sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n birini a\u015f\u0131r\u0131p bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r\u201d dedim g\u00fclerek\u2026 \u201cSeni b\u0131rakmam kolay kolay\u2026 Bir daha istiyorum\u2026\u201d O da yan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Eliyle belimi, kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu. Kal\u00e7am\u0131 tutup s\u0131kt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cBen de istiyorum. Daha doymad\u0131m sana G\u00fcll\u00fcm\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cHem bir hayalim var, bu g\u00fczel kal\u00e7alar\u0131na hastay\u0131m senin, ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcnden beri\u2026\u201d G\u00fcld\u00fcm, kocaman elleriyle pen\u00e7eledi\u011fi kal\u00e7am\u0131 sallay\u0131p sordum,<\/p>\n
\u201cBak sen\u2026 Ne hayaliymi\u015f o?\u201d diye sordum. Be\u011fenilmek ho\u015fuma gidiyordu her kad\u0131n gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cDedim ya\u2026 Hastay\u0131m kal\u00e7alar\u0131na\u2026 O y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kaba etlerini titretmelerin, \u00e7alkalamalar\u0131n yok mu? Deli oluyorum hep, her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde sikmek istiyorum seni\u2026 O titre\u015fen kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sokmak istiyorum. G\u00f6t\u00fcnden sikmek istiyorum seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYoo\u2026 O olmaz i\u015fte\u2026 \u0130zin veremem\u2026 Bu koca sikinle y\u0131rtars\u0131n beni erke\u011fim\u2026 Hak yolu varken\u2026 Bo\u015f ver\u2026 Ben sana her t\u00fcrl\u00fc zevk veririm\u2026\u201d dedim \u00fcmitsizce\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck deli\u011fime bilek kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda aletin nas\u0131l girece\u011finin hayalinden bile korkarak\u2026 Yalvard\u0131m. \u00dcstelemedi fazla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki can\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cZaten amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yle dar ki, ba\u015fka kad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u00f6t deli\u011fi halt etmi\u015f yan\u0131nda\u2026 Ama seni sikerken kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmek istiyorum. Hadi domal da, biraz arkandan gireyim am\u0131na\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYorulmad\u0131n m\u0131 sen? Dinlenmek istemiyor musun?\u201d dedim kocam\u0131n performans\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayarak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r, yeni ba\u015flad\u0131k zaten\u2026 \u00d6yle \u00e7abuk kurtulamazs\u0131n bebe\u011fim\u2026 Geceye kadar sikicem seni\u2026 Ka\u00e7 posta yersin bilmem art\u0131k\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki kocac\u0131m, gel \u00f6yleyse\u2026\u201d dedim. Yatakta kalk\u0131p dizlerimin \u00fczerine domald\u0131m. O hayran oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi\u011fi kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 titreterek erke\u011fimi bekledim. O da an\u0131nda kalkm\u0131\u015f, arkamda yerini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile\u2026 Hayran hayran bak\u0131yordu kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma\u2026 Ellerini koyup ok\u015fad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi\u2026 Titretsene \u015funlar\u0131\u2026 Yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yap\u0131yormu\u015fum Cafer abi? Normal y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFark\u0131ndas\u0131n bal gibi orospu\u2026 Mahsus yap\u0131yorsun erkekler baks\u0131n diye de\u011fil mi? Azg\u0131n fahi\u015fe\u2026 Her g\u00f6ren erke\u011fin siki kalk\u0131yor sana bakarken inan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00f6yle mi yap\u0131yorum?\u201d dedim, kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 titrettirdim oryantal yapar gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Evet\u2026 B\u00f6yle\u2026 \u015euna bak, nas\u0131l titriyor kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Azg\u0131n orospum benim\u2026\u201d Ellerinin yan\u0131na dili de gelmi\u015fti. Arka deli\u011fimi yal\u0131yordu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m titrerken ben dilinin verdi\u011fi zevkle titredim.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledim.<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l orospum? Zevkli mi? Yalamaya devam edeyim mi, ister misin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet, evet\u2026\u201d dedim inlerken\u2026 \u201cDevam et\u2026 Yala\u2026 B\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc yala\u2026 Dilin \u00e7ok zevk veriyor abi\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Yalamaya devam etti. Parmaklar\u0131 da klitorisimi ok\u015fuyordu bir yandan\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arkama g\u00f6md\u00fc iyice\u2026 Bast\u0131ra bast\u0131ra, arka deli\u011fimden \u00f6n\u00fcme, \u00f6n deli\u011fimden arka deli\u011fime yalaya yalaya bitirdi beni\u2026 Zevk sular\u0131m bacaklar\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Heba etmek istemedim,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi abi, sok \u015funu i\u00e7ime\u2026\u201d diye feryat ettim.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, abin kurban olsun sana k\u0131z\u2026\u201d diyerek kalkt\u0131. Beni yalarken, inlemelerimden etkilenip ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f sikini arkama dayad\u0131. Minik deli\u011fime sokacak diye korkarken o biraz ok\u015fay\u0131p a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi, am\u0131ma dayay\u0131p zorlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026\u201d diye inlerken dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda s\u0131kt\u0131m g\u00fc\u00e7 almak istercesine\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131 zorluyordu giri\u015fimi\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m biraz daha al\u00e7alarak\u2026 Hala zorlan\u0131yordum. Sonra \u015frrakk\u2026 diye bir \u015faplama\u2026 Can\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. O pek be\u011fendi\u011fi kal\u00e7ama hat\u0131r\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131r bir \u015faplak atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 zalim\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026 Ne yapt\u0131n abi?\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rken arkadan ikincisi geldi di\u011fer kabama\u2026 \u201cOhh\u2026 Yapmaa\u2026\u201d diye inledim ac\u0131yla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczel kal\u00e7alar\u0131n G\u00fcll\u00fcm\u2026 Vura vura sevmek istiyorum bunlar\u0131\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Hep bunun hayalini kurdum ben\u2026 Seni, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ve d\u00f6ve sikmenin hayalini kurdum. Harika\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kale kap\u0131m\u0131 zorlayan tokma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmeden kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma \u015faplak at\u0131p duruyor, can\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131yordu. Her vurdu\u011funda z\u0131pl\u0131yordum yerimden\u2026 Arkamda durarak vurdu\u011fundan ne zaman vuraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, elini ne zaman kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemiyordum. Habersiz geliyordu \u015faplak, can\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131yor, hoplat\u0131yordu beni\u2026<\/p>\n
T\u00fcm dikkatimi gelecek \u015faplaklara vermi\u015ftim. Ac\u0131yla inleyip duruyordum. Bir vuru\u015f daha, bir \u015faplama daha\u2026 Her vurdu\u011funda z\u0131pl\u0131yor, etlerim titriyordu ac\u0131n\u0131n \u015fiddetinden\u2026 Sonra bir bakt\u0131m ki, ben kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken, ac\u0131yla hoplay\u0131p z\u0131plarken, o koca m\u0131zrak arkamdan i\u00e7ime girmi\u015f tamamen, kas\u0131klar\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Bittim ben\u2026\u201d dedim son bir nefes vererek\u2026 \u201cBitirdin beni Cafer abi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer abin kurban olsun sana yavrum\u2026\u201d dedi \u00fcst\u00fcme e\u011filerek\u2026 Siki bayrak dire\u011fi gibi am\u0131ma girmi\u015f, o ise elini uzat\u0131p alttan klitorisimi ok\u015fuyordu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m ac\u0131dan yanarken bir yandan da parmaklanan klitorisimden, i\u00e7ime giren kal\u0131n sikin zevkinden titriyordum. Hi\u00e7 ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zevklerdi bunlar, hayat\u0131mda tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026 \u0130lgin\u00e7\u2026 De\u011fi\u015fik\u2026<\/p>\n
Arkamda gidip gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 tutuyor, g\u00fc\u00e7 al\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcme sald\u0131r\u0131yor, sonra geri \u00e7ekiliyordu. Elini \u00e7ekti\u011fi klitorisimle ben ilgilenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Dilimle \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda eziyordum kabarm\u0131\u015f zevk organ\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Dakikalar boyu gidip geldi arkamda\u2026 Titreyen kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 seyrede seyrede sikti beni erke\u011fim\u2026 Defalarca orgazma ula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 beni\u2026 Sonunda dayanamaz hale gelmi\u015ftim ki, bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 tekrar\u2026 D\u00f6llerini bo\u015faltt\u0131 vura vura\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u0131p\u0131rdayacak halim kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yata\u011fa serilip kald\u0131m. Cafer abi h\u0131zl\u0131 hareketlerle kalkt\u0131, giysilerini toplamaya, giyinmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Saate bakt\u0131m, konserin ortalar\u0131nda olmal\u0131yd\u0131 millet\u2026 Biraz sonra da\u011f\u0131lmaya ba\u015flarlard\u0131. Ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u201cAbdest almayacak m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d dedim sa\u00e7ma sapan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEvde al\u0131r\u0131m, du\u015f da al\u0131r\u0131m, abdest de\u2026\u201d dedi. Giyinip yan\u0131ma geldi. Yorgundum, bitiktim. Yana\u011f\u0131mdan, duda\u011f\u0131mdan \u00f6pt\u00fc, am\u0131m\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cHarikayd\u0131n\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cSen de be\u011fendin mi, zevk ald\u0131n m\u0131 G\u00fcll\u00fcm?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHalimden belli olmuyor mu Cafer abi? Bitirdin beni\u2026 Ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler ya\u015fatt\u0131n, tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zevkler tatt\u0131rd\u0131n bana\u2026 Mahvettin beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSen yeter ki iste, her zaman ya\u015fat\u0131r\u0131m bu zevkleri sana bebe\u011fim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYa\u015fat\u2026 Her zaman ya\u015fat\u2026 \u015eimdi anlad\u0131m kad\u0131nlar neden sensiz yapam\u0131yormu\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi sen de kalk g\u00fczelim. Biraz sonra herkes gelir, yakalanma bu vaziyette\u2026\u201d diyerek \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m, kalk\u0131p ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplad\u0131m, y\u0131rt\u0131lan elbisemi, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131m. Banyo yap\u0131p giyindim ki \u00e7ocuklar e\u011flenceden geldiler. Bir pat\u0131rt\u0131, bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc, yatana kadar tela\u015f s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Gece herkes uykuya \u00e7ekildi\u011finde ben de yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131m, \u00e7\u0131r\u00e7\u0131plak soyunup kendimi yata\u011f\u0131ma att\u0131m. Adam mahvetmi\u015fti beni ger\u00e7ekten\u2026 Dibime kadar sikilmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u201cDemek ki sevi\u015fmek, seks, orgazm dedikleri \u015fey buymu\u015f\u2026\u201d diye ge\u00e7irdim akl\u0131mdan\u2026 Elimi uzat\u0131p \u00f6p\u00fclmekten \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f dudaklar\u0131mda, erke\u011fin di\u015f izleri yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 memelerimde, \u00f6rselenmi\u015f kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda gezdirdim. Sava\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibiydim. Yorgun, bitkin\u2026<\/p>\n
Fakat t\u00fcm bitikli\u011fime kar\u015f\u0131n mutluydum. G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek uykuya b\u0131rakt\u0131m kendimi\u2026 Biliyordum ki, bu kadarla kalmayacakt\u0131 bu sevi\u015fmeler\u2026 Devam edecekti.<\/p>\n
O ilk sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz g\u00fcnden sonra hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmad\u0131 beni Cafer\u2026 Her f\u0131rsat buldu\u011fumuzda birbirimize ko\u015ftuk, sevi\u015ftik durmaks\u0131z\u0131n\u2026 F\u0131rsatlar yaratt\u0131k. Bizde para olunca bazen o para al\u0131yordu bizden, toptanc\u0131dan mal almak i\u00e7in\u2026 Bizim param\u0131z kalmay\u0131nca, biz ondan al\u0131yorduk. kocam,<\/p>\n
\u201cYard\u0131mla\u015fma sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibiyiz kanka\u2026\u201d diyordu Cafer\u2019e\u2026 \u201cSen bana, ben sana\u2026 Aslan kankam benim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Oysa kocam kankas\u0131yla daha neleri payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir bilseydi. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Namusunu\u2026 Onu nas\u0131l boynuzlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilseydi\u2026 Ko\u015ftura ko\u015ftura kankas\u0131n\u0131n koynuna girdi\u011fimi, onun i\u00e7in yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilebilseydi\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u00f6ylece bizim bahanemiz, kocam\u0131n bilgisi dahilinde hep haz\u0131rd\u0131. Ben para istemeye gittim, o para vermeye geldi. Ara\u015ft\u0131k, bulu\u015ftuk, sevi\u015ftik durmadan\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn telefon edip beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, kasaban\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda arabas\u0131yla bekledi, arabaya binip yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Ba\u015f\u0131mda e\u015farp, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde siyah g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerle kimsenin tan\u0131mas\u0131na imkan yoktu. Trafik azald\u0131 gitgide, sonunda asfalt yolu b\u0131rak\u0131p orman yoluna girdik. Bir eli direksiyonda, di\u011fer eli hep ete\u011fimin alt\u0131ndayd\u0131, kurcalay\u0131p duruyordu beni\u2026<\/p>\n
Hala gidiyorduk. Kimseler yoktu ortal\u0131kta, in cin top oynuyordu. \u00c7am a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki toprak yolda sars\u0131la sars\u0131la epey yol gittik. Ku\u015f seslerinden ve araban\u0131n motorundan ba\u015fka bir ses seda yoktu\u2026 \u00dcrkmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cYeter Cafer, nereye gidiyoruz?\u201d dedim korkuyla yolun iki taraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eviren koyu ye\u015fil a\u011fa\u00e7tan duvara bakarak\u2026 \u201cKurt falan olmas\u0131n buralarda?\u201d Sonunda, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n, \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir bo\u015flu\u011fa girdi araba, motoru durdurdu. Bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cSevi\u015fmeye geldik k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015fapkal\u0131 k\u0131z\u2026 Merak etme kurt falan yok buralarda\u2026\u201d dedi benim korkmu\u015f sesimi taklit ederek\u2026 Rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, arkama yasland\u0131m, ben de bu kez k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ekingen sesini taklit ederek sordum,<\/p>\n
\u201cHmmm\u2026 Peki b\u00fcy\u00fckbabac\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cMadem kurt yok diyorsun\u2026 Ama, senin ellerin neden bu kadar kocaman b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba?\u201d dedim. Ellerini uzat\u0131p g\u00f6mle\u011fimin \u00fcst\u00fcnden memelerimi tutuverdi,<\/p>\n
\u201cBunlar\u0131 daha iyi avu\u00e7lamak i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi. Yo\u011furuyordu memelerimi, zevkle inledim. E\u011filip dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc, diliyle dilimi ok\u015fad\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine sokup\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki, senin dilin niye bu kadar uzun b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
Ete\u011fimi yukar\u0131ya s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131yordum bunu sorarken\u2026 Haz\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00fclot giymemi\u015ftim alt\u0131ma, klitorisim kabarm\u0131\u015f, am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fti beklentiyle\u2026 O da neyi bekledi\u011fimi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cSenin g\u00fczel amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha iyi yalayabilmek i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6md\u00fc. Am\u0131m\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Dili uzundu ger\u00e7ekten, s\u0131cakt\u0131, p\u00fct\u00fcrl\u00fcyd\u00fc, zevkten bay\u0131lt\u0131yordu beni\u2026 Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, hemen bo\u015falmak istemedim\u2026 Elimi kuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Siki kalkm\u0131\u015f, ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015ftu. Fermuar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p sikini d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki bu ne b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba?\u201d dedim sikini ok\u015farken\u2026 \u201cBu neden bu kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni daha iyi sikebilmek i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba, sikmek ne demek?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGel b\u00fcy\u00fckbaban\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na da sikmek nas\u0131l olurmu\u015f g\u00f6r yavrum\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (3), resim \u21162
\n\u00d6n koltuklar\u0131 iyice arkaya kayd\u0131r\u0131p yat\u0131rd\u0131. Yeterli alan a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Belimden tutup kuca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ekti beni\u2026 Y\u00fcz y\u00fczeydik. Ete\u011fimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m belime kadar\u2026 Dedim ya, k\u00fclot yok alt\u0131mda, haz\u0131r k\u0131tay\u0131m. Dizlerimi iki yan\u0131na koyup sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Art\u0131k al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Yine de ne kadar \u0131slak olursam olay\u0131m, ilk giri\u015fte zorlan\u0131yordum her siki\u015fimizde\u2026<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rarak, inleye inleye oturdum sikine\u2026 Dibime kadar ald\u0131m. Kas\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131llar\u0131 klitorisimi ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda tamamen girdi\u011fini anlad\u0131m. Sonra oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m o kal\u0131n sikin \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026 Sular\u0131m \u00e7a\u011fl\u0131yordu i\u00e7imden, erke\u011fin kas\u0131klar\u0131na ak\u0131yordu, oradan araban\u0131n koltu\u011funa\u2026 Yapacak bir \u015feyimiz yoktu. Devam ettik.<\/p>\n
Sonra yorulunca belimden tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131, i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 sikini\u2026 D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Etrafa bak\u0131nd\u0131k. Ku\u015flardan ba\u015fka canl\u0131 yoktu etrafta\u2026 Araban\u0131n kaputuna yat\u0131rd\u0131 beni ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fip\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralay\u0131p arkamdan tekrar girdi am\u0131ma\u2026 Ormanda ku\u015f seslerinin yan\u0131na bizim ba\u011f\u0131rmalar\u0131m\u0131z kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Kimseden korkmadan, biri duyacak diye \u00e7ekinmeden ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra sevi\u015ftik. Her yeri inlettik. Sonra da bo\u015fald\u0131k ikimiz beraber\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocam geldi o hafta sonunda\u2026 \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr f\u0131rsat bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k sikicimle sevi\u015fmeye\u2026 Kocam gelir gelmez bir posta att\u0131 bana\u2026 \u00c7erez gibi at\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmal\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam\u0131na Cafer ve kar\u0131s\u0131 oturmaya geldiler. Kocamla hesap g\u00f6rd\u00fcler, alacak verecek hallettiler. Paralar al\u0131n\u0131p verildi. Sonra i\u015fler bitince iki tek atal\u0131m bari dediler, i\u00e7ki sofras\u0131 kurmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m yava\u015f yava\u015f\u2026 Cafer\u2019in \u015fi\u015fman kar\u0131s\u0131 Hatice abla ho\u015flanm\u0131yordu i\u00e7ki olay\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n
\u201cBen gideyim k\u0131z\u0131m, bunlar saatlerce i\u00e7er \u015fimdi\u2026\u201d diyerek gitti.<\/p>\n
Ben \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 yat\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7ilingir sofras\u0131n\u0131 kurdum g\u00fczelce, \u00f6zene bezene\u2026 \u0130\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bir iki \u00fc\u00e7\u2026 Kadehler kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a sohbet koyula\u015ft\u0131. Ben gidip geliyordum s\u00fcrekli, meze, buz ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131p duruyordum s\u00fcrekli\u2026 Cafer kocamla kadeh toku\u015ftururken g\u00f6z\u00fc arada bana kay\u0131yor, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Mutfakta diz hizas\u0131ndaki ete\u011fimin belini k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131m, mini etek oldu. G\u00f6mle\u011fimin iki d\u00fc\u011fmesini a\u00e7t\u0131m \u00fcstten, s\u00fctyenime kadar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 memelerimin yuvarlaklar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Tam giderken akl\u0131ma geldi, k\u00fclodumu da \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. O vaziyette meyve g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm i\u00e7eriye\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019in g\u00f6zleri falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 benim halimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce\u2026 K\u0131r\u0131ta k\u0131r\u0131ta gittim, masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne koydum meyveleri\u2026 Elma, portakal dilimleri falan\u2026 Masaya e\u011fildim, memelerimi seyrettirdim sikicime\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra da g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilgiden memnun bir \u015fekilde kocam\u0131n yan\u0131na, Cafer\u2019in kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na oturdum, bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131m. Masan\u0131n arkas\u0131nda kalan kocam g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n nereme kadar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Cafer ise her yerimi g\u00f6rebiliyordu. Mini ete\u011fim kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma kadar s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 oturdu\u011fum yerde\u2026<\/p>\n
Masadaki meyve sepetinden bir \u00e7ikita muz ald\u0131m, yava\u015f hareketlerle soymaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kocam\u0131n peltekle\u015fmeye ba\u015flayan a\u011fz\u0131yla anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hikayeyle ilgilenmi\u015f gibi yap\u0131yor, sorular soruyordum muzu soyarken\u2026 Benim salak anlatmaya devam ediyordu ben e\u015feledik\u00e7e\u2026 Muzu soydum. Arkama yaslan\u0131p baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 indirdim, dizlerimi aralad\u0131m. Cafer\u2019in g\u00f6zleri falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Elindeki rak\u0131 kadehini fondip yapt\u0131 heyecandan\u2026<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p kapat\u0131yordum elimdeki muzu yerken\u2026 Ama yemiyor, erkeklik organ\u0131n\u0131 yalar gibi yal\u0131yordum muzu\u2026 Rujlu dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 O harfi gibi a\u00e7\u0131yor, a\u011fz\u0131ma sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordum meyveyi\u2026 Zavall\u0131 adam, g\u00f6z\u00fc bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131yla a\u011fz\u0131ma sokup \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m muzun aras\u0131nda gidip geliyordu. K\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131p duruyordu yerinde, kalkm\u0131\u015f sikini rahatlatmak istercesine\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocamla konu\u015furken muzu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdim. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na\u2026 \u0130yice aralad\u0131m bacaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Cafer\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine baka baka \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma s\u00fcrd\u00fcm muzu\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime itelemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yumu\u015fak muz girmedi tabi\u2026 Cafer \u00e7akt\u0131rmadan bak\u0131p dururken \u00f6b\u00fcr elimle am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131m, biraz daha soktum. Ezilmek \u00fczereyken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m tekrar\u2026 Sonra elimdeki muzu kar\u015f\u0131ya uzatt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (3), resim \u21163
\n\u201cCafer abii\u2026 Muz yer misin?\u201d dedim \u015furubumsu, tatl\u0131 bir sesle\u2026 G\u00f6zlerini benden ay\u0131ram\u0131yordu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cYerim tabi yenge\u2026 Sen verirsin de ben yemez miyim?\u201d dedi o da\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBunu ye de, sonra \u015feftali vereyim sana\u2026 Bug\u00fcn ald\u0131m pazardan\u2026 Hem sert, hem de \u00e7ok suluymu\u015f. Buran\u0131n mal\u0131, yarma \u015feftali dedi satan adam\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Zavall\u0131 kocam\u0131n bir \u015feyden haberi yoktu. Anlat\u0131p duruyordu gitti\u011fi yerleri\u2026 Cafer uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m muzu al\u0131rken elimi tuttu, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131racak gibi s\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130ntikam\u0131m ac\u0131 olacak der gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Am\u0131ma de\u011fdirip \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m muzu a\u011fz\u0131na soktu, \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra yemeye ba\u015flad\u0131 g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze bak\u0131\u015f\u0131rken\u2026 Ger\u00e7ekten am\u0131m \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, istiyordum onu\u2026 Beni sevmesini, becermesini istiyordum.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerimle mutfak taraf\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret ettim, anlad\u0131 hemen a\u00e7\u0131kg\u00f6z pi\u00e7\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYenge, rak\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f, getirebilir misin?\u201d dedi. Kalkarken,<\/p>\n
\u201cGidip bakay\u0131m, bir yerlerde olacakt\u0131 galiba\u2026\u201d dedim. Salondan \u00e7\u0131karken kocama,<\/p>\n
\u201cBen de gidip bir i\u015feyeyim birader\u201d dedi\u011fini duydum.<\/p>\n
Ben mutfa\u011fa girer girmez arkamdan o da girdi. Belimden tutup dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu. Zorlukla kurtuldum elinden,<\/p>\n
\u201cHani i\u015femeye gidecektin sen?\u201d dedim g\u00fclerek\u2026 H\u0131rsla memelerime sald\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cAk\u015famdan beri delirttin ulan beni orospu\u2026\u201d dedi s\u00fctyenden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 memelerimi di\u015flerken\u2026 \u0130nledim. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kendime \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m, \u00f6zledim seni Cafer\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cFahi\u015fe, kocandan da korkmuyorsun, her yerin meydanda, am\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterip durdun bana b\u00fct\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u2026\u201d derken k\u00fclotsuz am\u0131m\u0131 avu\u00e7lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Su i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 am\u0131m, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7leri \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledim zevkle\u2026 \u201c\u0130\u015fte bunu \u00f6zlemi\u015ftim\u2026 Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bilmez misin sen, iki tek att\u0131 m\u0131 burnunun ucunu g\u00f6rmez o\u2026 Yan\u0131nda sevi\u015fsek fark\u0131na varmaz andavall\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYok art\u0131k\u2026\u201d dedi bir baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, sikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ma dayam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bunu s\u00f6ylerken\u2026 \u201cYan\u0131nda sevi\u015fecek kadar azd\u0131n m\u0131 ulan kahpe?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ime girmi\u015fti bile\u2026 Offf\u2026 Hasret kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m iki g\u00fcnde\u2026 Ama \u00e7ektim kendimi bir anda, siki elinde kald\u0131 Cafer\u2019in\u2026 Yine y\u00fckleniyordu \u00fcst\u00fcme, durdurdum.<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak bu yar\u0131m yamalak, ayak \u00fcst\u00fc sevi\u015fmeyi\u2026 S\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum sana\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt kadeh i\u00e7ti benimki\u2026 Sarho\u015f oldu, dili dolanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130ki tek daha att\u0131 m\u0131 s\u0131zar kal\u0131r, meydan da, yatak da bize kal\u0131r. Senin kar\u0131 da eve gitti zaten, horluyordur \u015fimdi bu saatte\u2026 Ne dersin a\u015fk\u0131m? Biraz daha di\u015fini s\u0131kar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSenin i\u00e7in di\u015fimi k\u0131rar\u0131m yavrum, s\u0131kmak ne demek? Senin gibi siki\u015fken orospuyu sikmeden dayanmak zor ama\u2026 \u201d Elimle sikini tuttum, pantolonun i\u00e7ine sokmas\u0131na yard\u0131m ettim. Uzan\u0131p duda\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6perken,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi ben rak\u0131 haz\u0131rlarken, sen arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na git. \u015e\u00fcphelenmesin. Ne olur, ne olmaz\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7eriye gitti\u011fimde ikisi yan yana oturmu\u015flar, konu\u015fup duruyorlard\u0131. Kocam\u0131n g\u00f6zler yar\u0131 yar\u0131ya kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elimdeki rak\u0131 kadehini eline tutu\u015fturdum.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi kocac\u0131m\u2026 Ho\u015fgeldin bakal\u0131m. Arslan\u0131m benim\u2026 Fondip\u2026\u201d deyince kadehi kald\u0131r\u0131p bir yudumda i\u00e7ti rak\u0131y\u0131\u2026 Bir daha\u2026 \u201cHadi Cafer abi, kocam\u0131 yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakma bakal\u0131m, sen de fondip\u2026\u201d diye seslendim. G\u00fclerek bana bak\u0131yordu Cafer\u2026 Elindeki yar\u0131m kadehi kald\u0131r\u0131p i\u00e7er gibi yap\u0131yor, yerine koyuyordu her seferinde\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eerefine yengecim benim\u2026 G\u00fczelli\u011finin \u015ferefine\u2026\u201d diye kadeh kald\u0131r\u0131yordu sarho\u015f \u015fivesiyle\u2026 Kocam da kadehini toku\u015fturuyordu onunkiyle, ger\u00e7ekten sarho\u015f,<\/p>\n
\u201cEvett\u2026 G\u00fczel kar\u0131m\u0131n \u015ferefine\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Son kadehte kocam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 k\u00fct diye \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, masaya vurdu. Elimle omzunu tutup sarst\u0131m, seslendim,<\/p>\n
\u201cKocac\u0131\u0131\u0131mmm\u2026\u201d dedim tatl\u0131 bir sesle\u2026 \u201cHadi kalk yata\u011f\u0131na yat\u2026 Misafir var bak, ay\u0131p oluyor\u2026\u201d dedim Cafer\u2019e g\u00f6z k\u0131rparak\u2026 Kocamdan ses gelmedi. Tekrar sarst\u0131m, yine ayn\u0131\u2026 S\u0131zm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 dedi\u011fim gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cKocac\u0131\u0131mmm\u2026\u201c diye \u00fcsteledim tekrar\u2026 \u201cKocac\u0131m\u2026 Hadi kalk sevi\u015felim. Yoksa arkada\u015f\u0131n Cafer sikecek beni\u2026 Hadi a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Bak yarra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l kald\u0131rd\u0131 kar\u0131n\u0131 sikmek i\u00e7in\u2026 Ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015f. Kar\u0131n\u0131n am\u0131na koyacak kocac\u0131m. Kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ok azd\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131m. Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 su i\u00e7inde kald\u0131, Cafer abisinin sikine hasta senin kar\u0131n\u2026 Senin sikemedi\u011fin kar\u0131n\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n sikecek \u015fimdi\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
Cafer de bu arada gelip arkama yana\u015fm\u0131\u015f, ben kocamla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken o da her yerimi m\u0131nc\u0131kl\u0131yordu. Elimi tutup sikine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cGer\u00e7ekten ta\u015f gibi oldu G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 S\u0131zl\u0131yo valla\u2026 Hadi art\u0131k, oyalanma bebe\u011fim\u2026 B\u00f6yle konu\u015fa konu\u015fa delirtiyorsun beni\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201cBen sana ne dedim? \u0130ki kadeh daha, s\u0131zar kal\u0131r dedim. Hadi yard\u0131m et de, yata\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrelim \u015fu le\u015fi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130kimiz iki koluna girip kald\u0131rd\u0131k masadan, yatak odas\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fckledik. Yata\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp bir kenar\u0131na uzatt\u0131k. Yorulmu\u015ftum. Ben de yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturup kald\u0131m. Cafer yan\u0131ma geldi hemen, belime sar\u0131ld\u0131, \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Eli bacaklar\u0131mda, k\u00fclotsuz am\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi salona gidelim bebe\u011fim, dayanam\u0131yorum art\u0131k, sikmem laz\u0131m seni\u2026\u201d dedi. Kalkt\u0131m, yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kilidini \u00e7evirdim. G\u00f6mle\u011fimin d\u00fc\u011fmelerini a\u00e7arken,<\/p>\n
\u201cSalona kadar dayanamam ben\u2026 Beni burda sik Cafer\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cKocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda\u2026 Kocam yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda yatarken sik beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. \u0130nanmayarak bakt\u0131 bana,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131ns\u0131n sen\u2026\u201d dedi. Arkada\u015f\u0131na bakt\u0131, kocama\u2026 Horlay\u0131p duruyordu sarho\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n\u0131m. Senin sikin \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtt\u0131 beni\u2026 Hadi soyun sen de\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 L\u00fctfen\u2026. \u0130stiyorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcmdeki g\u00f6mle\u011fi \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. S\u00fctyenimi de onun yan\u0131na yollad\u0131m. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131ra k\u0131v\u0131ra mini ete\u011fimi ayaklar\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yan\u0131na gidip sar\u0131ld\u0131m o vaziyette\u2026 Titreyen parmaklar\u0131mla g\u00f6mle\u011finin d\u00fc\u011fmelerini a\u00e7arken \u00e7\u0131plak g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne isterik \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckler konduruyordum.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (3), resim \u21164
\n\u201cHadi\u2026 Dayanam\u0131yorum\u2026 \u00c7ok istiyorum seni\u2026 Sikmeni istiyorum\u2026 Burda, kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda sikmeni istiyorum\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fin gibi becer beni\u2026 Sik\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
G\u00f6mle\u011fini s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Pantolonun kemerine sald\u0131rd\u0131m sonra\u2026 O da yard\u0131m etti, biraz sonra \u00e7\u0131plak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yata\u011fa, kocam\u0131n yan\u0131na ge\u00e7tim hemen\u2026 Onun da \u00fcst\u00fcnde ne varsa s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Bacak aras\u0131ndaki minik \u015feyle yat\u0131p duruyor, horluyordu kocam\u2026 Yan\u0131na uzand\u0131m, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. Bacak i\u00e7lerimi ok\u015fayarak sevgilimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m yan\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cGel\u2026\u201d dedim f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla\u2026 \u201cSik beni\u2026 Kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda\u2026 O da \u00e7\u0131plak bak\u2026 Senin beni sikmene raz\u0131 olmu\u015f\u2026\u201d Elimle pipisinin ucunu tutup \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim, sallad\u0131m. \u201c\u00c7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sikim var, Cafer kol gibi siksin seni diyor bak\u2026 Hadi a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7l\u00fc seks yapar gibi siki\u015felim\u2026 Hadi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Geldi, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girdi. Mutlulukla sar\u0131ld\u0131m erke\u011fime\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 iyice aralay\u0131p rahat\u00e7a girmesini sa\u011flad\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dayad\u0131 her zamanki gibi, zorlaya zorlaya aletini soktu i\u00e7ime\u2026 Do\u011frulup omzunu \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cSok\u2026\u201d diye inledim. \u201cSert sok\u2026 Kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda ba\u011f\u0131rt beni\u2026\u201d Dinlemedi beni, yava\u015f\u00e7a girerken,<\/p>\n
\u201cDeli kar\u0131\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar uyanacak \u015fimdi\u2026 B\u0131rak, bildi\u011fim gibi sikeyim seni\u2026 Merak etme, biraz sonra zevkten ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015flayacaks\u0131n zaten\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fi gibi oldu. Kal\u0131n alet dibime kadar girerken ben zevkten inlemeye, minik feryatlar koparmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Sikin zevk veriyor bana a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Delirtiyorsun beni\u2026 Aaahhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSus can\u0131m. Kocan\u0131 uyand\u0131racaks\u0131n \u015fimdi ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra\u2026 Yava\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUyans\u0131n\u2026 G\u00f6rs\u00fcn kad\u0131n nas\u0131l sikilirmi\u015f\u2026 Erkek nas\u0131l olurmu\u015f g\u00f6rs\u00fcn\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026 \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle\u2026 B\u00f6yle olur erkek\u2026 Dibine kadar siker kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Zevkten \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026. Sik beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Sert sik\u2026 Zevkten \u00f6ld\u00fcr beni\u2026 Oooohhh\u2026 H\u0131zl\u0131\u2026 Daha h\u0131zl\u0131\u2026 Vurdur\u2026 Dibime kadar sok\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
O koca sikiyle gidip geliyordu bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026 Durmaks\u0131z\u0131n\u2026 Pompal\u0131yordu beni\u2026 Zevkten deliye d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 iki yana sall\u0131yor, zevk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131mdan mahalle uyanmas\u0131n diye dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordum. Ba\u015faramad\u0131m, Cafer e\u011filip dudaklar\u0131ma kapand\u0131. Bir yandan pompal\u0131yor, bir yandan dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 kapat\u0131p, inlemelerimi, feryatlar\u0131m\u0131 bo\u011fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Yatak sallan\u0131p duruyordu alt\u0131m\u0131zda\u2026 Cafer beni pompalarken, yatakta, yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda yatan \u00e7\u0131plak kocam da sars\u0131nt\u0131dan z\u0131play\u0131p duruyordu s\u0131zm\u0131\u015f vaziyette\u2026 Elimi uzat\u0131p sikini tuttum. Biraz sertle\u015fmi\u015f gibiydi sanki\u2026 Cafer\u2019i durdurdum. Alt\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p kocama do\u011fru domald\u0131m. \u0130ki elimi arkaya g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131rd\u0131m, erke\u011fimi davet ettim. Islak am\u0131ma kayarak girdi tekrar, bu kez arkamdan\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben kocam\u0131n sikine kapan\u0131rken, o da arkamdan pompalamaya devam etti. Evet, uyanm\u0131yordu ama, v\u00fccudu olan bitenin fark\u0131nda gibiydi sanki\u2026 Yar\u0131 sert durumdaki sikini emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir orta parmak kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki kocam\u0131n sikini emdim biricik arkada\u015f\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 domaltm\u0131\u015f sikerken\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonunda sikicim arkamda b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrerek bo\u015fal\u0131rken ben de orgazm oldum. Kocam \u00e7oktan bir iki damlas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine\u2026 S\u0131zm\u0131\u015f durumdaki kocam\u0131 bile bo\u015faltm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sarma\u015f dola\u015f yata\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde uzan\u0131p dinlendik. \u00dc\u00e7 tane \u00e7\u0131plak insan, bir yatakta\u2026 \u0130ki arkada\u015f, birinin kar\u0131s\u0131\u2026 Feci sikilmi\u015f, yorgun, doymu\u015f\u2026 Kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda sikmi\u015fti beni, tam istedi\u011fim gibi\u2026 Ben uykuya dalarken Cafer kalk\u0131p giyindi her zamanki gibi, y\u0131lan gibi gecenin sessizli\u011finde s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p gitti.<\/p>\n
Sabah kocam\u0131n m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla uyand\u0131m. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bir bana, bir kendi \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bak\u0131yordu. Elleri bacak aramda kurumu\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sperm kal\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131nda, ok\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHayat\u0131m, ne ara sevi\u015ftik biz b\u00f6yle?\u201d dedi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHat\u0131rlam\u0131yor musun? Cafer abiler gittikten sonra yata\u011fa girdik ya\u2026 Bir g\u00fczel becerdin beni\u2026 Baksana her yan\u0131m d\u00f6l oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130yi de, b\u00f6yle \u00e7\u0131plak m\u0131 yatt\u0131k biz? Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle yapmazd\u0131k. Du\u015fumuzu, abdesimizi al\u0131r \u00f6yle yatard\u0131k.\u201d Uzan\u0131p \u00f6pt\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok sarho\u015ftun, ondan hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorsun herhalde\u2026\u201d dedim. Eliyle memelerimdeki morluklar\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi,<\/p>\n
\u201cBunlar\u0131 ben mi yapt\u0131m?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015ea\u015fk\u0131n, kim yapacak ba\u015fka\u2026? Gece rak\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ektin, kaplan gibi sald\u0131rd\u0131n bana\u2026 Her yerimi morartt\u0131n baksana\u2026\u201d diyerek bacaklar\u0131mdaki morluklar\u0131, boynumdaki \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6sterdim. Biricik kar\u0131s\u0131na hayvan gibi sald\u0131ran en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Cafer\u2019di oysa\u2026 Eme eme, \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra boynumu \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc hayvan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130ster misin, bir kere daha yapal\u0131m m\u0131?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYok, \u00e7ok yorgunum hissediyorum kendimi\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cCan\u0131m istemiyor, gece yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131z zaten, sen de istemezsin.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cH\u0131\u0131\u2026 Ben de istemem kocac\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. Nevresimi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7ekip daha fazla \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcklerime bakmas\u0131na engel oldum. Hayat\u0131nda yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feydi beni emmek, etimi morartmak, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctmek\u2026<\/p>\n
Sen de istemezsin derken tam da akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7eni s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti asl\u0131nda\u2026 \u0130stemem tabi\u2026 Beni siken koca yarakl\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n varken, senin k\u00fcrdan\u0131 ne yapay\u0131m, istemem\u2026 Kad\u0131n ruhundan anlayan, sevmeyi, sevi\u015fmeyi, seks yapmay\u0131, zevk vermeyi \u00e7ok iyi bilen arkada\u015f\u0131n varken seni ne yapay\u0131m? \u0130stemem.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc uzan\u0131p yatt\u0131m. Gecenin zevkleriyle yorgun bedenimin dinlenmeye ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. Belli olmaz, her an bir pundunu bulup sevi\u015febilirdim, g\u00fc\u00e7 toplamam laz\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kocam sarho\u015f s\u0131zm\u0131\u015fken, yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz o geceden sonra her zaman bir pundunu bulduk. Her f\u0131rsatta sevi\u015ftik, kokla\u015ft\u0131k. Ondan ayr\u0131lmak \u00f6l\u00fcm gibi geliyordu bana\u2026 Her an, her saniye onunla olmak istiyordum. Bir yandan da etrafa kar\u015f\u0131 dikkat etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
Cafer kocamla samimi, can arkada\u015f\u0131 olarak kocam her geldi\u011finde ilgileniyor, kahveye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorlar, i\u00e7ki i\u00e7iyorlar, geziyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n kahvehane, okey oynama hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 bize iyi geliyordu. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti, sabahtan okeye oturan kocam\u0131 ekiyor, bizim eve daml\u0131yordu hemen\u2026 Zaten \u00e7ocuklar okulda, ben evde yaln\u0131z\u0131m, birbirimize dal\u0131yorduk. Pencereden duyulan mahalledeki \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sesleri, kom\u015fular\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fr\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 sevi\u015fiyorduk Cafer\u2019le\u2026<\/p>\n
Duruma g\u00f6re, bazen acele, ayak \u00fcst\u00fc, kap\u0131 arkas\u0131nda ayakta sikiyordu beni, ete\u011fimi kald\u0131r\u0131p\u2026 Bazen vaktimiz olunca yatakta a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tad\u0131yla sevi\u015fiyorduk. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu insan\u0131yd\u0131m o g\u00fcnlerde\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonunda olan oldu\u2026 Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011flen vakti mutfakta ayak \u00fcst\u00fc sevi\u015fiyorduk. Mutfak bankosuna dayam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni, evyenin bataryas\u0131na tutunup g\u00fc\u00e7 almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum\u2026 Ete\u011fimi belime s\u0131vam\u0131\u015f, k\u00fclodumu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015f, fermuar\u0131n\u0131 indirdi\u011fi pantolonundan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 muhte\u015femiyle arkamdan giriyordu.<\/p>\n
Am\u0131m\u0131 geren sikinin verdi\u011fi zevkin yan\u0131nda ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da kremleyip arka deli\u011fime sokmu\u015f, evire \u00e7evire arkamdan da zevk veriyordu bana\u2026 Di\u015flerimin aras\u0131ndan inleye inleye sikiliyordum, o zevke dayanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Dizlerim titriyordu zevkten, tutunmasam d\u00fc\u015febilirdim.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (4), resim \u21162
\n\u201cOh allah\u0131m\u2026 Bu nas\u0131l zevk? Oohhhh\u2026 Cafer\u2026 Caferim\u2026 Bitiriyorsun beni\u2026 Erke\u011fim benim\u2026 A\u015fk\u0131mm\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcme e\u011filmi\u015f, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131mda gezdiriyordu bir yandan\u2026 Her yerime ayr\u0131 dokunuyordu pi\u00e7\u2026 Keman yay\u0131 gibi titretiyordu her yerimi\u2026 Ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6kledi arka deli\u011fime\u2026 K\u0131vrand\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l G\u00fcll\u00fcm? Hangisi daha zevkli? Yarra\u011f\u0131m m\u0131, parma\u011f\u0131m m\u0131? Ohhh\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapan\u0131yo oynad\u0131k\u00e7a yavrum benim\u2026 Zevk al\u0131yosun de\u011fil mi? Hadi s\u00f6yle\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u0131hh\u2026 Yara\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yle zevk veriyo ki a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun beni\u2026 Ama parma\u011f\u0131n da ba\u015fka sanki\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Ok\u015fa can\u0131m\u2026 B\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fa\u2026 Harikas\u0131n\u2026 Erke\u011fim benim\u2026 Immmm\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKad\u0131n\u0131m\u2026 G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fini de al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131cam sikilmeye\u2026 Az kald\u0131. Ohhh\u2026 Bu g\u00fczel g\u00f6t\u00fcne yarra\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sokucam a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Hayalim ger\u00e7ek olucak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDaha de\u011fil kocam\u2026 Daha de\u011fil\u2026 \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck sikin var bi tanem\u2026 Dayanamam\u2026 Y\u0131rtars\u0131n beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Sonra\u2026 Belki\u2026 Hadi, az kald\u0131 erke\u011fim\u2026 Bitir beni\u2026 Hasan gelmeden bitir, bo\u015falt beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDaha gelmez senin kocan\u2026 Kahvede paras\u0131na oynuyorlar \u015fimdi\u2026 Ben buraya gelirken epey kaybetmi\u015fti, tekrar kazanay\u0131m diye ak\u015fama kadar kalkmaz masadan\u2026 Sen zevkine bak G\u00fcll\u00fcm\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOohhh\u2026 Bak\u0131yorum zaten\u2026 Zevkime bak\u0131yorum erke\u011fim\u2026 Ohhh\u2026. \u00c7ok zevk veriyor sikin a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Yarra\u011f\u0131n zevk veriyo\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026 Geliyorumm\u2026 Geliyorum kocammm\u2026 H\u0131zl\u0131\u2026 Daha h\u0131zl\u0131\u2026 Pompala beni Caferimm\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elini uzatm\u0131\u015f, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 kapatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bense \u00f6lmek \u00fczereydim. Sikinin ucunda sara krizi ge\u00e7iriyordum sanki\u2026 K\u00fcrek gibi elleriyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 tutmu\u015f, hoyrat\u00e7a vurduruyordu am\u0131ma\u2026 Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m onun kas\u0131klar\u0131nda eziliyordu. Ben bitmek \u00fczereyken o da bo\u015fald\u0131. Koca sikini sokup \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k\u00e7a menileri i\u00e7imden f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131yor, bacaklar\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7elik kap\u0131da d\u00f6nen anahtar sesini o zaman duydum i\u015fte\u2026 Anahtar\u2026 Evden biri\u2026 Kim? Kocam m\u0131? Zili \u00e7alar o \u00f6k\u00fcz, anahtar \u00e7\u0131karmaz, benim gidip a\u00e7mam\u0131 bekler. Bir yandan refleksle d\u00fczelmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
K\u00fclodum ayak bile\u011fimde, s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kalm\u0131\u015f. E\u011filip k\u00fclodumu toplayay\u0131m derken Cafer\u2019in kazmas\u0131 burnuma \u00e7arpt\u0131. Yar\u0131 sert, yeni bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f ama, hala bilek gibi\u2026 K\u0131zd\u0131m o tela\u015fla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSok \u015funu i\u00e7eriye aptal\u2026 Acele et\u2026 Hadi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bu arada beynim har\u0131l har\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu o anda, bilgisayar gibi\u2026 Sorular, cevaplar, tezler, antitezler\u2026 Ba\u015fka? \u00c7ocuklar? Annem? Ben i\u015fteyken bazen eve gelir, \u00e7ocuklara bakar, yemek yapar. Kim bu?<\/p>\n
\u201cAnneee\u2026\u201d O\u011flum bu\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flum\u2026 On ya\u015f\u0131nda\u2026 Eyvah\u2026 Ayak sesleri mutfa\u011fa yakla\u015f\u0131rken k\u00fclodumu yukar\u0131ya \u00e7ekebildim. Ete\u011fimi indirip d\u00fczeltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Cafer\u2019e elimle yemek masas\u0131n\u0131 i\u015faret ettim, hala kalk\u0131k sikini zaptetmeye, pantolondan i\u00e7eriye sokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cMasan\u0131n arkas\u0131na ge\u00e7 hemen\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u201cSakla \u015funu, masan\u0131n alt\u0131na sakla, g\u00f6rmesin \u00e7ocuk\u2026\u201d Bluzun yakas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken cevap verdim o\u011flana,<\/p>\n
\u201cBurday\u0131m\u2026 Mutfakta\u2026\u201d Belimi mutfak bankosuna dayay\u0131p kap\u0131ya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o\u011flan i\u00e7eriye giriyordu. \u201cBu saatte evde ne i\u015fin var senin o\u011flum? Hayrola?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHasta oldum anne, \u00f6\u011fretmen eve g\u00f6nderdi.\u201d dedi o\u011flum. Bir bana bak\u0131yordu, bir masada oturan Cafer\u2019e\u2026 Yad\u0131rgam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Eve geliyor, evde kom\u015fu da olsa, yabanc\u0131 bir amca\u2026 Bir de annesi\u2026 Baba evde yok\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015f geldin Cafer amca\u2026\u201d derken sesinde bir k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k, bir erkeklik havas\u0131 vard\u0131, hissetmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015fbulduk ye\u011fenim. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun, grip mi oldun sen bakay\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cH\u0131\u2026 Ate\u015fim var, ayakta duram\u0131yorum.\u201d dedi o\u011flan ama y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze bakm\u0131yor. Yan\u0131na gittim, sar\u0131ld\u0131m, \u00e7ocu\u011fun ate\u015fine bakarken Cafer\u2019le bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. O da tela\u015fl\u0131yd\u0131 benim gibi\u2026 Bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemek laz\u0131m. Evdeki erke\u011fi normal g\u00f6stermem laz\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cAy, baya ate\u015fin var senin o\u011flum. Sana \u0131hlamur, nane limon kaynatay\u0131m ben. A, baban da Cafer amcanla pazardan limon falan g\u00f6ndermi\u015f ne g\u00fczel\u2026 Cafer abi, versene o getirdi\u011fin limonlardan, o\u011fluma kaynat\u0131vereyim hemen\u2026\u201d G\u00f6zlerimi devirerek limonun yerini i\u015faret ettim versin diye, elimi sallay\u0131p gitmesi gerekti\u011fini anlatt\u0131m. Limonu verip bir \u015feyler uydurdu, sonra da ka\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ylece atlatt\u0131k. Ama g\u00fcnlerce korku i\u00e7inde, \u00fc\u00e7bu\u00e7uk ata ata ya\u015fad\u0131m. Olur da o\u011flan a\u011fz\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r m\u0131 babas\u0131na? Adam sormaz m\u0131, ne i\u015fi vard\u0131 bu adam\u0131n bizim evde ben yokken? \u00c7ocuk inand\u0131 da, kocam yemez ki bu yalan\u0131\u2026 Bir s\u00fcre g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmedik. Telefon \u00fcst\u00fcne telefon\u2026 Sokakta i\u015faret etmeler, pazarda g\u00f6z devirmeler\u2026 Y\u00fcz vermedim korkudan\u2026 \u00d6d\u00fcm patl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ama ahhh\u2026 \u015eu k\u00f6r nefis yok mu\u2026 \u00d6zledim bana ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zevkleri\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcyorum hasretimden\u2026 Adama y\u00fcz vermiyorum ama, asl\u0131nda ben ondan fazla istiyorum alt\u0131na yatmay\u0131\u2026 Onu i\u00e7ime almay\u0131\u2026 Bana ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n zevklerden tatmay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Aksi gibi sezon bitti\u011finden kocam da pek d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya gitmiyor. \u0130zin vermi\u015fler, evde pinekliyor. Arada beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce az\u0131yor, bamyas\u0131n\u0131 bat\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor \u015f\u00f6yle bir, sonra kahveye\u2026 Orada da Cafer\u2019e tak\u0131l\u0131yor, kankas\u0131na\u2026 B\u0131rakm\u0131yor adam\u0131, hep beraberler\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir yandan korkuyorum, kendimden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, bir yandan da i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e, ka\u00e7\u0131p gelsin, beni bir sikiversin ayak \u00fcst\u00fc, sike doyuruversin diye deli oluyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir sabah kocam kahveye diye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, be\u015f dakika sonra kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Ben de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck o\u011flan\u0131n karn\u0131n\u0131 doyuruyorum, okula yollamak \u00fczereyim. A\u00e7t\u0131m kap\u0131y\u0131, Cafer kar\u015f\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130stemiyorum dedim sana\u2026 Zaten k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evde, git \u015fimdi\u2026 \u201d diyerek kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatmak istedim, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koyup engel oldu. \u0130ki yana bak\u0131n\u0131yordu, biri g\u00f6rmesin diye, ben de ayn\u0131 korku i\u00e7indeyim zaten\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAl beni i\u00e7eriye, kap\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekletme allahs\u0131z kar\u0131\u2026 \u00d6ld\u00fcm ulan sensiz\u2026 Uydur bi \u015feyler \u00e7ocu\u011fa\u2026 Bak, kahvalt\u0131l\u0131k falan ald\u0131m. Yeriz beraber\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00c7aresiz i\u00e7eriye ald\u0131m. \u00c7ocu\u011fa babas\u0131 kahvalt\u0131l\u0131k g\u00f6ndermi\u015f diyerek getirdi\u011fi gevreklerden verdim, sevindi. Cafer de oturdu yan\u0131na, beraber kahvalt\u0131 yapt\u0131lar. G\u00f6z\u00fc hep bende herifin\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcme atlayacak nerdeyse\u2026 Ben oturup kalkt\u0131k\u00e7a her yerime ayr\u0131 bak\u0131yor. Anla\u015f\u0131lan \u00e7ok \u00f6zlemi\u015f beni\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben de yataktan yeni kalkm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Sabahl\u0131k giymeye \u00fc\u015fenmi\u015fim. Ev halimle, \u00fcst\u00fcmde incecik, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir gecelik var. Memelerimin ucuna kadar a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc, f\u0131rf\u0131rl\u0131 ete\u011fi kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131n az alt\u0131nda\u2026 S\u00fctyen yok i\u00e7imde, meme u\u00e7lar\u0131m zaten koyu renk belli oluyor, bir de adam sikecek gibi bakt\u0131k\u00e7a kabarmazlar m\u0131? Tam tecav\u00fczl\u00fck\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (4), resim \u21163
\nHo\u015fuma da gidiyor bakmas\u0131, sanki alt\u0131na yat\u0131r\u0131p sikiyormu\u015f gibi zevk al\u0131yorum her bir yan\u0131ma bakt\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 Daha beter g\u00f6steriyorum inad\u0131na\u2026 \u00c7ay koyuyorum, e\u011filip memelerimi a\u00e7\u0131yorum g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcne\u2026 Buzdolab\u0131ndan peynir, re\u00e7el \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131cam, iyice bir domal\u0131yorum, dantel k\u00fclodumun rengini, i\u00e7indeki yuvarlaklar\u0131 g\u00f6steriyorum. O da ben de k\u0131z\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f durumday\u0131z. Zavall\u0131 o\u011flumun hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyden haberi yok, kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yor ne\u015feyle\u2026<\/p>\n
Neyse, kahvalt\u0131 bitti, o\u011flana okul \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 verip kap\u0131dan u\u011furlad\u0131m. Daha daire kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kapatamadan beni kap\u0131ya yaslad\u0131. Ha\u015fin tav\u0131rlarla sar\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131, dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu. Adeta yiyor beni\u2026Bast\u0131ra bast\u0131ra kap\u0131ya\u2026 Elleri her yan\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yor, memelerimde, ete\u011fimin alt\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak beni\u2026\u201d dedim en sonunda dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 kurtar\u0131p\u2026 Nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. \u201cG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyelim art\u0131k\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar yumurtlayacak, kom\u015fular g\u00f6recek, meydana \u00e7\u0131kacak sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz, rezil olucaz\u2026 B\u0131rak\u2026 \u0130stemiyorum\u2026 Ayr\u0131lal\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elini geceli\u011fimin ete\u011finin alt\u0131na dald\u0131rd\u0131 hi\u00e7 beni dinlemiyordu bile\u2026 Dantel k\u00fclodum incecik zaten, bir hamlede kopar\u0131rcas\u0131na dizlerime indirdi k\u00fclodumu\u2026 Fermuar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f hangi ara, baltas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f, ap\u0131\u015f arama sokuverdi aletini\u2026<\/p>\n
Am\u0131m s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f zevkten, o da beni dinlemiyor ki\u2026 Ben adama \u201cistemiyorum seni, ayr\u0131lal\u0131m\u201d derken, benim kahpe amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m su i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f, gel gir diyor adama\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (4), resim \u21164
\nUzun aletini \u0131slak ap\u0131\u015f aramda keman yay\u0131 gibi s\u00fcrt\u00fcp dururken, e\u011filip memelerime yumuldu. Geceli\u011fin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc iki yana a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, memelerime b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kemiriyordu. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmeye, i\u00e7imde \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7akt\u0131ran meme u\u00e7lar\u0131mdaki dudaklar\u0131ndan kurtulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum ama ne fayda\u2026 Vantuz gibi yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ohhh\u2026 Zaten benim de kurtulmaya niyetim yok ya\u2026 Yine de deniyorum, inlemelerimin aras\u0131nda, meram\u0131m\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum azg\u0131n k\u00f6pe\u011fe\u2026 Benim orospu amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m beni dinlemiyor, belki onun siki dinler, yola gelir, b\u0131rak\u0131r beni\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhhh\u2026 Yapma Cafer\u2026 Yapma\u2026 Ka\u00e7 defa anlatt\u0131m. Yakalan\u0131caz diyorum sana..\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma diyosun ama, amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yle demiyo G\u00fcll\u00fc han\u0131m\u2026 Sular\u0131n ak\u0131yor bacaklar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, haberin yok\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAkar tabi kitaps\u0131z\u2026 Her yerimi m\u0131nc\u0131kl\u0131yorsun. Ne memelerim kald\u0131, ne kukum kald\u0131 ellenmedik\u2026 O sikini hangi kad\u0131na s\u00fcrtsen suyu akar.. Offf\u2026 Yapma dedim\u2026 B\u0131rak\u2026 B\u0131rak\u2026 Aaahhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ah diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m sonunda\u2026 Baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n birini kald\u0131r\u0131p sikini i\u00e7ime sokuvermi\u015fti \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026 Hart diye girmi\u015fti koca yarak\u2026 D\u00fc\u015fmemek i\u00e7in boynuna sar\u0131lmak zorunda kald\u0131m. \u00c7elik kap\u0131ya dayanan s\u0131rt\u0131m buz gibi, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir kor par\u00e7as\u0131\u2026 Sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor durmadan, ac\u0131mas\u0131zca\u2026 Benim g\u00f6zler kaymaya ba\u015flad\u0131 zevkten, her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rakay\u0131m m\u0131 ha? \u0130stemiyor musun? Zevk alm\u0131yor musun? \u00c7\u0131karay\u0131m m\u0131 sikimi? S\u00f6yle\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131yordu kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dibinde\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130s\u2026 \u0130stemiyorum\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026 \u0130stemiyorum i\u015fte\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
M\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131rken boynuna s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m kene gibi\u2026 Ellerimi beline sard\u0131m. Kurtulamaz, sikini \u00e7\u0131karamaz i\u00e7imden\u2026 \u00c7\u0131karmad\u0131 ama, durdu. Aleti i\u00e7imde, hareket etmiyor.<\/p>\n
\u201cSikmicem ulan seni\u2026 Madem istemiyorsun, sikmicem orospu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Aptalla\u015f\u0131p kald\u0131m. O zevkin devam etmesi i\u00e7in \u00f6lebilirim o anda\u2026 Ne demek sikmemek\u2026? Bu kez ben kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 oynatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130zin vermiyor, kap\u0131ya bast\u0131rd\u0131 iyice, milim oynatam\u0131yorum. Kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7imde, \u00f6ylece, hareketsiz\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma\u201d diye omuzunu \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131m. Can\u0131 yand\u0131 ama ald\u0131rmad\u0131. \u201cB\u0131rakma\u2026 L\u00fctfen\u2026 Devam et\u2026 Hadi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYalvar ulan kahpe\u2026 Sikmem i\u00e7in yalvar am\u0131na kodu\u011fumun kahpesi\u2026 Am\u0131na koymam i\u00e7in yalvar\u2026\u201d G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015f akmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, yalvard\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cN\u2019olur\u2026 Devam et\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 Am\u0131ma koy benim\u2026 Erke\u011fim\u2026 Hadi\u2026 Pompala beni\u2026 Hadi a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 L\u00fctfen\u2026 Sikini yedi\u011fim\u2026 \u00d6ld\u00fcr beni zevkten\u2026 Hadi\u2026 Sikk\u2026 Sik ulan, sik beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBana siktirceksin yaln\u0131z\u2026 Kocan olacak pezevenge vermiyeceksin\u2026 Bu amc\u0131\u011fa benden ba\u015fkas\u0131 koymayacak. Bir daha beni yalvartmayacaks\u0131n kap\u0131nda orospu\u2026 Anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam\u2026 Her \u015feye tamam\u2026 S\u00f6z\u2026Hadi diyorum sana\u2026 Devam et\u2026 Sik beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Senden ba\u015fkas\u0131 sikemez art\u0131k beni\u2026 Kocam bile\u2026 Hadi bir tanem\u2026 Yalvartma daha fazla, \u00fczme beni bebe\u011fim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir aya\u011f\u0131m yerde, bir aya\u011f\u0131m havadayd\u0131 o ana kadar\u2026 \u0130ki baca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p kucaklad\u0131 beni, kald\u0131rd\u0131. Boynuna as\u0131l\u0131, \u00e7engeli dibime kadar am\u0131ma girmi\u015f vaziyette, kuca\u011f\u0131nda hoplatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Evin i\u00e7inde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kuca\u011f\u0131nda sike sike yatak odas\u0131na gitti, yata\u011fa yat\u0131r\u0131p sikmeye devam etti bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde duruyor, V \u015feklindeki bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda kendine \u00e7ekip b\u0131rak\u0131yor, o \u015fekilde sikiyordu beni\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcmdeki geceli\u011fi de tutup y\u0131rtarak \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Vurduk\u00e7a memelerim b\u0131ng\u0131l b\u0131ng\u0131l oynuyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, allah\u0131m\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Bu nas\u0131l zevk? \u00d6l\u00fcyorumm anac\u0131mm\u2026 Mmmm\u2026 Ge\u00e7ir erke\u011fim\u2026 Sik beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ba\u011f\u0131rta ba\u011f\u0131rta sikti beni Cafer\u2026 Yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda zevkten \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc dakikalar boyu\u2026 Mahvoldum\u2026 Sonunda i\u00e7ime bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben ikinciyi bitirmi\u015ftim bile\u2026<\/p>\n
Yan yana yatakta yatt\u0131k biraz\u2026 Kendime gelmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Erke\u011fim z\u0131play\u0131p kalkm\u0131\u015f, giyinmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile\u2026 Ben de kalkt\u0131m, sabahl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 giyip kap\u0131ya gittik. Kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 kemirdi, am\u0131m\u0131 avu\u00e7lay\u0131p s\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutma\u201d diyerek son kez hat\u0131rlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce ben kap\u0131dan ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 uzat\u0131p etrafa bak\u0131nd\u0131m, kimseyi g\u00f6remeyince Cafer \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Yar\u0131m aral\u0131k kap\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan tekrar dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc, b\u0131rakt\u0131. Ben kap\u0131dan bakarken o sessizce merdivenlerin ba\u015f\u0131na gelmi\u015fti. Tam o anda kar\u015f\u0131 dairenin kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, M\u00fczeyyen han\u0131m\u2026 Dedikodu kumkumas\u0131 kar\u0131\u2026 Lanet\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n kom\u015fu\u2026\u201d dedi i\u011fneli bir sesle\u2026 Bir bana bakt\u0131, sa\u00e7 ba\u015f da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sabahl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yakas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyorum, memelerin yar\u0131s\u0131, bacaklar meydanda\u2026 Bir merdivenlerde kaybolan Cafer\u2019e bakt\u0131\u2026 Saniyeler i\u00e7inde kaybolan erke\u011fimi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00e7oktan\u2026 So\u011fuk bir sesle,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u201d dedim ben de, kap\u0131y\u0131 surat\u0131na kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Gidip kendimi yata\u011fa att\u0131m. D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kendini g\u00f6sterene kadar, kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcrb\u00fcn\u00fcnden oldu\u011fu gibi seyretmi\u015ftir mutlaka bizi\u2026 Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken, Cafer beni m\u0131nc\u0131klarken\u2026 Off\u2026 Bir par\u00e7a zevk alabilmek, mutlulu\u011fu tadabilmek i\u00e7in hep bunu mu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131m ben? Korkuyla\u2026 \u00dcrkerek\u2026 \u00c7ekinerek\u2026 Yeter art\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131m, Cafer\u2019i arad\u0131m. Durumu anlatt\u0131m ona\u2026 A\u011fl\u0131yordum s\u00fcrekli\u2026 H\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Senin evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, her \u015feyi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr mutlaka\u2026 Herkese anlat\u0131r bu kad\u0131n bizi\u2026 Akl\u0131ma gelen ba\u015f\u0131ma geldi i\u015fte\u2026\u201d Sustum, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131yordum telefonda\u2026 \u201cSensiz yapamam ben Cafer\u2026\u201d dedim sonunda\u2026 \u201cSen olmadan \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm\u2026\u201d Bir an sessizlik oldu\u2026 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu besbelli\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cKa\u00e7al\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi sonunda\u2026 \u201cBir iki par\u00e7a bir \u015fey al yan\u0131na\u2026 Kimli\u011fini al\u2026 Bana gel\u2026 Sikeyim anas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ben de sensiz yapamam\u2026 D\u00fcnya umurumda de\u011fil G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 B\u0131rak gel bana\u2026 Gidelim buralardan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yani?\u201d Gitmek mi? \u00c7ocuklar, benimkiler, onunkiler? Kar\u0131s\u0131? Benim kocam? \u00c7evremiz\u2026 Bu kadar m\u0131 kolayd\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmek? Bu kadar m\u0131 kolayd\u0131 gemileri yakmak? Ne olacak, bu i\u015fin sonu nereye varacak?<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019le sevi\u015fip evden g\u00f6nderirken kom\u015fu kad\u0131na yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o andan sonra hayat cehennem oldu. Cafer\u2019i aray\u0131p anlatt\u0131m durumu, a\u011flad\u0131m h\u00fcng\u00fcr h\u00fcng\u00fcr\u2026 Cafer durdu, durdu,<\/p>\n
\u201cKa\u00e7al\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi sonunda\u2026 \u201cBir iki par\u00e7a bir \u015fey al yan\u0131na\u2026 Kimli\u011fini al\u2026 Bana gel\u2026 Sikeyim anas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ben de sensiz yapamam\u2026 D\u00fcnya umurumda de\u011fil G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 B\u0131rak gel bana\u2026 Gidelim buralardan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fi gibi yapt\u0131k\u2026 Arkam\u0131zda birer e\u015f, iki\u015fer \u00fc\u00e7er \u00e7ocuk b\u0131rakt\u0131k \u00f6ylece\u2026 Arkam\u0131zda kald\u0131 her \u015fey\u2026 \u0130\u015f\u2026 Sorumluluklar\u2026 Benim ruhsuz kocam\u2026 Onun \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc \u015fi\u015fman kar\u0131s\u0131\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n
El ele atlad\u0131k gittik\u2026 \u0130zmir garaj\u0131na, ordan \u0130stanbul otob\u00fcs\u00fc, Bursa\u2019da indik. Tekrar bir minib\u00fcs, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir beldede arabadan indi\u011fimizde ak\u015fam olmu\u015ftu. Belde d\u0131\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck elimizde \u00e7antalarla\u2026 Bir evin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. \u00c7\u0131kan adamla sarma\u015ft\u0131lar. Asker arkada\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Beni de tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 adamla,<\/p>\n
\u201cKar\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cG\u00fcl\u2026 Ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. Sana geldim topra\u011f\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015f gelmi\u015fsin yenge\u2026 Buyrun, ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcne\u2026\u201d dedi adam, i\u00e7eriye girdik. \u0130ki g\u00fcn kald\u0131k orada, sonra iki g\u00f6z bir ev tuttuk, arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi fazlal\u0131k yatak, k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck bir iki e\u015fya\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (5), resim \u21162
\n\u0130lk gece sabaha kadar uyutmad\u0131k birbirimizi\u2026 Bah\u00e7enin ortas\u0131nda bir ev\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra sevi\u015ftik. O yer yata\u011f\u0131 cennet gibi geldi bize\u2026 Sonraki geceler de\u2026 Erke\u011fimin koynunda uyumak\u2026 \u00d6yle g\u00fczel geldi ki bana\u2026 Kimseden korkmadan\u2026 Bizi kar\u0131 koca bilen insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda, kimseden \u00e7ekinmeden el ele, dudak duda\u011fa ya\u015fayabilmek\u2026 Kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ekip istedi\u011fimiz gibi sevi\u015febilmenin, istedi\u011fimizi yapabilmenin verdi\u011fi mutluluk\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir yandan haberler geliyor. Bulamas\u0131nlar diye cep telefonu kullanm\u0131yoruz. Postaneden ar\u0131yorum tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131, haber almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Benimki gitti\u011fimi anlay\u0131nca k\u0131yameti koparm\u0131\u015f \u00f6nce\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar, kom\u015fular birer birer d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fler, bildiklerini anlatm\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n
Kocam sabah evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca hemen ard\u0131ndan eve damlayan arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131, kom\u015fu amcayla yap\u0131lan sabah kahvalt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, o\u011flan\u0131n evde ikimizi yaln\u0131z yakalamas\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcpeg\u00fcnd\u00fcz evimizden \u00e7\u0131kan erke\u011fi, kahvede okey oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ay \u0131smarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u00e7ki i\u00e7ti\u011fi can arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n gidip kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 becerdi\u011fini, hepsini \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m yere gidip \u015fefe anlatm\u0131\u015f her \u015feyi, en ince detay\u0131na kadar, bir g\u00fczel seks hikayesi tad\u0131nda bo\u015fanma dilek\u00e7esi yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Ben onu en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131yla aldatm\u0131\u015f\u0131m da, sevgilimi eve alm\u0131\u015f\u0131m da, ka\u00e7arken evdeki paralar\u0131n hepsini g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm de, o\u011flum \u015fahitmi\u015f, kom\u015fu \u015fahitmi\u015f de\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu arada yana yak\u0131la beni aray\u0131p dururken, her \u00f6n\u00fcne gelene anlat\u0131yormu\u015f nas\u0131l boynuzland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 salak herif\u2026 \u0130ki tane erkek \u00e7ocu\u011fu var aptal\u0131n, gizle baz\u0131 \u015feyleri, kendine sakla biraz\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil mi? O anlat\u0131p durduk\u00e7a annelerinin orospu oldu\u011funu duymayanlar da \u00f6\u011freniyormu\u015f sayesinde\u2026 Beni bulup vuracakm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in yapm\u0131yormu\u015f falan\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sesini duyabilmek i\u00e7in evi arad\u0131m, kaynanam \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 telefona\u2026 Nefret etti\u011fim tek insan\u2026 Evlili\u011fim boyunca bana etmedi\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck kalmayan kad\u0131n\u2026 Beni telefonda yakalay\u0131nca a\u011fz\u0131na geleni s\u00f6yledi. Bana \u00e7ektirdi\u011fi t\u00fcm ac\u0131n\u0131n intikam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m o iki dakikal\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmede\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flum seni han\u0131m yapt\u0131. K\u00f6yden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, apartmanda ya\u015fatt\u0131. Araban\u0131z vard\u0131, paran vard\u0131. Herkes seni merak ediyor, neden bunu bize yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Rahat m\u0131 batt\u0131 sana kaltak, elin be\u015f paral\u0131k pazarc\u0131s\u0131na, \u00e7ulsuzuna ka\u00e7t\u0131n orospu?\u201d demez mi? Kendimi kaybettim,<\/p>\n
\u201cUlan kaynana\u2026\u201d diye a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131verdim. \u201cSen o\u011flunun paras\u0131na bakaca\u011f\u0131na pantolonunu indir de bir bak bakal\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc ka\u00e7 santimmi\u015f? Kocan\u0131n alt\u0131na yat\u0131p o\u011flunu yaparken malzemeden \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z ulan\u2026 Be\u015f santimlik pipisi vard\u0131 da ne diye benimle evlendirdin o\u011flunu, hayat\u0131m\u0131 karartt\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTerbiyesiz\u2026\u201d diye araya girecek oldu, laf\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0131kt\u0131m. Neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131ran kad\u0131na konu\u015fma \u015fans\u0131 vermiyor, makineli t\u00fcfek gibi sayd\u0131r\u0131yor, a\u011fz\u0131ma geleni s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordum. Kendimi kaybetmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u201cHer \u015fey para demek de\u011fil. Kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fatmad\u0131 bana senin o\u011flun, bir g\u00fcler y\u00fcz g\u00f6stermedi. Ne g\u00fcler y\u00fcz g\u00f6sterdi, ne de adam gibi, erkek gibi sikti beni senin k\u0131ymetli o\u011flun\u2026<\/p>\n
Oh, iyi ki yapt\u0131m. \u0130yi ki ka\u00e7t\u0131m. O be\u011fenmedi\u011fin be\u015f paral\u0131k pazarc\u0131n\u0131n sayesinde amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m bayram yapt\u0131. \u00d6k\u00fcz o\u011flunun bamya gibi \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc yerine kol gibi yarak giriyor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Erkek neymi\u015f anlad\u0131m art\u0131k\u2026 Safam olsun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Herhalde morarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r telefonun \u00f6b\u00fcr ucundaki kaynanam\u2026 Surat\u0131na kapat\u0131verdim telefonu\u2026 Orospu ha? Postanedekilerin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131na ald\u0131rmadan, topuklar\u0131m\u0131 vura vura \u00e7ektim gittim. \u0130\u00e7im so\u011fumu\u015ftu biraz\u2026<\/p>\n
Ve bir zaman ge\u00e7tikten sonra\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir yer\u2026 Herkesin tarlas\u0131 tapan\u0131 var, i\u015fyeri yok, bizde meslek yok, i\u015f yok\u2026 \u0130kimiz de bak\u0131n\u0131yoruz, yok yok\u2026 \u0130\u015f olmay\u0131nca para yok.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnler ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e yan\u0131m\u0131za ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z para suyunu \u00e7ekti. Bir ay sonra utana s\u0131k\u0131la paras\u0131n\u0131n bitti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Bilezi\u011fimi verdim, gidip bozdurdu. Onun paras\u0131 bitince bir bilezik daha\u2026 Kocam\u0131n turistlerden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bah\u015fi\u015fler, tin tin saklay\u0131p biriktirdi\u011fi, \u00e7\u0131karken son anda zulas\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f dolarlar, avrolar da arkas\u0131ndan gitti. Bir iki ay da onlarla ge\u00e7indik. Arkada\u015f\u0131 bizden z\u00fc\u011f\u00fcrt, yard\u0131m isteyemedi.<\/p>\n
Neyse\u2026 Kay\u0131nvaldeme \u201cPara her \u015fey de\u011fil kaynana\u201d dedim o \u00f6fkeyle ama, seks de her \u015fey de\u011filmi\u015f asl\u0131nda\u2026 Biz iki ka\u00e7ak sevgili, kald\u0131k ger\u00e7eklerle ba\u015f ba\u015fa\u2026<\/p>\n
A\u00e7l\u0131k sofulu\u011fu bozarm\u0131\u015f, bizim de a\u015fk\u0131 bozdu. Tart\u0131\u015fmalar, i\u011fnelemeler, kavgalar hatta\u2026 Gece yatakta sevi\u015fmeler bitti, s\u0131rt d\u00f6n\u00fcp k\u00fcs yatmalar ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cSiktir git\u201d dedi sonunda bir g\u00fcn\u2026 \u201cParam i\u00e7in mi geldin benimle? \u0130\u015f yok i\u015fte, sen g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun? \u0130\u015f var da ben mi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSenin paran vard\u0131 da, bende para yok muydu? Kolumdaki bileziklerim, evden habersiz ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m dolarlar\u0131m gitti benim de\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cVayy\u2026 \u00d6yle mi olduk \u015fimdi?\u201d dedi. Film koptu. Kap\u0131y\u0131 vurup gitti. Gelmedi.<\/p>\n
Onun yerine asker arkada\u015f\u0131 geldi. Ben kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7ar a\u00e7maz i\u00e7eriye dald\u0131 davetsiz\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer yok mu yenge? Bir ihtiya\u00e7 var m\u0131 diye bakmaya geldim.\u201d dedi. Dedi ama, g\u00f6zleri f\u0131ld\u0131r f\u0131ld\u0131r, \u015feytan gibi bak\u0131yor. Yok dedim, zor g\u00f6nderdim. Ak\u015fam\u0131na kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Cafer diye ko\u015fup a\u00e7t\u0131m, yine o adam\u2026 G\u00f6zleriyle soyuyor beni kap\u0131da\u2026 Yine ayn\u0131 soru,<\/p>\n
\u201cBir ihtiya\u00e7 var m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHayrola, pek s\u0131k gelmezdin sen b\u00f6yle?\u201d dedim. Bocalad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r yani\u2026 Cafer\u2019in yoklu\u011funda\u2026 \u0130htiyac\u0131n vard\u0131r diye\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cafer beni mi deneyip test ediyor? Kendisi yokken ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m diye mi bu adam\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyor nedir? Yoksa bu adama anlatt\u0131 her \u015feyi, bu salak da benden faydalanmay\u0131 m\u0131 kuruyor kendi akl\u0131nca? \u00dcm\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme \u00e7\u00f6kmek mi istiyor? Bilemedim. Adam\u0131 g\u00f6nderdim.<\/p>\n
Kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m \u015fimdi ben? Elimdeki para \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn ancak idare eder beni, sonra a\u00e7\u0131m. Ev sahibi kira isteyecek yak\u0131nda\u2026 Ertesi g\u00fcn oldu, Cafer yine yok. Anla\u015f\u0131lan gelmeyecek art\u0131k\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar burnumda t\u00fct\u00fcyor geldi\u011fimden beri, hasret bir yandan\u2026 A\u011flamaktan g\u00f6zlerim \u015fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Sabah karar\u0131m\u0131 verdim. Telefon a\u00e7t\u0131m. B\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flum \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sesimi duydu\u011funa o kadar sevindi ki\u2026 Ben de \u00f6yle\u2026 A\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kocam ald\u0131 telefonu sonra, a\u011flamam\u0131 duymu\u015f,<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer gelmi\u015f, buralarda dola\u015f\u0131yor G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Sen nerelerdesin? Bir ba\u015f\u0131na ne yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n
Kem k\u00fcm ettim, susup kald\u0131m. Orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu, kahpenin evlad\u0131, beni burda pi\u00e7 gibi b\u0131rak\u0131p kar\u0131s\u0131na gitmi\u015f demek\u2026 Belki de arkada\u015f\u0131na paslad\u0131 beni, siksin diye\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cGel\u2026\u201d dedi kocam\u2026 \u201c\u00c7ocuklar seni \u00e7ok ar\u0131yor\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSen?\u201d dedim. \u201cSen beni kabul edecek misin? K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ettim sana\u2026\u201d Anas\u0131na s\u00f6yledi\u011fim s\u00f6zler geliyordu akl\u0131ma, kol gibi yarak yemelerim falan\u2026 Kad\u0131n o\u011fluna hepsini bir bir s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftir mutlaka\u2026 Ama yine de gel diyor.<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ettin, evet\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201c\u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ettin. Ama\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar da \u00f6zledi. Gel art\u0131k\u2026\u201d Sustu, konu\u015fmad\u0131 bir an\u2026 Sessizlik\u2026 \u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n anas\u0131, benim kar\u0131ms\u0131n\u2026 Bo\u015fama dilek\u00e7esi yazd\u0131rd\u0131m. Elim varmad\u0131, gidip veremedim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum Hasan\u2026 Haberim var. Ama nas\u0131l olur? Herkes biliyor\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBen de \u00f6zledim seni\u2026 Gel art\u0131k G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Ne olduysa oldu. Her \u015feyi ge\u00e7mi\u015fte b\u0131rakal\u0131m, unutal\u0131m. Gel\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan\u2026\u201d dedim. Ezile b\u00fcz\u00fcle\u2026 \u201cYol paras\u0131 g\u00f6ndersene bana biraz\u2026 Ya da sen gel beni al buradan\u2026\u201d Evde ne varsa al\u0131p gitti\u011fimi y\u00fcz\u00fcme vurmad\u0131, bileziklerimi tak\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da sormad\u0131. Biliyordu durumu, anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cYar\u0131n patrondan avans alay\u0131m, postaneden yollar\u0131m sana, merak etme\u2026 Yeter ki gel sen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, kap\u0131da ev sahibi beni bekliyor. Orta ya\u015fl\u0131, iri yar\u0131, k\u00f6r\u00fck \u00e7izme giymi\u015f, kasketli, pala b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131, kirli sakall\u0131 bir adam\u2026 Daha \u00f6nce Cafer muhatap oldu hep, benimle konu\u015fmazd\u0131. Ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya s\u00fczd\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle bir, y\u00fcksek sesle,<\/p>\n
\u201cHan\u0131m, kocan yok mu? \u0130ki ay oldu kiray\u0131 getirmedi.\u201d G\u00f6ren var m\u0131 diye bak\u0131nd\u0131m etrafa, rezil olmaktan b\u0131kt\u0131m art\u0131k,<\/p>\n
\u201cGel, i\u00e7erde konu\u015fal\u0131m.\u201d diyerek i\u00e7eri ald\u0131m adam\u0131\u2026 Belki ac\u0131r, halden anlar diyerek param\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kocam\u0131n beni b\u0131rak\u0131p gitti\u011fini anlatt\u0131m uzun uzun\u2026 Bir yandan bak\u0131yorum, bunun da g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z de\u011fil. Hi\u00e7 ac\u0131yacak g\u00f6z yok adamda\u2026 Durmadan beni s\u00fcz\u00fcyor, g\u00f6z\u00fc diz \u00fcst\u00fc ete\u011fimde, memelerimde, bacaklar\u0131mda dolan\u0131yor hep\u2026 Ete\u011fim de bir k\u0131sa ki\u2026 Ne kadar \u00e7eki\u015ftirsem, adam\u0131n a\u00e7 g\u00f6zlerine ziyafet bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (5), resim \u21163
\n\u201cYar\u0131n memleketten para gelecek. Yar\u0131n onunla \u00f6derim kiran\u0131, merak etme\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cGece ka\u00e7mayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nerden bileyim senin\u2026\u201d dedi kaba kaba\u2026 Elini pantolonun \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. Orman ay\u0131s\u0131\u2026 Nerden i\u00e7eri ald\u0131m bu ay\u0131y\u0131 bilmem ki\u2026 Hay aptal kafam\u2026 Hata \u00fcst\u00fcne hata\u2026 Niyeti bozmu\u015f bu adam\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l inand\u0131ray\u0131m peki? Ne yapmam\u0131 istiyorsun?\u201d dedim. Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, yan\u0131ma geldi. \u00c7izmeler aya\u011f\u0131nda, tok tok ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor. Sedirde oturuyorum, \u00f6n\u00fcmde dikildi.<\/p>\n
\u201cSenden ille de para isteyen yok g\u00fczelim\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cAnla\u015f\u0131r\u0131z\u2026 Sen paras\u0131z evimde kald\u0131n, ben de sende kalay\u0131m bu gece, bir ayl\u0131k kiray\u0131 d\u00fc\u015felim\u2026 \u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma bunu bana\u2026\u201d diye yalvard\u0131m. \u00c7aresizdim. Yan\u0131ma oturup sar\u0131ld\u0131. Yanaklar\u0131m\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Limon kolonyas\u0131 kokuyordu adam\u2026 Haz\u0131rl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lan, tra\u015f olmu\u015f, s\u00fcslenmi\u015f gece i\u00e7in\u2026 \u201cYapma\u2026 Evliyim ben, kocam var\u2026 Yar\u0131n gelecek.\u201d Uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, g\u00fcc\u00fcm yetmedi. Kollar\u0131ndan kurtulamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cBo\u015funa \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nma g\u00fczelim\u2026\u201d diye homurdand\u0131 adam\u2026 \u00c7ekti kuca\u011f\u0131na oturtuverdi beni\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cKocam dedi\u011fin adam dostun senin\u2026 Giderken asker arkada\u015f\u0131na anlatm\u0131\u015f her \u015feyi\u2026 As\u0131l kocan\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p bununla ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015fs\u0131n yarak sevdas\u0131na\u2026 Onda olan bizde de var sultan\u0131m\u2026 Hele b\u0131rak kendini\u2026 Biraz da ben sikivereyim seni g\u00fczelim\u2026 Ne kira isterim senden, ne muhta\u00e7 ederim\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Bal kayma\u011f\u0131m benim\u2026 Yerim seni ben\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (5), resim \u21164
\nG\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Pi\u00e7 Cafer\u2026 Allah bilir bu adama satm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni\u2026 Sat\u0131l\u0131k orospu gibi b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmi\u015fti bu adamlara\u2026 Seviyorum dedi\u011fi kad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Pezevenk\u2026 Kahpe d\u00f6l\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
Yapacak bir \u015feyim, umar\u0131m yoktu. Bu gece bir ayl\u0131k ev kiras\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k bu adam\u0131n alt\u0131na yatacakt\u0131m \u00e7aresiz\u2026 Zaten hay\u0131r desem tecav\u00fcz edecek, adam\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f. Bu kadar da b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye gerek yok diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Alt taraf\u0131 yabanc\u0131 bir erke\u011fin sikini yiyecektim. Sanki bug\u00fcne kadar Cafer\u2019le yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan ne fark\u0131 var ki\u2026 Orospunun tekiydim ben\u2026 Bir an \u00f6nce olsun bitsin bari\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cLanet olsun. Peki, tamam\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cDur yata\u011f\u0131 sereyim de, adam gibi yap bari\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Yer yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 serdim ortaya\u2026 Elbisemi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m yava\u015f yava\u015f d\u00fc\u011fmelerimi a\u00e7arak\u2026 G\u00f6zleri parl\u0131yor, sikini ok\u015faya ok\u015faya soyunmam\u0131 seyrediyordu oturdu\u011fu yerden\u2026 Ben de a\u011f\u0131rdan al\u0131yor, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda striptiz yap\u0131yordum. Elbiseyi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Beyaz kombinezonumu da s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u00fctyen k\u00fclot kald\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7\u0131karay\u0131m m\u0131 bunlar\u0131 da, ister misin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHee\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kar hele\u2026\u201d dedi. S\u00fctyeni \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, memelerim f\u0131rlay\u0131verdi. \u201cOhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledi herif\u2026 \u201cPek de g\u00fczelmi\u015fsin k\u0131z\u2026 Ak\u00e7a pak\u00e7a\u2026 Ma\u015fallah\u2026 \u0130lik gibisin anam avrad\u0131m olsun\u2026\u201d K\u00fclodumun beline parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 tak\u0131p k\u0131v\u0131ra k\u0131v\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken sordum,<\/p>\n
\u201cSenin avrat b\u00f6yle de\u011fil mi? Elin kar\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6z koyuyorsun, sikicem diye tutturuyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNerdee\u2026 Bizim avrad\u0131n memeleri g\u00f6be\u011fine de\u011fiyo, g\u00f6be\u011fi ondan \u00f6nce gidiyo\u2026 Gece lambay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeden alt\u0131ma yatmaz. Senin gibi avrad\u0131m olsun, bi milyar borcum olsun, yavrum benim\u2026 Offf\u2026 \u015eu kaymak gibi amc\u0131\u011fa bak\u2026 Mis gibi\u2026\u201d Orospulu\u011fu ele ald\u0131m ben de iyice\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi sen de soyun bari\u2026 Kar\u015f\u0131dan m\u0131 bakacaks\u0131n hep? Ben de senin sikini g\u00f6reyim bakay\u0131m, nas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f?\u201d<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcnde ne varsa bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da soyunup sedirin \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131. Alt\u0131ndaki i\u00e7li\u011fi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kalkm\u0131\u015f siki ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Yine hat\u0131r\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131r bir aleti vard\u0131 adam\u0131n\u2026. Fena de\u011fildi do\u011frusu\u2026 Yan\u0131na gidip kasketini ba\u015f\u0131na takt\u0131m tekrar\u2026 K\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fc \u00e7izmeleri i\u015faret ettim,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eunlar\u0131 da giysene aya\u011f\u0131na\u2026 \u00d6yle sik beni\u2026\u201d dedim. G\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cFantazi ha? Tamam\u2026\u201d dedi. \u00c7izmelerini giydi tekrar\u2026 Biraz komi\u011fime gitti \u00f6nce, sonra i\u00e7im kabard\u0131. Yan\u0131na gidip sar\u0131ld\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131plak bedenlerimiz birle\u015fti. Siki karn\u0131ma batt\u0131. Pala b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 da boynuma\u2026 \u00d6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck biraz\u2026 Sonra sedire do\u011fru ittim adam\u0131, oturdu. Ba\u015f\u0131nda kasket, aya\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fc \u00e7izme, kas\u0131klar\u0131nda sertle\u015fmi\u015f siki\u2026 Fazla uzun de\u011fil ama, kal\u0131n\u2026 De\u011fi\u015fik\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na girdim. Kal\u0131n aleti elime al\u0131p \u015f\u00f6yle bir ok\u015fad\u0131m. Ta\u015faklar\u0131yla tartar gibi yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130yiymi\u015f\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cKal\u0131n kal\u0131n\u2026 Tam bana g\u00f6re\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130yidir\u2026\u201d dedi o da\u2026 \u201cKar\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131r bu, can yakar\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBakal\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fccez\u2026\u201d dedim, e\u011filip yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m sikini\u2026 \u0130nledi. \u201cSenin kar\u0131 bunu yapm\u0131yordur sana\u2026\u201d dedim yalarken\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNerdee?\u201d dedi inleyerek\u2026 \u201cKar\u015f\u0131dan g\u00f6rse abdes almaya ko\u015far. B\u0131rak eline almay\u0131, yalamay\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130yice yalad\u0131m, parlatt\u0131m sikini\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine al\u0131p emdim, inlettim. Sonra kalkt\u0131m, kuca\u011f\u0131na oturdum s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp\u2026 Dizlerine tutunarak kal\u00e7alar\u0131mla ok\u015fad\u0131m aletini biraz\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girdi sokmadan\u2026 D\u00f6nd\u00fcm, boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131m, kuca\u011f\u0131na t\u0131rmand\u0131m. Memelerimi a\u011fz\u0131na verip emdirdim u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Bu arada sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Hakkaten kal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cBaya kal\u0131n\u2026 Zor giriyor i\u00e7ime\u2026\u201d Yamyam gibi sald\u0131r\u0131yordu memelerime\u2026 \u201cYapma\u2026\u201d diye tersledim. \u201cSak\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcteyim deme\u2026 As\u0131l kocama gidicem yar\u0131n\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcr\u00fck g\u00f6rmesin bir yerimde\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cevap yerine homurdand\u0131 ay\u0131\u2026 Pala b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 gerdan\u0131ma s\u00fcrte s\u00fcrte memelerimin u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 emdi vantuz gibi\u2026 Zevk almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bu arada gazoz \u015fi\u015fesi gibi kal\u0131n aleti i\u00e7ime almay\u0131 ba\u015farabilmi\u015ftim. Oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Senin de amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n darac\u0131km\u0131\u015f be g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczelmi\u015f\u2026 Oh orospum\u2026 Ne de g\u00fczel siki\u015fiyosun\u2026 Ahhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet, g\u00fczel siki\u015firim ben\u2026\u201d dedim oturup kalkarken\u2026 Sular\u0131m s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu kal\u0131n yarak am\u0131ma girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 \u201cHem zevk al\u0131r\u0131m, hem zevk veririm. Ya\u015famaya geldik d\u00fcnyaya\u2026 Zevkler tatmaya\u2026 Hadi, yata\u011fa gel, sen sik beni biraz da\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kuca\u011f\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p yer d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fine yatt\u0131m s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p bekledim. Tepeme dikildi, elindeki \u0131slak sikini ok\u015faya ok\u015faya bana bakt\u0131. Kasketiyle, \u00e7izmeleriyle ho\u015fuma gitti. Ellerimi uzatt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cGel\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cSik beni\u2026 \u00c7izmelerinle sik\u2026\u201d Hemen geldi, tekrar girdi i\u00e7ime\u2026 Pompalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Beline bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 sard\u0131m. Boynuna kollar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131ndaki kasketi f\u0131yd\u0131rt\u0131p att\u0131m, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Pala b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131 izin verdik\u00e7e tabi\u2026 Fazla dayanamad\u0131 a\u011fa, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda kas\u0131ld\u0131, bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bitince yan\u0131ma uzand\u0131, kendine gelmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir zaman\u2026 Ben bo\u015falmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Biraz izin verdim dinlenmesi i\u00e7in\u2026 Sonra e\u011filip p\u00f6rs\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f sikiyle u\u011fra\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde canland\u0131 y\u0131lan\u0131\u2026 Ta\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015faya ok\u015faya iyice sertle\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n
Sonra da kuca\u011f\u0131na t\u0131rmand\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imden akan d\u00f6ller kas\u0131klar\u0131na s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Ald\u0131rmadan sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturdum. D\u00f6llerin kayganl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sikinin girmesini kolayla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Sonunda kal\u0131n aletin tamam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m i\u00e7ime, oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Belki yirmi dakika u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026 Onun da gelmesini bekliyordum. O kas\u0131l\u0131rken ben de kendimi koyverdim art\u0131k\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra orgazm\u0131n kollar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m kendimi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130ster misin bir daha?\u201d dedim yan\u0131nda yatarken\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYok, sa\u011fol, yetti bu kadar\u0131\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cOrospulara da \u00e7ok gittim bu ya\u015fa kadar ama, senin gibi siki\u015fenine rastlamad\u0131m. \u00c7ok g\u00fczeldi. \u0130liklerimi s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131n valla\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6de\u015ftik mi \u015fimdi a\u011fam? Kira borcu bitti mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBitti lan kahpem, bitti\u2026 Kira borcu laf m\u0131, sana ev feda olsun yavrum. \u0130stedi\u011fin kadar otur.\u201d Pala b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrte s\u00fcrte somurdu dudaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Sonra da kalkt\u0131, giyindi, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gitti.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (5), resim \u21165
\nTavandaki \u00e7\u0131plak ampul\u00fcn \u00e7i\u011f sar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda yatakta uzanm\u0131\u015f yatt\u0131m bir zaman, \u00f6ylece, yorgun arg\u0131n\u2026 Du\u015fa gittim kalk\u0131p, banyo yapt\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131k\u0131p sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 kuruluyordum ba\u015f havlusuyla, pencereye vuruldu.<\/p>\n
\u201cAyyy\u2026\u201d diye bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k att\u0131m korkuyla, ba\u015f havlusuyla \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ne kadar \u00f6rtebilirsem\u2026 Kas\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtsem memelerim a\u00e7\u0131kta kal\u0131yor, onlar\u0131 \u00f6rtsem \u00fc\u00e7genim meydana \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019in asker arkada\u015f\u0131 pencerede\u2026 S\u0131r\u0131tarak bak\u0131yor. \u00c7ekildi sonra, kap\u0131 vuruldu bu kez\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cGit ba\u015f\u0131mdan\u2026\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m h\u0131rsla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u00e7 \u015fu kap\u0131y\u0131\u2026\u201d diye seslendi. \u201cYoksa k\u0131rar girerim i\u00e7eriye\u2026 Bir saattir penceredeyim, sizi seyrettim. A\u00e7 kap\u0131y\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00c7aresiz dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m, gidip kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7eriye girip kapatt\u0131 hemen\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131 sulanarak bana bak\u0131yordu, \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026 Islak sa\u00e7lar\u0131mla, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bedenimle nas\u0131l i\u015ftah a\u00e7\u0131c\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsam g\u00f6z\u00fcne\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yani?\u201d dedim. \u201cSen de mi istiyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet\u2026 Ben de istiyorum. Seni pencereden dikizledim bir saattir, nas\u0131l siki\u015fti\u011fini seyrettim. Ta\u015faklar\u0131m \u015fi\u015fti. Patlamak \u00fczereyim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHani asker arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131? Yenge yenge demeler? \u0130nsan arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131na sarkar m\u0131?\u201d diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sanki aylar boyu kocas\u0131n\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131yla siki\u015fen ben de\u011filmi\u015fim gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBirincisi siz kar\u0131 koca de\u011filsiniz. \u0130kincisi seni defterden sildi art\u0131k o\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Durdu, beni seyrediyordu hayran hayran\u2026 \u00d6n\u00fcndeki kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131 bast\u0131rmak ister gibi\u2026 G\u00fczellik, seksilik ba\u015fa bela anas\u0131n\u0131 satay\u0131m. Beni g\u00f6ren her erke\u011fin siki kalk\u0131yor i\u015fte, akl\u0131na sikmekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey gelmiyor. Be\u011fenilmek, istenmek de g\u00fczel asl\u0131nda ama\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEee? \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc?\u201d Yan\u0131ma geldi, elimdeki minicik ba\u015f havlusunu al\u0131p f\u0131rlatt\u0131. Ellerimden tutup \u015f\u00f6yle bir \u00e7\u0131plakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 seyretti\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc\u2026 \u00d6yle g\u00fczel kar\u0131s\u0131n ki\u2026 \u00d6yle siki\u015fkensin ki\u2026 Siki\u015fmene de gerek yok. \u00d6n\u00fcmde y\u00fcr\u00fcsen yeter\u2026 Her yerin ayr\u0131 oynuyo senin\u2026 B\u0131ng\u0131l b\u0131ng\u0131l kal\u00e7alar\u0131nla, koca memelerinle adam\u0131 bitirirsin yavrum\u2026\u201d G\u00fcld\u00fcm ister istemez,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m can\u0131m? Allah b\u00f6yle yaratm\u0131\u015f i\u015fte\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYaratm\u0131\u015f evet\u2026 Tam yaratm\u0131\u015f\u2026 G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Hani sen arkada\u015f kar\u0131s\u0131 diyosun ya\u2026 Ulan de\u011fil arkada\u015f kar\u0131s\u0131, bac\u0131m olsan sikerim seni\u2026 O derece\u2026 Hastay\u0131m sana\u2026 Cafer ilk getirdi\u011fi g\u00fcnden beri hastay\u0131m k\u0131z kahpe\u2026 Bi kere sikmeden b\u0131rakmam seni, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm senin i\u00e7in\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
G\u00fcld\u00fcm. Yan\u0131na gidip sar\u0131ld\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131r\u00e7\u0131plak bedenimle onun kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na girdim. Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u00fckselip dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6lmene gerek yok\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cMadem \u00e7ok istiyorsun\u2026 Geldi\u011fimizden beri o kadar iyilik ettin bize\u2026 Bari borcumu b\u00f6yle \u00f6deyeyim sana\u2026 Her ne kadar sen arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n emanetine ihanet etsen de\u2026 Soyun hadi\u2026 Sen de sik beni\u2026 Asker arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kapatmas\u0131n\u0131 sen de sik\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Yata\u011fa uzan\u0131p o gecenin ikinci sikicisini bekledim bacaklar\u0131m ayr\u0131k\u2026 Soyunup geldi. Bunun da ince, fakat uzun bir siki vard\u0131. Am\u0131m\u0131 yalay\u0131p ate\u015flendirdi bir s\u00fcre, sonra da o uzun inceyi am\u0131ma soktu. Gidip gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ah orospu G\u00fcll\u00fc ah\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ine yarak girdi mi, kimin diye bakm\u0131yordu hi\u00e7\u2026 Ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 bu demiyordu. Yine \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f, sulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ya\u011f gibi kay\u0131yordu i\u00e7imde\u2026 Diplerimi diplerimi ok\u015fuyordu uzun sikinin ba\u015f\u0131\u2026 \u0130nledim zevkle,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 G\u00fczell\u2026\u201d Kal\u00e7alar\u0131ndan tutup kendime \u00e7ekiyordum. \u0130nip kalk\u0131yordu kal\u00e7alar\u0131. Sertti. Kasl\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcmdeki \u00fc\u00e7gen v\u00fccuduyla, pazular\u0131yla g\u00f6z dolduruyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015funa gitti mi?\u201d diye sordu. \u201cG\u00fczel sikiyor muyum?\u201d Boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet can\u0131m\u2026 G\u00fczel sikiyorsun\u2026 Arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n siki hayvan gibiydi. Can\u0131m yan\u0131yordu her seferinde\u2026 Senin sikin ba\u015fka\u2026 Zevk veriyor, sadece zevk\u2026 Ooohhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201c\u00c7ok kar\u0131 siktik beraber askerdeyken\u2026 \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131 iznine \u00e7\u0131kar, kar\u0131 k\u0131z tavlard\u0131k. O \u00f6nden girerdi, ben arkadan\u2026 Onun kal\u0131n alet \u00f6n taraf\u0131 doldurur, benim ince yarak kad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u00f6te daha rahat girerdi. Kad\u0131nlar\u0131 zevkten \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck ikimiz beraber\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBak sen yaramazlara\u2026\u201d dedim. Akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc sonra, \u201cBenim arkam hala k\u0131z o\u011flan k\u0131z, biliyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGer\u00e7ekten mi? Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6tten yemedin mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r, ay\u0131p dedim, g\u00fcnah dedim, sikin kal\u0131n dedim, yemedim hi\u00e7\u2026 Sen madem ustas\u0131n, hallet \u015funu\u2026 Ben de tad\u0131n\u0131 alay\u0131m\u201d \u0130\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cDomal can\u0131m, seni g\u00f6t\u00fcnden de sikeyim\u2026\u201d Talimat\u0131n\u0131 yerine getirirken,<\/p>\n
\u201cTerbiyesiz\u201d diyerek g\u00fcld\u00fcm ars\u0131z bir orospu gibi\u2026 \u201cNazik ol biraz\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Usta i\u015fini yapt\u0131. G\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn deli\u011fini yalad\u0131, kremledi, t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fckledi, al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 iyice, sonra da k\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bozdu. \u0130nce uzun alet cop gibi arkama girerken can\u0131m yand\u0131 yine de\u2026 Eee, ilk defa arkamdan al\u0131yordum. Ho\u015fuma gitti. Elleriyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, yava\u015f yava\u015f giriyor, yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu\u2026 Sikini bir bilezik gibi saran b\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden zevk al\u0131yordum. Girmesi de, \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131 da uzun s\u00fcr\u00fcyor, o uzun temas\u0131n verdi\u011fi zevk inletiyordu beni\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSen de amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 parmakla bir yandan\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cB\u0131z\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fa\u2026 Daha \u00e7ok zevk al\u0131rs\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
Do\u011fruymu\u015f. \u00d6n\u00fcmden arkamdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zevk bitirdi beni\u2026 Kas\u0131lmalar ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben kas\u0131l\u0131rken sikini sa\u011fmalar\u0131ma dayanamad\u0131, o h\u0131zland\u0131, d\u00f6llerini i\u00e7ime p\u00fcsk\u00fcrtt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Sabaha kadar sikti beni asker arkada\u015f\u0131\u2026 Alacakaranl\u0131kta kap\u0131dan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken horozlar \u00f6tmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bense yatakta serilip kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yorgunluktan, uykusuzluktan\u2026 Sikilmi\u015f, bitmi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Orospuydum ben\u2026 Kocam beni bu halimle, en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131yla boynuzlay\u0131p ka\u00e7an kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yine de kabul etmi\u015fti. Ba\u015fka erkek olsa b\u0131rak kabul etmeyi, \u00e7ekip vururdu. Bense, onun bu iyili\u011finin \u00fcst\u00fcne bir gecede iki erkekle sevi\u015fmi\u015ftim. \u0130ki de\u011fi\u015fik yarak yemi\u015ftim bir gecede\u2026<\/p>\n
Neyse diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde\u2026 Bunlar da bir hat\u0131ra kal\u0131r bana\u2026 Kocam bamyas\u0131yla beni sikerken bu geceyi anar\u0131m ilerde\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019in kal\u0131n siki, ev sahibinin \u00e7izmeleri, asker arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n copu\u2026 Kendimi avuturum bu an\u0131larla, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zevklerle\u2026 Uzun, yaln\u0131z gecelerimde mast\u00fcrbasyon yaparken, hayal kurarken\u2026 Nas\u0131l dibime kadar sikildi\u011fimi hat\u0131rlar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n bamyas\u0131\u2026? Offf\u2026 Neler bekliyor beni acaba?<\/p>\n
Bir gecede iki erkekle sevi\u015fmenin yorgunlu\u011fuyla saatlerce uyumu\u015fum. G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda vakit \u00f6\u011fleni ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Cep telefonu \u0131srarla \u00e7al\u0131p durmasa belki daha da uyuyacakt\u0131m. Uyku mahmurlu\u011fuyla elimi uzat\u0131p telefonu ald\u0131m, ekrana bakt\u0131m, kocam ar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cPTT havalesi g\u00f6nderdim, gidip al. \u00c7ocuklar seni bekliyor, ufakl\u0131k her g\u00fcn anne diye a\u011fl\u0131yor…\u201d dedi. K\u0131sa… So\u011fuk… K\u00fcsk\u00fcn… K\u0131rg\u0131n… Kapatt\u0131 telefonu… \u00d6ylece bakt\u0131m, kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ne yapmal\u0131yd\u0131m? Gitsem mi? Ba\u015fka se\u00e7ene\u011fim yok ki… Gitmem \u015fart… Ekonomik durumum felaket… B\u00f6yle giderse ya\u015fayabilmek ad\u0131na, zevk i\u00e7in de\u011fil, para kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 seks yapan profesyonel orospu olaca\u011f\u0131m buralarda…<\/p>\n
Di\u011fer yandan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n \u00f6zlemi bitiriyor beni, i\u00e7imi kemiriyor… Peki gidince ne olacak? Neler ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m? Ba\u015f\u0131ma neler gelecek? Kocama g\u00fcvenebilir miyim? Beni nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131layacak?<\/p>\n
Sorular… Sorular… Cevaps\u0131z sorular… Sonunda karar\u0131m\u0131 verdim. Kalk\u0131p haz\u0131rland\u0131m. \u0130ki par\u00e7a \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7antaya koyup kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131rken son bir kez bakt\u0131m. Evime… Bir pu\u015ftun kapatmas\u0131 olarak ka\u00e7 ay ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim iki g\u00f6z eve… K\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck toplama e\u015fyalarla dolu, harap g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcml\u00fc evime…<\/p>\n
Yine de \u00e7ok mutlu anlar\u0131m da olmu\u015ftu bu evde… \u0130lk zamanlar benimle ilgilenen, sevi\u015fen ger\u00e7ek bir erkekle ge\u00e7irilen geceler, g\u00fcnd\u00fczler hatta… Ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra sevi\u015fmelerimiz, kendimizi kap\u0131p koyverdi\u011fimiz… O zamana kadar hi\u00e7 tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fik zevkler, bilmedi\u011fim seks oyunlar\u0131, yeni beceriler…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerim ya\u015fard\u0131, kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. A\u011flaya a\u011flaya postaneye gittim. Gidene kadar sakinle\u015fmi\u015ftim. Kocam\u0131n g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi havaleyi \u00e7ekip garaj\u0131n yolunu tuttum. \u0130lk otob\u00fcse atlay\u0131p \u0130zmir\u2019e, evime gitmek \u00fczere yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcm yol boyunca endi\u015feler, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler beynimi kemirip durdu. Beni bekliyorlar m\u0131yd\u0131? Ailem, kom\u015fular, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m, kocam\u0131n ailesi… Olanlardan sonra beni nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131layacaklard\u0131 acaba? Y\u00fczlerine nas\u0131l bakaca\u011f\u0131m? Ne diyece\u011fim onlara, ne anlataca\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam saati kasaban\u0131n garaj\u0131nda mola veren otob\u00fcsten indi\u011fimde kocam kar\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131mda dikilmi\u015f, bana bak\u0131yordu. Elimdeki \u00e7antayla kalakald\u0131m. Aram\u0131zda geni\u015f cadde, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar s\u00fcrd\u00fc bak\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z, bilmiyorum. Sonra yava\u015f yava\u015f yolu ge\u00e7ip yan\u0131ma geldi Hasan… \u0130fadesiz bir y\u00fczle bana bak\u0131yordu. K\u0131p\u0131rdamadan, donuk y\u00fcz\u00fcyle… Elini uzatt\u0131, ho\u015fgeldin diyecek zannettim, tokala\u015facak diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. O telefondaki so\u011fuk, uzak sesiyle,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7antan\u0131 alay\u0131m, \u00e7ocuklar evde, seni bekliyorlar…\u201d dedi. O beklemiyormu\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar bekliyormu\u015f. \u00c7antay\u0131 verdim, yan yana, iki yabanc\u0131 gibi y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck eve giden yolda… G\u00f6z\u00fcmde g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6zl\u00fckleri, ba\u015f\u0131m yere e\u011fik, yar\u0131m ad\u0131m gerisinde, takip ettim kocam\u0131… Konu\u015fmad\u0131k hi\u00e7… Eve geldik.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131mla hasret giderdim a\u011flaya a\u011flaya… \u00d6yle \u00f6zlemi\u015fim ki onlar\u0131… \u00d6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, kokla\u015ft\u0131k… Uyku saatleri geldi, gidip yat\u0131rd\u0131m onlar\u0131, \u00f6pe \u00f6pe, koklaya koklaya…<\/p>\n
Salona d\u00f6nd\u00fcm sonra… Hasan koltukta oturmu\u015f, \u00f6ylece bak\u0131yordu bana… Hi\u00e7 sesini \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yordu. Bana da kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki koltu\u011fa oturmak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, sessizce gidip oturdum.<\/p>\n
Dakikalarca oturduk. Bir kelime s\u00f6ylemeden… Yere bakarak…<\/p>\n
\u201cKonu\u015fsana Hasan…\u201d dedim sonunda…<\/p>\n
\u201cNe konu\u015fay\u0131m G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKonu\u015f i\u015fte… Bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yle… Ba\u011f\u0131r, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r… K\u00fcf\u00fcr et, orospu de, fahi\u015fe de… Konu\u015f… \u0130\u00e7indekini d\u00f6k bana, ben de bileyim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapamam, sana \u00f6ylece orospu diyemem ben…\u201d Sesi \u00fczg\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. \u201c\u00c7ok \u00fczd\u00fcn beni, kahrettin, mahvettin. Ama yine de kem s\u00f6z diyemem sana… Dilim varmaz. \u00c7ocuklar var, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKe\u015fke \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 daha \u00f6nce d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnseydin be Hasan… \u015eimdi dilin varm\u0131yor ama… Ben gittikten sonra herkese anlatm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n neler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, en incesine kadar… Herkes \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f benim orospu oldu\u011fumu… Bilmeyen kalmam\u0131\u015f…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe bileyim G\u00fcll\u00fc… Anlatt\u0131m evet… Yaram s\u0131cakt\u0131 daha, ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim. Affet beni… Bo\u015fanma dilek\u00e7esi yazd\u0131rd\u0131m, elim var\u0131p dava a\u00e7amad\u0131m. Hep bi \u00fcmidim vard\u0131 d\u00f6nersin diye… D\u00f6nd\u00fcn i\u015fte sonunda…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSen de beni affet Hasan… \u00c7ocuklar i\u00e7in de\u011fil, kendin i\u00e7in affet… Sana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey i\u00e7in, seni \u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in affet…\u201d Elini sallad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cBiraz zaman ver bana G\u00fcll\u00fc… Zaman her \u015feyin ilac\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, biraz zaman ver. Yaram biraz so\u011fusun. Ac\u0131m azals\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
Beni yatak odas\u0131na g\u00f6nderdi sonra, tek ba\u015f\u0131ma… Kendi salonda yatt\u0131. Gecenin sessizli\u011finde birbirimizi dinledik. Uykuya dald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soluk al\u0131\u015fveri\u015flerinden anlayabiliyordum. Bir ka\u00e7 saat uyku tutmad\u0131, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm durdum. Neden sonra uyuyup kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21162
\nEvden \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131m bir zaman… Hasan i\u015fine gitti geldi, \u00e7ocuklar okula… Ben evde pinekleyip durdum. Benimkiler geldi bir hafta sonra, geldi\u011fimi \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fler… Anam, k\u0131z karde\u015fim… Ba\u011fr\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u0131\u011fr\u0131\u015f, sar\u0131ld\u0131k, a\u011fla\u015ft\u0131k. \u0130ki hafta oldu geleli, ayn\u0131 monoton hapis ya\u015fam\u0131 devam etti. Bir ak\u015fam \u00fczeri,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi haz\u0131rlan, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m G\u00fcll\u00fc…\u201d dedi kocam. \u201cHava al biraz… Hep evde, hep evde… Zindana girmi\u015f gibisin. Hasta olacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOlur mu Hasan? Etraf… \u00c7\u0131kmak istemiyorum, b\u00f6yle iyiyim ben…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOlur olur… Kocan\u0131m ben, kime ne? Hadi, \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m…\u201d<\/p>\n
Giyinip haz\u0131rland\u0131m, d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Kolunu uzatt\u0131, koluna girdim. Sal\u0131na sal\u0131na dola\u015ft\u0131k kasaban\u0131n i\u00e7inde, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131y\u0131 gezdik. Bizi tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n merakl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 tek t\u00fck, ay\u0131plarcas\u0131na… Umursamad\u0131m. Kocam\u0131n koluna daha bir yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131… Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131, anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elimi ok\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cAld\u0131rma… Pabu\u00e7 b\u0131rakma, dik tut ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131…\u201d dedi sadece…<\/p>\n
D\u00f6nerken Hasan rak\u0131 ald\u0131 bakkaldan, eve gelince meze haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Oturup i\u00e7ti bir ka\u00e7 kadeh… Eskisi gibi sakilik yapt\u0131m, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturdum.<\/p>\n
Son kadehten sonra g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bana dikti. Geldi\u011fim g\u00fcnden beri, bunca zamand\u0131r eli elime de\u011fmemi\u015fti, ayr\u0131 yat\u0131yorduk. Kalk\u0131p masaya, yan\u0131na gittim, bo\u015falan kadehine tekrar rak\u0131, su koydum. Yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda oturuyordu kadehini ayarlarken, \u00e7ok yak\u0131nd\u0131k birbirimize, bir kar\u0131\u015f yoktu mesafe…<\/p>\n
\u00dcrperdim. Belime sar\u0131ls\u0131n, kuca\u011f\u0131na oturtsun istedim i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e… Sevsin, ok\u015fas\u0131n… Yapmad\u0131. Sadece yan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, bana bak\u0131yordu suskun suskun… Yan\u0131ndaki sandalyeyi \u00e7ekip oturmam\u0131 i\u015faret etti, oturdum. Ete\u011fim k\u0131sayd\u0131 her zamanki gibi, \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim ama, bacaklar\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131kta yine…<\/p>\n
\u201cNeden G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d dedi en sonunda…<\/p>\n
Bekledi\u011fim soruyu sordu. Cevab\u0131 iki kelime de\u011fildi ki bu sorunun… Anlatmaya ba\u015flasam roman olur. Sevgisizlikten, ilgisizlikten ba\u015flasam, seks hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131ksam ne fayda… Ba\u015f\u0131m e\u011fikti hala,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe bileyim Hasan? Oldu i\u015fte… Nas\u0131l anlatay\u0131m sana… Sanki damlaya damlaya birikti, patlad\u0131 bir yerde her \u015fey… Bent ta\u015ft\u0131, sel oldu, y\u0131kt\u0131 gitti…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnama anlatm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n bir \u015feyler, telefonda…\u201d Ah… \u015eu kaynanama ayar verdi\u011fim telefon konu\u015fmam\u0131z… Elbet, hesab\u0131n\u0131 vermeliydim s\u00f6ylediklerimin…<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet, konu\u015ftuk i\u015fte kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131, \u00f6fkeyle, k\u0131rd\u0131k birbirimizi…\u201d Kadehinden koca bir yudum \u00e7ekti, Kadehi bana uzatt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7memi istiyordu. Eskisi gibi reddetmedim. Uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadehi elime ald\u0131m, a\u011fz\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp bir koca yudum rak\u0131 da ben i\u00e7tim. Bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131 yakarak inen rak\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yla y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc buru\u015fturdum. Elini uzatt\u0131, sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131,<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21163
\n\u201cTelefonda anama Bamya demi\u015fsin benim sikim i\u00e7in… Ufac\u0131km\u0131\u015f. Caf…\u201d Sustu, ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemekten bile ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131yordu Cafer\u2019in…<\/p>\n
\u201cBeraber gitti\u011fin adam\u0131n siki… Kol gibiymi\u015f? Kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n onun yan\u0131nda…? Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n bayram yapm\u0131\u015f…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00c7aresizce m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan, a\u00e7ma art\u0131k bunlar\u0131… Oldu bitti, ge\u00e7ti gitti…\u201d diyebildim. \u0130\u00e7 ge\u00e7irdi,<\/p>\n
\u201cHi\u00e7 akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor ki G\u00fcll\u00fc…\u201d dedi a\u011flamakl\u0131 bir sesle… \u201cKara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyorum. Hani, bamya diyorsun ya… Ke\u015fke elimde olan bir \u015fey olsa… Tutup uzatamam ki ben bu laneti… Bu, bu kadar i\u015fte… Benim su\u00e7um ne G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d<\/p>\n
Birer yudum rak\u0131 daha i\u00e7tik. Sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan elini tuttum.<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan\u0131m… B\u0131rak art\u0131k…. \u015eu anda yan\u0131mda sen vars\u0131n. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerden elimi tutup sen kald\u0131rd\u0131n. \u00d6b\u00fcr\u00fc, insan zannetti\u011fim, erkek adam zannetti\u011fim, \u00e7ukurun dibine b\u0131rakt\u0131 beni yapayaln\u0131z, tekmeledi.\u201d dedim. \u201cSen olmasan…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l k\u0131yar sana G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d dedi titreyen sesiyle… \u201cBu g\u00fczelli\u011fi nas\u0131l b\u0131rak\u0131r gider insan?\u201d<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan eli boynumdayd\u0131 \u015fimdi… T\u00fcy gibi ok\u015fuyordu. Gerdan\u0131ma indi, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n tersiyle dola\u015ft\u0131 bluzumun dekoltesinde… Ask\u0131l\u0131 bluz vard\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcmde, omuzlar\u0131m\u0131, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu bebek ok\u015far gibi, incitmekten korkarak… Kadehi kald\u0131r\u0131p dipledim. Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan…\u201d diyerek yutkundum. Sandalyede oturdu\u011fu yerde bana do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fc y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcll\u00fc…\u201d dedi k\u0131s\u0131k sesle… Elleri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimde doland\u0131. S\u0131kar gibi yapt\u0131. \u201cOhhh…\u201d<\/p>\n
Zevkle inledim. Belime indi, kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma… Ete\u011fimin \u00fcst\u00fcnden ok\u015faya ok\u015faya dizlerime kadar geldi. Sonra tekrar yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 on parma\u011f\u0131yla iki baca\u011f\u0131mda… Yava\u015f yava\u015f… Ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na girdi parmaklar\u0131… Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7lerini ok\u015fad\u0131. Tekrar,<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan…\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. O da ayn\u0131 tonda,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcl\u00fcm…\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
K\u00fcloduma ula\u015ft\u0131 parmaklar\u0131… Sandalyeden kalk\u0131p \u00f6n\u00fcmde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc aniden… Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fc. S\u0131cak nefesi bacaklar\u0131mdayd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck G\u00fcll\u00fc kocam\u0131n nefesini hissedince an\u0131nda uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, her zamanki gibi \u0131slanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kuca\u011f\u0131mda duran ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m. Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irip \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim konu\u015fmadan…<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcl\u00fcm… Ben sensiz yapamam… Asla… Buras\u0131 senin evin… Gitme bir daha, beni b\u0131rakma… Ne istersen yapar\u0131m. Sen ne istersen yapabilirsin.\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 dolu g\u00f6zlerle bakt\u0131 bana\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcnden akan ya\u015flar bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131slatt\u0131. Koca adam a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe istersen yapabilirsin diyorum sana…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma Hasan…\u201d dedim sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015farken… Bir yandan neden bahsetti\u011fini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Ne istersem yapabilir miyim? \u201cA\u011flama…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6yle G\u00fcll\u00fc… Ne istersen… Valla… K\u00f6pe\u011fin olurum senin… B\u0131rakma beni… S\u00f6v, d\u00f6v, bir hatam olursa… Hatta… Ben… Ben az geliyorsam… Sana yetmiyorsam…\u201d Sustu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131. Merakla bekliyordum. Nereye gidiyordu bu konu\u015fma b\u00f6yle? G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kurulad\u0131, devam etti.<\/p>\n
\u201cNe istiyorsan diyorum G\u00fcll\u00fc… Anla i\u015fte…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yani? Ne demek istiyorsun Hasan?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff… S\u00f6ylemesi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesi kadar kolay de\u011filmi\u015f. Hani bamya diyorsun ya benimki i\u00e7in…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEeee…?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDoymazsan… Benim bamya seni doyuram\u0131yorsa\u2026 Can\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, daha kal\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 isterse… Hani, kol gibi dedi\u011finden… Serbestsin. \u0130stedi\u011fin gibi sevi\u015f, siki\u015f ba\u015fkas\u0131yla… Yeter ki sen mutlu ol. Seks i\u00e7in can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kma. Ama gitme bunun i\u00e7in… Beni b\u0131rakma… Sak\u0131n…\u201d<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21164
\n\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. A\u011fz\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131k bak\u0131yordum kocama… Ne diyece\u011fimi bilemiyordum. Sonunda jeton d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cDelisin sen…\u201d dedim g\u00fclerek… E\u011filip sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Ok\u015fad\u0131m. O da sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan elimi ok\u015fad\u0131. Avucumu \u00e7evirip i\u00e7lerini \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklere bo\u011fdu.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh benim g\u00fczel kar\u0131m… Deliyim. Senin i\u00e7in deliyim ben…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAptal \u015fey… Dedi\u011fini yaparsam k\u0131skanmayacak m\u0131s\u0131n beni? Benim ba\u015fkas\u0131na gitmeme izin mi vereceksin yani?\u201d Hala ellerimi \u00f6p\u00fcyordu s\u00fcrekli…<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm G\u00fcll\u00fc. Bilmiyorum. Belki ilk ba\u015fta burulurum, k\u0131skan\u0131r\u0131m belki de… Ama… Seviyorum seni be kad\u0131n… Anlasana beni… Senden ayr\u0131lamam, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm diyorum sana… Yeter ki sen mutlu ol…\u201d<\/p>\n
Sustu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131yordu. Ne s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini, nas\u0131l s\u00f6yleyece\u011fini tartar gibiydi. Ben de susup konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledim.<\/p>\n
\u201cBa\u015fkas\u0131na gitme meselesine gelince… \u00d6yle de\u011fil de… Senin gitmeni istemiyorum. Bin t\u00fcrl\u00fc tehlike var d\u0131\u015far\u0131da… Bir \u015feyler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim. Sen gitme. Ba\u015fkas\u0131, ba\u015fkalar\u0131 sana gelsin. Buraya, evimize… Ne yapacaksan burada yap. Evimizde sevi\u015f onunla\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21165
\nNerdeyse g\u00f6zlerim ya\u015faracakt\u0131 benim de… Bunca y\u0131ll\u0131k kocam bana olan sevgisini ilk defa bu kadar belli ediyordu. \u0130lk defa beni sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k… Hem de ne sevgi… Beni, sevgili kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir ba\u015fka erkekle payla\u015fmaya raz\u0131 olmu\u015f vaziyette… O derece…<\/p>\n
Hala \u00f6n\u00fcmde diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131ma koymu\u015f vaziyette duruyordu. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m. Kirli sakallar\u0131 bat\u0131yordu bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na… Cafer olsa \u00e7oktan k\u00fclodumu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p diliyle am\u0131m\u0131 yalamaya, emmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki haftad\u0131r \u00f6zlemi\u015ftim o tad\u0131, o zevki… Al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m fena halde… Ya\u015famal\u0131yd\u0131m. \u015eimdi de tatmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup biraz yukar\u0131ya kald\u0131rd\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131… Uysal bir kedi gibi uydu bana…<\/p>\n
Sandalyede do\u011frulup kal\u00e7am\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00fclodun yanlar\u0131n\u0131 tutup a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Ete\u011fimi yukar\u0131ya \u00e7ekip yerime otururken k\u00fclot dizlerimden ayak bileklerime kaym\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile… Sandalyenin iyice ucuna kayarak ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcmde diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, parlayan g\u00f6zlerle bana bakan kocam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tekrar kuca\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7ektim. Y\u00fcz\u00fc, ayr\u0131k bacaklar\u0131m sayesinde kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan…\u201d dedim. \u201c\u00d6p beni…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki…\u201d dedi sadece… \u201cSen ne istersen…\u201d<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k bunu kocamla… Am\u0131m\u0131 yalamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hi\u00e7… \u0130lk kez yap\u0131yordu. Dudaklar\u0131yla \u00f6pt\u00fc d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, kenarlar\u0131ndan… Sol elimi araya sokup am dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 ikiye ay\u0131rd\u0131m, sa\u011f elimle sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tutup kendime \u00e7ektim. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 kendime yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m iyice… S\u0131cak dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n temas\u0131 bitirmi\u015fti beni…<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k kocam\u0131n benim i\u00e7in ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnece\u011fini, ne diyece\u011fini umursayacak halim kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Azg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m tavan yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 iyice… \u0130stedi\u011fi kadar \u201cOrospu neler \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f iki ayda?\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn. Zaten kendisi ba\u015fka erkekle sevi\u015fmeme izin vermedi mi?<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh… Hasan… \u00d6p… Benimle \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr gibi yap… \u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u2026 Dudak duda\u011fa \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f onunla Hasan… Ooohhh… Yala… Am\u0131m\u0131 yala\u2026 Her yerini dille… Yala kocac\u0131m….\u201d<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir… G\u00f6zlerimle yalvard\u0131m adeta… Nas\u0131l istedi\u011fimi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fip dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 sonra da… Emdi, emdi, yalad\u0131, yalad\u0131… Ben bo\u015falana kadar durmad\u0131 hi\u00e7… Dili, dudaklar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 s\u00fcrekli… Kas\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bile b\u0131rakmad\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi…<\/p>\n
\u201cAahhh… Geliyorum… Bitirdin beni Hasan… Ooohhh… Dilin bitirdi beni kocam… Ooohhhh…\u201d diye diye, inleye inleye, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftire \u00e7eki\u015ftire orgazm oldum. Dakikalarca…<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p beni izledi\u011finde bile hala kas\u0131lmalar\u0131m ara ara devam ediyordu. Zevkten bitmi\u015ftim. E\u011filip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kendime \u00e7ektim. Zevk suyumdan \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131 bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdum. Az \u00f6nce am dudaklar\u0131mla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck kocamla… Dilimin ucunu dudaklar\u0131nda gezdirdi\u011fimde bu kez inleme s\u0131ras\u0131 kocamdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cGel…\u201d dedim aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p elinden tuttum. Kocam\u0131 da aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131m, sar\u0131ld\u0131m, tekrar ayakta \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Elimi g\u00f6mle\u011finin d\u00fc\u011fmelerinin aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f ok\u015fuyordum bir yandan… \u00d6p\u00fc\u015fmeye doyunca,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi a\u015fk\u0131m…\u201d dedim dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131p, \u201cYata\u011f\u0131m\u0131za gidelim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda \u00f6yle azm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, orac\u0131kta, ayakta sar\u0131l\u0131p sevi\u015fmek istiyordum sab\u0131rs\u0131zca… Bir an \u00f6nce i\u00e7ime girsin, i\u00e7imde gidip gelsin istiyordum.<\/p>\n
Fakat, biliyordum ki, kocam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcleriyle bunu yapabilmek imkans\u0131z gibi bir \u015feydi. Onun yerine yatak odas\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim. Yata\u011fa kendimizi att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczde ne varsa s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21166
\n\u00dcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131kmaya yeltendi, durdurdum. \u0130lk g\u00fcnden beri yapmaya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi yapmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordum. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girip i\u015fini bitirmesini, benim am\u0131mda kendini tatmin etmesini bekleyemezdim art\u0131k…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden itip s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fcm. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Sonra \u00f6pe \u00f6pe a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara indim, karn\u0131na, kas\u0131klar\u0131na… Dudaklar\u0131mla, dilimle dola\u015ft\u0131m her yerinde… Az sonra bamyas\u0131 ve torbalar\u0131 da ayn\u0131 ilgiden nasiplendiler. Dilimi kocaman uzat\u0131p \u0131slak \u0131slak yalad\u0131m sikini, her yerini…<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 koydu\u011fu yast\u0131ktan hafif kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla, inleyerek beni izliyordu. K\u00f6yden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n neler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak G\u00fcll\u00fc…\u201d diye inledi sonunda… \u201cGelmek \u00fczereyim. B\u0131rak…\u201d<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakmad\u0131m, devam ettim. Bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine att\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 menilerini… Bitene kadar emdim, yalad\u0131m, tertemiz yapt\u0131m sikini… Bo\u015fal\u0131nca daha bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclen, kabu\u011funa \u00e7ekilen aleti bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda kayboldu iyice…<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakt\u0131m, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kocam\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne koyup kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda yatt\u0131m \u00f6ylece… Hasan s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131, her bir yerimi ok\u015fad\u0131. Kedi gibi gerine gerine uykuya dald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (6), resim \u21167
\nSabah erkenden uyand\u0131m. Kocam \u00e7\u0131plak, yan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, uyuyordu hala… Sessizce kalk\u0131p \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Ses \u00e7\u0131karmadan yedirip okullar\u0131na g\u00f6nderdim. Sonra soyunup tekrar yata\u011fa dald\u0131m, kocam\u0131n yan\u0131na… \u00c7\u0131plak v\u00fccuduna sar\u0131l\u0131p uyudum.<\/p>\n
K\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ekmek kokusuna uyand\u0131m bir zaman sonra… Yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck balkon masas\u0131n\u0131 getirmi\u015f, kahvalt\u0131l\u0131klarla donatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kocam… Re\u00e7eller, bal, s\u00fct, \u00e7ay, peynirler, k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ekmek dilimleri, yumurta, salam, sosis, past\u0131rma…<\/p>\n
Mutlulukla, gerinerek do\u011frulup, yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na kayd\u0131m, masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na oturdum. \u00dcst\u00fcme hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey giymeden, Havva ana k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda obur gibi sald\u0131rd\u0131m kahvalt\u0131 masas\u0131na… Hasan da kar\u015f\u0131ma oturmu\u015f, yemekten \u00e7ok beni izler gibiydi. G\u00fcle oynaya kahvalt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yapt\u0131k yatak odas\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
Kahvalt\u0131 bitince banyoya gidip di\u015flerimi f\u0131r\u00e7alad\u0131m, du\u015f al\u0131p geldim. Masa toplanm\u0131\u015f, kocam yata\u011fa girmi\u015f, beni bekliyordu. Elini uzatt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cGel can\u0131m…\u201d dedi. \u201c\u015eu ayr\u0131 ge\u00e7en aylar\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kart bana…\u201d<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnlerce s\u00fcren sessizlikten sonra kocamla ilk sevi\u015fme denemesiydi bu\u2026 Kocam\u0131 aldat\u0131p a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ka\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra pi\u015fman olmu\u015ftum. Beni o halimle kabul etmi\u015fti kocam\u2026 Geriye, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ma, kocama, evime geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. S\u00fckl\u00fcm p\u00fckl\u00fcm, k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn, yorgun, b\u0131kk\u0131n vaziyette\u2026 Ve g\u00fcnler sonra ilk kez sevi\u015fiyorduk kocamla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cGel G\u00fcll\u00fc, ayr\u0131 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnlerin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartal\u0131m\u201d diyen kocam\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken bir kad\u0131n olarak beklentim do\u011fal olarak y\u00fcksekti. Tabi ya, aylarca ayr\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131na gitmedi\u011fine emindim. Beni sevdi\u011fini, \u00f6zledi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Her normal kad\u0131n bu davetten, bu s\u00f6zlerden ne anlayabilir ki\u2026<\/p>\n
Sabaha kadar s\u00fcrecek bir sevi\u015fmenin beklentisiyle girdi\u011fim yatakta, bir iki saati biraz ge\u00e7mi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ki, yine s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatm\u0131\u015f, tavana bakarak i\u00e7imden sab\u0131r \u00e7ekiyordum. Neden mi? Anlatay\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011fa girince \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kokla\u015fmayla ba\u015flad\u0131k. \u0130kimiz de \u00e7\u0131plak, birbirimizin tenini ok\u015fad\u0131k uzun uzun\u2026 Du\u015f yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, parf\u00fcml\u00fc du\u015f jeli kokusu sinmi\u015fti v\u00fccuduna\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131 eskisi gibi i\u011fren\u00e7 sigara kokmuyordu. Ve eskisi gibi karanl\u0131kta, yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda de\u011fildik. Yatakta, birbirimizin her yerini g\u00f6rerek, i\u00e7imize sindirerek sevi\u015fiyorduk.<\/p>\n
Ho\u015fuma gitmeye, i\u00e7im kaynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Baya ilerleme vard\u0131 kocamda\u2026 Sanki ara\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, soru\u015fturmu\u015f, bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f gibi davran\u0131yordu. Acele etmeden, sakin, eski \u00e7apa\u00e7ul sevi\u015fmelerden uzak bir tavr\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dudak duda\u011fa \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck bir s\u00fcre\u2026 Boynuma indi sonra, gerdan\u0131ma, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerime\u2026 U\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 emdi, parmaklar\u0131yla kavray\u0131p ok\u015fad\u0131. Karn\u0131ma indi, yalad\u0131 diliyle\u2026 K\u0131vran\u0131yordum. Sab\u0131rs\u0131zca sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kendime, ap\u0131\u015f arama \u00e7ektim, y\u00f6nlendirdim.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Yala\u2026 Yala Hasan\u2026\u201d diye inledim yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7abildi\u011fim kadar a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Islak dili am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na kayd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (7), resim \u21162
\nSonra ne oldu bilmiyorum. Y\u00fckseldi\u011fim gibi inmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Evet, am\u0131m\u0131 yal\u0131yordu kocam ama, bir \u015feyler eksikti sanki\u2026 Heyecan yoktu adamda, h\u0131rs, zevk yoktu. Bir g\u00f6revi yerine getirir gibi, \u00f6\u011fretilmi\u015f bir robotun hareketleri gibiydi dilinin hareketleri\u2026 Ruhsuz\u2026 Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim,<\/p>\n
\u201cOray\u0131 de\u011fil Hasan\u2026 Yukar\u0131ya\u2026 Biraz daha\u2026 Biraz\u2026\u201d Parmaklar\u0131mla am\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, kabarm\u0131\u015f klitorisimi iyice meydana \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u201cBuras\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Yala\u2026 Yala\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Offf\u2026 Olmuyor bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc\u2026 G\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131m. Cafer\u2019in, o k\u00f6pe\u011fin am\u0131m\u0131 yalamalar\u0131 geldi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne\u2026 Ger\u00e7ekten k\u00f6pek gibi sald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 herif bana\u2026 K\u00f6pek gibi yalard\u0131 am\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Yalamakla kalmaz, emerdi, \u00e7eki\u015ftirirdi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026 Dili, dudaklar\u0131, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131, kaygan kaygan \u00f6ne arkaya girip \u00e7\u0131kan parmaklar\u0131\u2026 Her \u015feyiyle zevk verirdi bana\u2026<\/p>\n
Zevk almaya ba\u015flad\u0131m onu hayal edince\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki kocam de\u011fildi o anda\u2026 Cafer yal\u0131yordu am\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Biraz sonra, beni iyice delirttikten, yalvartt\u0131ktan sonra, am\u0131m\u0131 yalamay\u0131 b\u0131rakacak, o koca sikiyle dalacakt\u0131 bana\u2026 Kan\u0131rta kan\u0131rta sikecekti beni\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Yay gibi k\u0131vrand\u0131m yatakta\u2026 Kendimden ge\u00e7meye, inlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026 Yala\u2026 Yala amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Dilin zevk veriyor Cafer\u2026 Yala amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 Cafer\u2019im\u2026 Ooohhhh\u2026\u201d Erke\u011fin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na as\u0131l\u0131p yukar\u0131ya \u00e7eki\u015ftirdim. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcme y\u00fckselen adam\u0131n alt\u0131nda zevkten y\u0131lan gibi k\u0131vran\u0131yor, yalvar\u0131yordum. \u201cErke\u011fimm\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 Koca sikini ge\u00e7ir bana\u2026 Am\u0131ma koy benim Cafer\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Yarra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sok amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026 Oh, Cafer\u2019im\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sonuna kadar aralanm\u0131\u015f bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na bekledi\u011fim gibi girdi erke\u011fim, sikini soktu\u2026 Ama\u2026 Ama bu bekledi\u011fim de\u011fildi ki\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime giren \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
Deh\u015fet ve korkuyla g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u00dcst\u00fcmdeki erkek kocamd\u0131. Bana, y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131yordu \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n, k\u0131rg\u0131n, kararm\u0131\u015f, \u00fczg\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHa\u2026 Hasan\u2026\u201d diye kekeledim.<\/p>\n
Aman tanr\u0131m\u2026 \u00d6ylesine kendimden ge\u00e7mi\u015fim ki\u2026 Deminden beri kocam\u0131 boynuzlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m adam\u0131n ismiyle, sikicimin ad\u0131yla hitap ediyordum kocama\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer\u2026 Cafer\u2026 diye inleyip duruyordum kocam\u0131n alt\u0131nda\u2026 Sik beni diye yalvar\u0131yordum en adi, en m\u00fcptezel s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle\u2026 B\u00f6yle aptall\u0131k olabilir mi, bir kad\u0131n bu hatay\u0131 yapabilir mi? Direkt bo\u015fama nedeni, hatta cinayet\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcr dilercesine do\u011frulup boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda, dirseklerinden destek alarak \u00fcst\u00fcme y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kocam\u0131n boynuna sar\u0131larak dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklere bo\u011fdum. Alttan y\u00fckselip memelerimi onun g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131r\u0131p s\u00fcrtt\u00fcm. Mini boy siki i\u00e7imdeydi hala ve olabildi\u011fince sertti. Ne kadar sert olabilirse\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan\u2026 Hasan\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim\u2026 Ben\u2026 Zevk ald\u0131m, kendimi kaybettim Hasan\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fcr\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam\u2026 Tamam G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 \u00d6nemli de\u011fil\u2026\u201d dedi dudaklar\u0131mdan f\u0131rsat buldu\u011funda\u2026 \u201cSen zevk almana bak a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Bana ne dedi\u011fin, kimin ismini s\u00f6yledi\u011fin umurumda de\u011fil\u2026 Ben zevk al\u0131yorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026 Sen kendine bak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 inip kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ger\u00e7ekten o da zevk al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cKapat g\u00f6zlerini\u2026 \u0130stiyorsan onu hayal et\u2026 \u00d6b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Seni nas\u0131l becerdi\u011fini\u2026 Onun seni nas\u0131l sikti\u011fini\u2026 Zevk al\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir eliyle g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131, ucunu m\u0131nc\u0131klad\u0131. Zevkle, \u015fehvetle, nazla inledim.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026 Yapmaa\u2026\u201d \u0130nce sikiyle gidip geliyordu i\u00e7imde\u2026 Sert hareketlerle k\u00f6kl\u00fcyor, kas\u0131klar\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131ma vuruyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eimdi zevk al\u0131yor musun?\u201d dedi nefes nefese\u2026 Boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 kollar\u0131m\u2026 Kulak memesini di\u015fledim. Emdim. \u0130nledi.<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet kocam\u2026 Evet\u2026 Zevk al\u0131yorum\u2026 Ohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKocan de\u011filim ben\u2026 S\u00f6yle\u2026 Kim sikiyor seni? Cafer mi? Hadi, deminki gibi Cafer de bana\u2026 Oh, g\u00fczel amc\u0131kl\u0131m benim\u2026 Sultan\u0131m\u2026 S\u00f6yle, \u015fu anda seni siken koca yarakl\u0131 kim?\u201d<\/p>\n
Anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ne istedi\u011fini\u2026 Bundan ekstra zevk al\u0131yordu kocam\u2026 Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sikilmesinden tahrik oluyordu. \u0130nanam\u0131yordum ama ger\u00e7ekti. Benim k\u00f6yl\u00fc, ta\u015fral\u0131 kocam, k\u0131skan\u00e7 kocam, ne zaman bu hale gelmi\u015fti b\u00f6yle?<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer\u2026 Cafer sikiyor beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Ahhh\u2026 Caferr\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Durmadan girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, ac\u0131mas\u0131zca sikiyordu. Pompalay\u0131p duruyordu bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fczel sikiyor mu? \u00c7ok mu g\u00fczel sikiyor seni? \u00c7ok mu zevk veriyor sana? B\u00f6yle mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131, boynumu \u00f6p\u00fcp duruyordu \u00fcst\u00fcmde gidip gelirken\u2026 Emiyordu. Oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyun ho\u015fuma gitmi\u015fti benim de\u2026 Ben de biraz biraz zevk almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Anahtar kelime buydu asl\u0131nda\u2026 Biraz\u2026 Ah\u2026 O vah\u015fi herifin, o Cafer denen orospu \u00e7ocu\u011funun alt\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, koca sikinin bana ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bay\u0131lt\u0131c\u0131, kendimden ge\u00e7irten vah\u015fi, su kat\u0131lmad\u0131k zevkler\u2026 \u015eu anda hissetti\u011fim zevk, o duygular\u0131n yerini tutar m\u0131 hi\u00e7? Bense abartt\u0131k\u00e7a abart\u0131yor, zevk als\u0131n diye k\u00f6p\u00fcrtt\u00fck\u00e7e k\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fcyordum olay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczel sikiyosun Cafer\u2019im\u2026 Ohh\u2026 Sikin zevk veriyor a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKocan b\u00f6yle sikemiyor seni di mi? Hasan zevk vermiyor sana, \u00f6yle mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Hala pompal\u0131yordu. Evlendi\u011fimizden beri ilk kez bu kadar uzun sikiyordu beni\u2026 Adama bir g\u00fc\u00e7 gelmi\u015fti sanki\u2026 Eskiden olsa \u00e7oktan bo\u015falm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 i\u00e7ime\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet Cafer\u2019im\u2026 Kocam\u0131n siki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck\u2026 Zevk vermiyor senin gibi\u2026 Girer \u00e7\u0131kar, bo\u015fal\u0131r hemen, beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmez\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Erke\u011fim\u2026 Ayg\u0131r\u0131m benim\u2026 Senin sikin harika\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel sikiyosun\u2026 Evet\u2026 Evet\u2026 Harikas\u0131n\u2026 Cafer\u2026 Can\u0131m benim\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYavrum benim\u2026 Merak etme sen\u2026 Seni hep sikicem\u2026 Kocan\u0131n eline b\u0131rakm\u0131cam seni\u2026 Oh, \u00e7ok zevk veriyor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Delirtiyor beni\u2026 Hadi s\u00f6yle\u2026 Sikmemi iste benden\u2026 Ad\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yle\u2026 Hadi sevgilim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer\u2026 Cafer\u2026 A\u015fk\u0131mm\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 Ge\u00e7ir am\u0131ma\u2026 Sikini sok bana erke\u011fim\u2026 Aslan\u0131m\u2026 Ohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Dakikalarca bu \u015fekilde girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 am\u0131ma\u2026 \u0130nce siki bekledi\u011fim, \u00f6zledi\u011fim \u015fey olmasa da, girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a klitorisime \u00e7arpan, ezen kas\u0131klar\u0131 zevk duygusu uyand\u0131r\u0131yordu i\u015fte bir \u015fekilde\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonunda beklenen \u015fey oldu. Ben inleyip dururken, Cafer diye seslenerek kocam\u0131 gaza getirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 gitmi\u015f olmal\u0131y\u0131m ki, daha fazla dayanamad\u0131, bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yine her zamanki gibi\u2026 Beni beklemeden\u2026<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p yana devrildi s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc\u2026 K\u00f6r\u00fck gibi, maratondan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibi nefes al\u0131p veriyordu yan\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (7), resim \u21163
\nBense arafatta kalm\u0131\u015f gibiydim. Ne cennet, ne cehennem\u2026 Biraz zevk alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m evet, ama bekledi\u011fim heyecan\u0131, orgazm\u0131 ya\u015fayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00d6ylece, pi\u00e7 gibi kalakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u0131slak amc\u0131\u011f\u0131mla\u2026 Kocam\u0131n d\u00f6llerinin s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissediyordum am dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131m, o da bana bak\u0131yordu tepkimi \u00f6l\u00e7mek ister gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Beynim d\u00f6n\u00fcverdi. O kadar istedi\u011fini yerine getirmi\u015ftim, Cafer diye diye sikilmi\u015ftim alt\u0131nda, netice s\u0131f\u0131r\u2026 Eskisinden fark\u0131m yok, yine ayn\u0131 yerdeyim.<\/p>\n
\u201cBo\u015fald\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d dedim h\u0131n\u00e7la\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 evet anlam\u0131nda sallad\u0131 su\u00e7lu su\u00e7lu\u2026 Arkas\u0131ndan ne gelece\u011fini bekliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cBen bo\u015falmad\u0131m ama\u2026\u201d dedim. Salak salak bak\u0131yordu hala\u2026 \u00d6fkem y\u00fckseliyordu git gide\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cUlan pezevenk\u2026\u201d dedim, durdum.<\/p>\n
Bakt\u0131m, pezevenk laf\u0131na tepkisi yoktu kocam\u0131n, bekliyordu devam\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ben de yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden kalk\u0131p yan\u0131nda, ona do\u011fru diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm, devam ettim. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne, iman tahtas\u0131na elimi koyup sarst\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcnde giysi olsa yakas\u0131na yap\u0131\u015facakt\u0131m pezevengin\u2026 Yoktu, \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131. Bo\u015fald\u0131ktan sonra hemen inmi\u015f, s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f siki i\u00e7ine ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu bile\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cUlan pezevenk\u2026 Ben ba\u015fka erke\u011fin kuca\u011f\u0131na gitmedim. Gitmedim evet\u2026 Beni o yabanc\u0131 erke\u011fin kuca\u011f\u0131na sen ittin.\u201d A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7acak oldu, f\u0131rsat vermeden makine gibi sayd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cPezevenksin i\u015fte\u2026 Sen kar\u0131n\u0131 insan yerine koymad\u0131n. Kar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka erke\u011fin sikine muhta\u00e7 ettin. Hep b\u00f6yle yapt\u0131n. Hep kendini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn. \u0130ki dakkada bo\u015fald\u0131n, g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fcn uyudun. Hi\u00e7 beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedin. Bu kad\u0131n\u0131n da can\u0131 var demedin Hasan\u2026.\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131 yanda beni dinliyordu sessizce\u2026 \u00d6fke f\u0131rt\u0131nam\u0131n ge\u00e7mesini bekliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmiyordum. Bana orgazm\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu, bo\u015falman\u0131n nas\u0131l zevk verdi\u011fini Cafer \u00f6\u011fretti. Bu kadar sene sonra sevi\u015fmeyi elalemin kocas\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti bana\u2026 Sen de\u011fil, o orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu g\u00f6sterdi bana d\u00fcnyay\u0131\u2026 Seks yapmay\u0131, sevi\u015fmeyi\u2026 A\u011f\u0131z kokusu, sigara kokusu, rak\u0131 kokusu olmadan \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmenin zevkini\u2026 Ok\u015fanman\u0131n, \u00f6p\u00fclmenin, yalanman\u0131n, ger\u00e7ekten sikilmenin ne oldu\u011funu\u2026 \u201c<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerim doldu. Ya\u015flar yanaklar\u0131mdan yuvarlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ac\u0131 duyuyordum. \u0130\u00e7im ac\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cSevmi\u015ftim onu\u2026 A\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015ftum. Gidelim dedi, her \u015feyi b\u0131rakt\u0131m onunla gittim. Sonra ne oldu? O da b\u0131rakt\u0131 gitti beni\u2026 Sikti, b\u0131rakt\u0131. Orospu yapt\u0131 beni\u2026. Ondan da, senden de, b\u00fct\u00fcn erkeklerden de nefret ediyorum. Nefret\u2026 Anl\u0131yor musun beni pezevenk herif? Nefret\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
A\u011fl\u0131yordum. H\u00fcng\u00fcr h\u00fcng\u00fcr hem de\u2026 Aylar\u0131n verdi\u011fi birikim, gerginlik, stres bir anda bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hasan kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na alm\u0131\u015f, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kuca\u011f\u0131nda bebek gibi sall\u0131yordu beni\u2026 Yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyor, \u00f6p\u00fcp duruyordu. A\u011flad\u0131m. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m bitene kadar\u2026 Sakinle\u015finceye kadar\u2026 A\u011flad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Sustum sonunda\u2026 S\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m yast\u0131\u011fa yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u0131plak\u2026 Hasan yan\u0131mda, ellerini t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumda gezdiriyor, ok\u015fuyordu beni\u2026 Mendille g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 kurulad\u0131. Burnumu \u00e7ektim. Rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni orospu mu yapt\u0131?\u201d dedi kocam\u2026 O laf\u0131ma tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sadece\u2026 Sanki \u015fimdi de\u011filmi\u015fim gibi\u2026 Orospu olmam i\u00e7in sadece bir adam\u0131n alt\u0131na yatmam, onunla ka\u00e7mam yetmezmi\u015f gibi\u2026 \u015eu anda orospu de\u011fil, kanatl\u0131 melekmi\u015fim gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Merakla bak\u0131yor, sorusunun yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu. \u0130\u015fkillenmi\u015fti. Orospu yapt\u0131 evet\u2026 Kendisi aylarca sikti\u011fi gibi, kiray\u0131 \u00f6demeden b\u0131rak\u0131p gitti\u011fi ev sahibi de sikti, f\u0131rsat\u00e7\u0131 asker arkada\u015f\u0131 da\u2026 Bir orospu gibi davrand\u0131lar bana\u2026 \u0130\u015fin garibi ben de \u00f6yle davrand\u0131m\u2026 Azg\u0131n bir orospu gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Yine de sustum, kocama hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim. S\u0131ras\u0131 vard\u0131 elbet\u2026 Bir g\u00fcn her \u015feyi anlat\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u0131ras\u0131 gelince\u2026 Yeri gelince\u2026 Onun yerine g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fayan elini tuttum, s\u0131kt\u0131m. Yorgun arg\u0131n, f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cBo\u015falt beni Hasan\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cNas\u0131l yaparsan yap, bo\u015falt, rahatlat beni\u2026 \u0130htiyac\u0131m var kocac\u0131m. \u00c7ok ihtiyac\u0131m var bo\u015falmaya\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam can\u0131m. Tamam bebe\u011fim. Merak etme. Rahatlat\u0131r\u0131m seni ben\u2026 Hatta istersen\u2026 Vibrat\u00f6r diye bi\u015feyler var. Yapma yarakm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Zencisi, beyaz\u0131, sahici gibisi, k\u0131pra\u015f\u0131ml\u0131s\u0131, su p\u00fcsk\u00fcrteni bile varm\u0131\u015f. Rehber arkada\u015f s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti bana\u2026 Sikimin boyunu uzatan kaputlar varm\u0131\u015f. Ge\u00e7iriyormu\u015fum sikimin ucuna, boyu uzuyormu\u015f, t\u0131rt\u0131kl\u0131s\u0131, bilmem nelisi\u2026 S\u00f6ylerim ona, onlardan al\u0131r\u0131z internetten\u2026\u201d \u0130stemeden g\u00fcld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
\u201cManyak \u015fey\u2026 Elin adam\u0131na ne diyeceksin? Kar\u0131ma yapma yarak alal\u0131m m\u0131 diyeceksin?\u201d Sakinle\u015fmi\u015ftim iyice, \u015faka yapabiliyordum. O da g\u00fcld\u00fc. Muzip bir tav\u0131rla<\/p>\n
\u201cS\u00f6ylerim, ne var? Hem zaten\u2026\u201d Y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cEee? Hem zaten?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cElin adam\u0131 diyorsun ya\u2026 \u0130\u015fin oras\u0131na bakarsak, elin adam\u0131ndan\u2026 Yapmas\u0131n\u0131 vibrat\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rak, sahicisini ald\u0131n sen kar\u0131c\u0131m\u2026\u201d deyiverdi. \u201cSahici yarak yedin sen\u2026 Elin adam\u0131n\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yedin. Elin adam\u0131 kol gibi yarakla sikti seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Vurgun yemi\u015f gibi kalakald\u0131m. Ne diyeyim, hak etmi\u015ftim bu laf\u0131, sonuna kadar hakl\u0131yd\u0131. Hem de kocam\u0131n zannetti\u011fi gibi bir de\u011fil, iki de\u011fil, \u00fc\u00e7 tane sahici yarak alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kocam bozuldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131, dudaklar\u0131ma \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckler kondurdu.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eaka yapt\u0131m, \u015faka\u2026 Sen kendini sak\u0131n \u00fczme kar\u0131c\u0131m. Seni seviyorum. Her \u015fey yoluna girecek. Merak etme. Sen ne istersen onu yapar\u0131z bebe\u011fim. Bir tanem\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocam elleriyle memelerimi ok\u015fad\u0131, yalad\u0131. Ok\u015faya ok\u015faya bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na girdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ap\u0131\u015f arama yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralad\u0131m rahat etmesi i\u00e7in\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakt\u0131 bana, teredd\u00fct ediyordu,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 \u015eey\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde d\u00f6l var bunun, ak\u0131yor hala\u2026\u201d H\u0131rsla sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tuttum iki elimle, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 am\u0131ma g\u00f6md\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u201cYala amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 pezevenk\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cD\u00f6l de olsa yala\u2026 Senin d\u00f6llerin onlar\u2026 Sen hele dur bakal\u0131m\u2026 B\u00f6yle giderse daha \u00e7ok d\u00f6l yalayacaks\u0131n. Ba\u015fka erkeklerin d\u00f6llerini hem de\u2026 Belki de Cafer\u2019in d\u00f6llerini yuttururum sana\u2026 O orospu \u00e7ocu\u011funun d\u00f6llerini yalars\u0131n ilerde\u2026 Yala hadi\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 da sok i\u00e7ime\u2026 Zevk ver bana, orospu G\u00fcll\u00fcn\u00fcn pezevenk kocas\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sanki Cafer\u2019in ad\u0131n\u0131 anmam bile azd\u0131r\u0131yordu adam\u0131\u2026 Kendime orospu demem, ona pezevenk demem daha beter tahrik ediyordu. Yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ate\u015fli ate\u015fli\u2026 Az sonra k\u0131vranmaya, orgazm olmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6v\u00fcyordu bo\u015fal\u0131rken, indirip kald\u0131r\u0131yor, zevkten kendimden ge\u00e7iyordum. Zavall\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na k\u0131st\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, nefessiz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00f6yle i\u015fte\u2026 B\u00f6yle\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026 Yala pezevenk\u2026 Dilini sok amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026 Oh, pezevenk kocam benim\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey bittikten sonra \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kapat\u0131p yatt\u0131k. Kocam yorgunluktan horlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile\u2026 Bense saatler boyu g\u00f6z\u00fcm tavana dikili, uykusuz yatt\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyordum kara kara\u2026<\/p>\n
Benim sonum ne olacakt\u0131 b\u00f6yle\u2026? Ke\u015fke kocama anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi olmasayd\u0131, Cafer pi\u00e7i \u00f6\u011fretmeseydi bana d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ka\u00e7 bucak oldu\u011funu\u2026 Ke\u015fke d\u00fcnyadan, d\u00fcnya zevklerinden bihaber kalsayd\u0131m kocam\u0131n pipisiyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa, bilmeseydim b\u00f6yle zevklerin oldu\u011funu\u2026 Kendi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck cahil d\u00fcnyamda her \u015feyden habersiz, yar\u0131m yamalak da olsa mutluydum hi\u00e7 olmazsa\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi \u00f6yle mi ya? \u015eu k\u0131sac\u0131k s\u00fcrede \u00fc\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fik erkek tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00dc\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fik erke\u011fin sikini yemi\u015ftim, i\u00e7ime alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fik yaraklarla tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, zevkini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 Beni bitiren, \u00f6ld\u00fcren orgazmlar ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yabanc\u0131lar\u0131n kollar\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Her erke\u011fin yo\u011furt yemesi, am sikmesi ba\u015fkayd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 erke\u011fe, sap\u0131na kadar erkek \u00fc\u00e7 erke\u011fe, dibime kadar sikilmi\u015ftim. Tatminsizlik duygusu kas\u0131p kavuruyordu bedenimi\u2026<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k bundan sonra hep b\u00f6yle mi olacakt\u0131? Bundan sonra sadece kocam\u0131n pipisiyle yetinebilir miydim?<\/p>\n
Bu gece ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bunu i\u015fte\u2026 Yetmiyordu. Kocam\u0131n siki art\u0131k bana yetmiyordu. Tatmin etmiyordu beni ufarak \u015fey\u2026 Kocam da biliyordu bunu\u2026 Su\u00e7luydu. K\u00f6pek yavrusu gibi bak\u0131yor, pezevenk demelerime katlan\u0131yor, hakaretlerime ses \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Hele sevi\u015firken kendimden ge\u00e7ip Cafer diye inlemelerime bir \u015fey dememesi\u2026 Hatta beni sikerken Cafer dememi istemesi\u2026 Bundan tahrik olmas\u0131\u2026 Hayretler i\u00e7inde kal\u0131yordum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p ayn\u0131 soru beynimin i\u00e7inde yank\u0131lan\u0131p durdu t\u00fcm gece\u2026 Uykusuz\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n minicik sikiyle, erken bo\u015falmas\u0131yla bir \u00f6m\u00fcr m\u00fc ge\u00e7irecektim? Yoksa onun izin verdi\u011fi gibi ba\u015fka erkeklerle sevi\u015fip a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 doyuracak m\u0131yd\u0131m?<\/p>\n
\u015eu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kasabada herkesin diline d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm zaten, ad\u0131m iyice kahpeye, yarak pe\u015finde ko\u015fturan orospuya \u00e7\u0131kacak.<\/p>\n
Bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kasaban\u0131n kahpesi olaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ekten, benim sonum ne olacak?<\/p>\n
Kocamla f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 ge\u00e7en ilk sevi\u015fmemizden sonra, \u201cbenim sonum ne olacak\u201d sorusunun yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 ararken g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7iyordu. Monoton, s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131, yavan g\u00fcnler\u2026<\/p>\n
Hasan yine \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya, g\u00fcnlerce s\u00fcren turlar\u0131n \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc olarak beni yine g\u00fcnlerce yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Son gidi\u015finin \u00fcst\u00fcnden bir hafta ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Bir haftay\u0131 yaln\u0131z, kocas\u0131z ge\u00e7irmi\u015ftim. Her g\u00fcn birka\u00e7 kez ar\u0131yordu beni, bo\u015f b\u0131rakm\u0131yordu hi\u00e7\u2026 Belki de yine ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p gidece\u011fimden korkuyordu. Bir ak\u015fam yine telefon a\u00e7t\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131ls\u0131n G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d dedi. \u201cTur bitiyor, yar\u0131n gece evde olurum. \u00d6zledim seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBen \u00f6zlemedim\u201d dedim g\u00fclerek, \u201cOrta\u011f\u0131n seni aratm\u0131yor pek\u2026\u201d O da g\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cBak sen\u2026\u201d dedi. Sesini al\u00e7altt\u0131, f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla, \u201cMemnun musun peki orta\u011f\u0131mdan? G\u00fczel sikiyor mu seni?\u201d \u0130\u015fveli i\u015fveli, \u015fehvetli bir sesle,<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet can\u0131m. Orta\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ok g\u00fczel sikiyor kocac\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. Kudurtmak istiyordum kocam\u0131, delirtmek istiyordum. \u201cOhh, her gece, kol gibi giriyor am\u0131ma\u2026 Damarl\u0131 damarl\u0131\u2026 Sikmeden b\u0131rakm\u0131yor kar\u0131n\u0131\u2026\u201d Kocam telefonun \u00f6b\u00fcr ucunda inledi,<\/p>\n
\u201cOff\u2026 Yapma G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 \u0130\u015fkence yapma bana\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc yar\u0131n geceye, sana sakl\u0131yorum ama bo\u015faltacaks\u0131n beni \u015fimdi\u2026 Yapma\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m kocac\u0131m? Sen orta\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6yle, yapmas\u0131n. Her gece sikiyor beni\u2026 Hadi, kapat telefonu da, sikmeye ba\u015flas\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131n\u2026 \u015eu anda elimde, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda, haz\u0131r bekliyor. Yirmi santim haz\u0131r yarak, biliyorsun nas\u0131l canavar oldu\u011funu… Ohhh\u2026 Suyum akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 \u015fimdiden\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKapatmayay\u0131m ne olur a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Orta\u011f\u0131m seni sikerken inlemelerini duymak istiyorum. Seni nas\u0131l inletiyor zevkten, ben de duyay\u0131m bebe\u011fim\u2026 Hadi, s\u00f6yle ona, sikmeye ba\u015flas\u0131n seni\u2026 Oh, hadi benim g\u00fczel kar\u0131m, seksi kar\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMmmm\u2026 Ba\u015flad\u0131 bile kocac\u0131m\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131 am\u0131ma dayand\u0131 \u015fimdi\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Am\u0131m\u0131n suyu akm\u0131\u015f, suyumda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slat\u0131yor\u2026 Ahhh\u2026 Kayganla\u015ft\u0131 \u015fimdi\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026 Ohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u00e7 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Orta\u011f\u0131m\u0131n koca yara\u011f\u0131 can\u0131n\u0131 yakmas\u0131n, g\u00fczel g\u00fczel girsin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 G\u00fczel kar\u0131m\u0131n, kaygan amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na girsin orta\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGiriyo a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Giriyor\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131 girdi bile\u2026 Yara yara giriyor kar\u0131n\u0131n amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u2026 Aaahhh\u2026 Can\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131t\u0131yor orta\u011f\u0131n\u2026 \u00c7ok kal\u0131n siki var kocac\u0131m\u2026 Ac\u0131madan sikiyor kar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGirdi mi hepsi a\u015fk\u0131m? Yirmi santimin hepsi girdi mi am\u0131na? S\u00f6ylesene\u2026 Hadi anlat\u2026 Ohh\u2026 S\u00f6yle ona, yar\u0131n gece geldi\u011fimde \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz birden siki\u015felim. O senin am\u0131na girsin, ben g\u00f6t\u00fcne\u2026 Grup seks yapal\u0131m a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Ohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Sikin beni\u2026 \u0130kiniz birden sikin\u2026 Aran\u0131zda tost yap\u0131n\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026 Girdi kocac\u0131m\u2026 Hepsi girdi\u2026 D\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131m \u015fimdi\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imde titreyip duruyor\u2026 Ohhh\u2026 Hem titriyor, hem sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor am\u0131ma\u2026 Delirtiyor beni\u2026 Orta\u011f\u0131n zevkten delirtiyor beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Mmmm\u2026. Ohhh\u2026. Geliyorummm\u2026 Geliyorummm\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sonunda dayanamad\u0131m, telefonu f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131m elimden\u2026 \u0130ki elimle birden am\u0131mdaki vibrat\u00f6r\u00fc tutup \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Telefonda kocama s\u00f6yledi\u011fim gibi sokup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordum titrek yara\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Pespembe, damarl\u0131, kocaman ba\u015fl\u0131, realistik bir penis vard\u0131 elimde\u2026 Bir erke\u011fin alt\u0131nda ezilmenin yerini tutmazd\u0131 elbette ama zevk veriyordu. Kal\u0131nd\u0131, uzundu\u2026 Vajinam\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 geriliyor, i\u00e7ime tamam\u0131n\u0131 soktu\u011fumda ba\u015f\u0131 yumurtal\u0131klar\u0131ma vuruyordu. Alt\u0131nda yumu\u015fac\u0131k testislerini de yapm\u0131\u015flar, onlar da \u0131slak arka deli\u011fime bask\u0131 yap\u0131yorlard\u0131 am\u0131ma k\u00f6kledik\u00e7e\u2026<\/p>\n
Alt \u00fcst kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z duymas\u0131n diye dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra bo\u015fald\u0131m. Bacaklar\u0131ma kramp girdi zannettim, parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma kadar kas\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m zevkten\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21162
\nMemelerimin aras\u0131 boncuk boncuk terlemi\u015f vaziyette inip kalk\u0131yordu. Nefessiz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yine\u2026 Zorlukla elimi bacak arama g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Hala titre\u015fip duran yapay penisi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m am\u0131mdan\u2026 Gece lambas\u0131n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na tutup bakt\u0131m. Islakt\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ma de\u011fdirdim, minnetle \u00f6pt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Hasan benim itirazlar\u0131ma ald\u0131rmadan dedi\u011fini yapm\u0131\u015f, rehber arkada\u015f\u0131yla internetten be\u011fenip ald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu vibrat\u00f6r\u00fc\u2026 \u00c7ok k\u0131zmama, rehberin \u00f6zel hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmesine ifrit oldu\u011fuma ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f bile etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok zevk alacaks\u0131n, itiraz etme.\u201d demi\u015fti. Ak\u015fam geldi\u011finde yemekten sonra kutuyu a\u00e7\u0131p g\u00f6sterdi bana ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi\u2026 Bula\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 filan b\u0131rak\u0131p yata\u011fa ge\u00e7tik, ilk denememizi yapt\u0131k kocamla\u2026 Sonu\u00e7, m\u00fckemmeldi. Elindeki vibrat\u00f6r\u00fc kullanarak zevkten bay\u0131ltt\u0131 beni\u2026 Kocam \u201corta\u011f\u0131m\u201d dedi, \u00f6yle kald\u0131 ad\u0131\u2026 \u201cKocam\u0131n Orta\u011f\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 babaannelerine, gece kalmaya g\u00f6nderdim. Kaynanamla konu\u015fmuyordum hala\u2026 \u201cO\u011flunun bamya gibi \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc var\u201d dedim diye, \u201cCaferin kol gibi yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yiyorum\u201d dedim diye nefret ediyordu benden\u2026 Aman, \u00e7ok da am\u0131mdayd\u0131 sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fama do\u011fru haz\u0131rlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Banyo, kokular, parf\u00fcmler, sa\u00e7, makyaj, seksi i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131, transparan t\u00fclden s\u00fctyen, tanga k\u00fclot, mini etek, degajesi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7atal\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131k transparan siyah bluz, y\u00fcksek topuklu siyah lame ayakkab\u0131lar, file jartiyer \u00e7oraplar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kutusundan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na, etajerin \u00fcst\u00fcne dikine koydum g\u00f6r\u00fcnecek \u015fekilde\u2026 Gece birka\u00e7 saat sonra, kocam geldi\u011finde ikisi birden sikeceklerdi beni\u2026 Ortalar\u0131na al\u0131p inlete inlete sikeceklerdi, grup seks yapacakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21163
\nPili var m\u0131yd\u0131 acaba? Elime al\u0131p d\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131m, titre\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7 ge\u00e7irdim. Ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na sokup k\u00fclodun \u00fcst\u00fcnden am\u0131ma de\u011fdirdim. Off\u2026 \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu evet\u2026 G\u00f6reve haz\u0131rd\u0131 kocam\u0131n orta\u011f\u0131\u2026 K\u00fclodu yana s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p am\u0131ma sokmamak i\u00e7in kendimi zor tuttum. Biraz daha sab\u0131r, az kald\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Salona gittim. Yemek masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7ilingir sofras\u0131 haz\u0131rd\u0131. Birka\u00e7 meze haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, kocama rak\u0131, bana \u015farap, salata\u2026 \u0130ki \u00fc\u00e7 par\u00e7a et \u0131zgarada k\u0131zarmaya haz\u0131r vaziyette, mutfakta oca\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bekliyordu. Hasan du\u015funu yaparken be\u015f dakikada haz\u0131r olurdu.<\/p>\n
Yemek, i\u00e7ki, sonra da yatak\u2026 Eski saf kasaba k\u0131z\u0131 de\u011fildim art\u0131k, Cafer k\u00f6pe\u011fi alem yapmaya, sevi\u015firken i\u00e7meye al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m iki yana, yine o pu\u015ftun ad\u0131n\u0131 anm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m elimde olmadan\u2026 Ne zaman bitecekse bu anmalar\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imden \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemek geliyordu, ne\u015fe doluydum. Uyduda oryantal m\u00fczik \u00e7alan bir kanal ar\u0131yordum. Kafalar\u0131 \u00e7ekerken m\u00fczik e\u015fli\u011finde oryantal yap\u0131p azd\u0131racakt\u0131m adam\u0131\u2026 Striptiz belki\u2026 Kucak dans\u0131\u2026 Kuca\u011f\u0131nda kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 titretirken\u2026 Off\u2026<\/p>\n
Tam g\u00fczel, oynak, k\u0131p\u0131rdak bir m\u00fczik bulmu\u015ftum ki, kap\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Saate bakt\u0131m, hayret, erken gelmi\u015fti kocam\u2026 Hoplaya hoplaya kap\u0131ya gittim.<\/p>\n
Gecemiz ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Holdeki aynada sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fczeltip ete\u011fimi iyice k\u0131saltt\u0131m. Bluzun yakas\u0131n\u0131 biraz daha \u00e7eki\u015ftirip a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdim. Tam sikilesi bir kad\u0131n olmu\u015ftum. \u0130stekli\u2026 Haz\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21164
\nG\u00fclerek kap\u0131y\u0131 sonuna kadar a\u00e7t\u0131m. Kollar\u0131m\u0131 da a\u00e7\u0131yordum ki\u2026 Donup kald\u0131m. An dondu. Film gibi\u2026 Sinema sahnesi gibi\u2026 Bir anda\u2026<\/p>\n
Gelen kocam de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Cafer vard\u0131 kap\u0131da\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2026<\/p>\n
Bana y\u0131l gibi geldi o an\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131m bir kar\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zlerim fal ta\u015f\u0131 gibi\u2026 Kollar\u0131m havada\u2026 Adam tam kar\u015f\u0131mda, burun burunay\u0131z, kara g\u00f6zleri daha da kararm\u0131\u015f, tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa s\u00fczerek bana bak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Her \u015feyimle, giysilerimle, beynimle, t\u00fcm h\u00fccrelerimle kendimi sekse, sikilmeye \u00f6yle haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki, kendimi \u00f6yle adam\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki\u2026 Hani kap\u0131da kim olsa yat\u0131r\u0131p siker beni orac\u0131kta, o derece\u2026<\/p>\n
Tam kendime gelip ba\u011f\u0131rmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum ki bir anda at\u0131ld\u0131. Elinin biri a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne kapan\u0131rken kendini i\u00e7eriye att\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131yla kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131verdi. Beni d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 kap\u0131ya yaslad\u0131. S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131\u2026 Bir saniye bile s\u00fcrmemi\u015fti bunu yapmas\u0131\u2026 Eli a\u011fz\u0131mda, ba\u011f\u0131rmak istiyorum, ba\u011f\u0131ram\u0131yorum. Kurtulmak istiyorum, cendere gibi saran kollar\u0131ndan kurtulam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey neredeyse o ilk g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi\u2026 \u0130lk sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz g\u00fcn gibi\u2026 Bana arzuyla, \u015fehvetle bak\u0131\u015f\u0131\u2026 Ahtapot gibi sar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u2026 Bana bask\u0131 yapan, kap\u0131yla aras\u0131nda ezip ka\u00e7mama engel olan a\u011f\u0131r erkek bedeni\u2026 Aram\u0131zdaki kuma\u015flara ald\u0131rmadan karn\u0131ma batan heybetli ve istekli organ\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131k sertli\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n
Tek farkl\u0131 olan \u015fey benim duygular\u0131m\u2026 Arzu dolu, istekli, bir an \u00f6nce siksin diye deli olan kad\u0131n yok bu gece\u2026 Ona olan nefretim, kinim var sadece\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imdeki kad\u0131n\u0131 uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, f\u0131rt\u0131nalar yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, sonra da beni o f\u0131rt\u0131nalara b\u0131rak\u0131p gitti\u011fi, beni arzular\u0131n\u0131n elinde oyuncak etti\u011fi i\u00e7in\u2026 Namuslu bir ev kad\u0131n\u0131ndan, \u015fehvetli bir orospu yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026 Her \u015fey i\u00e7in nefret ediyordum ondan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak beni\u2026\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m elinin alt\u0131ndan, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inden\u2026 Bo\u011fuk, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir ses \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 sadece\u2026<\/p>\n
Kurtulam\u0131yordum, ba\u011f\u0131ram\u0131yordum. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m iyice, sonra araya giren parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 var g\u00fcc\u00fcmle \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131m. Can\u0131 yand\u0131. O anda bir \u015fim\u015fek \u00e7akt\u0131 sanki, di\u011fer eliyle surat\u0131ma okkal\u0131 bir Osmanl\u0131 tokad\u0131 patlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m bir anda\u2026 Bir tokat da di\u011fer yana\u011f\u0131ma indi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAahhh\u2026\u201d diye ac\u0131yla inlerken koca elini yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131nca a\u011fz\u0131m yine kapand\u0131. Alev gibi yanan yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda metalik bir \u015f\u0131rrak sesi\u2026 Me\u015fhur sustal\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yuvas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, so\u011fuk \u00e7elik g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn kuyru\u011funda parlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bedenini, sertle\u015fmi\u015f organ\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcyle bana bast\u0131r\u0131rken t\u0131slad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cSesini kes, yoksa gebertirim seni\u2026 Kim vurduya gidersin.\u201d Korkuyla, can ac\u0131s\u0131yla ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cElimi \u00e7ekiyorum. Ba\u011f\u0131rmayacaks\u0131n. B\u0131\u00e7ak \u015fah damar\u0131nda, oynatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda gidersin. Tamam m\u0131 G\u00fcl\u00fcm?\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m yine\u2026 Elini \u00e7ekti, derin bir nefes ald\u0131m ci\u011ferlerimin t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcyle\u2026 G\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cOrospuu\u2026 \u015euna bak, memeleri nas\u0131l kabar\u0131yor nefes al\u0131rken\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Nefretle s\u00f6ylenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u0131rak beni pis herif\u2026 Pi\u00e7\u2026 Kocam gelir \u015fimdi\u2026 Yetmedi mi bize yapt\u0131klar\u0131n? Niye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n geldin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTam \u00fcst\u00fcne bast\u0131n. Yetmedi seninle yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026 Unuttun mu? Beraber yapt\u0131k her \u015feyi\u2026 Sen de zevk ald\u0131n, ben de\u2026\u201d Bunu s\u00f6ylerken sert erkekli\u011fini bast\u0131ra bast\u0131ra s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fc bedenime\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cO zevk o zamand\u0131 Cafer\u2026 Beni b\u0131rak\u0131p gittin, elalemin insaf\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131n, kurtlar sofras\u0131nda yesinler diye b\u0131rakt\u0131n beni\u2026 Hasan olmasayd\u0131, kocam beni kabul etmeseydi kerhanede orospuydum \u015fimdi\u2026 \u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam sevgilim, hakl\u0131s\u0131n, bir hata yapt\u0131m. Haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131zd\u0131m, bir anda paras\u0131z kal\u0131nca pusulay\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, seni kaybettim. Pi\u015fman\u0131m ulan\u2026 Daha ilk g\u00fcnden beri, k\u00f6pek gibi pi\u015fman\u0131m. D\u00f6n\u00fcp geldin kocan\u0131n yan\u0131na\u2026 Telefonu de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fsin, a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131yor. Yolda belde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eviriyorsun, bana bakm\u0131yorsun bile\u2026 Sana ula\u015fam\u0131yorum, deli oluyorum. Sen delirttin beni kad\u0131n\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcyorum senin i\u00e7in\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMadem pi\u015fmand\u0131n, neden d\u00f6nmedin Cafer bey? Ev sahibine biriken kiray\u0131 kim \u00f6dedi peki? Neyle \u00f6dendi ev kiras\u0131? Sen gittikten sonra neler oldu biliyor musun? O sevgili asker arkada\u015f\u0131n bana neler yapt\u0131, haberin var m\u0131?\u201d Bocalar gibi oldu biraz, sonra \u00fcste \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 yine,<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum. Haberim var. Telefonda anlatt\u0131 neler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pislik\u2026 Marifet yapm\u0131\u015f gibi anlatt\u0131.\u201d Durdu, biraz geri \u00e7ekilip bana bakt\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek,<\/p>\n
\u201cAma senin neler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da anlatt\u0131 be G\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 Ev sahibi kiray\u0131 isteyince g\u0131k\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmadan alt\u0131na yat\u0131vermi\u015fsin herifin\u2026 Benim tertip pencereden seyretmi\u015f senin nas\u0131l sevi\u015fti\u011fini\u2026 Adam\u0131n kendi \u00e7\u0131plak, bir tek aya\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fc \u00e7izmeler\u2026 Ha? Sonra da adam gidince eve kendisi girmi\u015f. Ona da vermi\u015fsin. Hem de nas\u0131l? Anlata anlata bitiremedi senin nas\u0131l siki\u015fti\u011fini\u2026 Delirtti beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m? Kendimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrecek halim yok ya\u2026 Ba\u011f\u0131rsam, y\u0131rt\u0131nsam ne fayda, kimse duymazd\u0131 ki beni\u2026 Adamlar kafaya koymu\u015f beni sikmeyi\u2026 Ben de senden \u00f6\u011frendiklerimi satt\u0131m onlara\u2026 Ev kiram\u0131z\u0131 am\u0131mla \u00f6dedim. Asker arkada\u015f\u0131n \u015fantaj yapt\u0131 bana, alt\u0131na yatarak sesini kestim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBiliyorum G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Hepsini biliyorum. Affet beni a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUlan nas\u0131l erkeksiniz siz be? Seninle siki\u015fiyorum kocam affediyor. K\u0131z o\u011flan k\u0131z gibi eve geri d\u00f6neyim diye yalvar\u0131yor. \u0130ki yabanc\u0131yla siki\u015fiyorum, sen t\u0131nm\u0131yorsun. Gelmi\u015f, sevi\u015felim, siki\u015felim diye yalvar\u0131yorsun. Hadi, b\u0131rak beni \u015fimdi\u2026 Kocam gelip g\u00f6r\u00fcrse anlatamam bunu\u2026 Hadi, l\u00fctfen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSenden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Senin g\u00fczelli\u011finden, \u015fehvetinden, seksapelinden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc\u2026 De\u011fil \u00fc\u00e7 erkek, bir tabur asker \u00fcst\u00fcnden ge\u00e7se yine gelir al\u0131r\u0131m seni\u2026 \u015eimdi de de\u011fil kocan, feri\u015ftah\u0131 gelse kimse alamaz seni elimden G\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 Bu gece sikileceksin, ka\u00e7ar\u0131n yok. Sikmeden b\u0131rakmam seni\u2026 Gel buraya bakay\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
B\u0131\u00e7ak tutan elini boynuma dolad\u0131, di\u011fer elini bir anda ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na sokup k\u00fclodumun \u00fcst\u00fcnden am\u0131m\u0131 avu\u00e7lay\u0131verdi. Korkuyla inledim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma diyorum sana\u2026 Yapma\u2026\u201d K\u00fclodun \u00fcst\u00fcnden am\u0131m\u0131 ovalarken dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu,<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21165
\n\u201cOhhh\u2026 Ne bu vaziyet k\u0131z? Kocan sikecek diye mi bu haz\u0131rl\u0131klar? Oh, orospu gibi giyinmi\u015fsin. Bu file \u00e7oraplar, mini etekler, tanga donun su i\u00e7inde\u2026 \u00d6ld\u00fcrecen beni lan\u2026 Bir de sikme beni diyorsun. Ben seni sikmeden b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131y\u0131m art\u0131k g\u00fczelim? Ta\u015f bebe\u011fim benim\u2026 Anam\u2026 Cafer kurban olsun sana k\u0131z\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYalvar\u0131yorum sana insan gibi\u2026 Yapma diyorum, kocam gelecek diyorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBen de gelsin diyorum. Umurumda de\u011fil. Anlatsana bana sen\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn bu haz\u0131rl\u0131klar o s\u00fcms\u00fck kocan\u0131n pipisi i\u00e7in mi G\u00fcl\u00fcm? Sikebiliyor mu o pipiyle seni? Doyurabiliyor mu seni?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSana ne? Dert mi sana, am\u0131ma girip \u00e7\u0131kan sikin ka\u00e7 santim oldu\u011fu? B\u0131rak onu ben d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcneyim, sen kendini \u00fczme\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayan el \u015fimdi memelerimi ok\u015fuyordu. T\u00fcm v\u00fccudum refleksle hareket ediyordu. Ok\u015fanan am\u0131m sulan\u0131yor, avu\u00e7lanan memelerimin u\u00e7lar\u0131 istemsizce kabar\u0131yordu. \u0130nce dantelden ibaret s\u00fctyenimin transparan kuma\u015f\u0131, incecik t\u00fcl bluzum meme u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n kabarm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc engelleyemiyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Nas\u0131l da hemen kabard\u0131 g\u00fcl memelerin\u2026 Bana dert tabi G\u00fcll\u00fcm\u2026 Hem de nas\u0131l dert, sorma hi\u00e7\u2026 Kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum, ah, kocas\u0131n\u0131n ufac\u0131k siki kesmez \u015fehvetli bebe\u011fimi, zevk alam\u0131yordur diyorum. Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden ge\u00e7en bir an\u0131m yok anam avrad\u0131m olsun. Sen akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce de sikim kalk\u0131yor hep\u2026 \u0130ndirecek yer ar\u0131yorum. Hadi, indir \u015funu bebe\u011fim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAsla\u2026 Nefret ediyorum senden\u2026 \u0130stersen yat\u0131r\u0131p kes beni\u2026 Vermicem sana\u2026 Biraz sonra Hasan da gelir, bakal\u0131m ne yapacaks\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne yapabilir ki Hasan gelse? Cafer\u2019in iri, kasl\u0131 erkek v\u00fccudunun yan\u0131nda \u00e7eyrek porsiyon kocam\u2026 Siki gibi \u00e7eyrek porsiyon\u2026 Cafer de biliyor bunu\u2026 Ci\u011ferini biliyor kocam\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
Bilmedi\u011fi \u015fey, kocam\u0131n alt\u0131nda yatarken, sikilirken onu hayal etti\u011fim\u2026 Kocam\u0131n da ben zevkle inlerken onun ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylememden zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Bunu da Cafer\u2019e s\u00f6yleyecek halim yok elbette\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi gel G\u00fcll\u00fcm\u2026\u201d dedi, boynumdaki kolunu gev\u015fetip i\u00e7eriye y\u00f6nlendirdi beni\u2026 \u0130stemeden dedi\u011fini yapmak zorunda kald\u0131m. Salonda kurulu masay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cVayy\u2026 Rak\u0131lar, \u015faraplar\u2026 Haz\u0131rl\u0131k ha? Ne yapacakt\u0131n k\u0131z? Adam\u0131 sarho\u015f edip k\u00f6t\u00fc emellerine alet mi edecektin, ha? Vay utanmaz orospu vay\u2026 Vay azg\u0131n kaltak vay\u2026\u201d Masaya y\u00f6nlendirdi. \u201cDoldur bakay\u0131m bana \u015furdan bir kadeh rak\u0131\u2026 Ne\u015femiz yerine gelsin.\u201d<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m arkamdayd\u0131. B\u0131\u00e7akl\u0131 kolu bo\u011faz\u0131ma sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Di\u011fer eli ete\u011fimin alt\u0131nda, kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda, \u00e7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yordu s\u00fcrekli\u2026 Rak\u0131y\u0131 koydum, su, buz\u2026 Omuzumun \u00fcst\u00fcnden uzatt\u0131m arkaya\u2026 Ald\u0131, bir diki\u015fte i\u00e7ti. Tekrar uzatt\u0131 doldurmam i\u00e7in\u2026 Ben doldururken \u00e7atal\u0131 al\u0131p kavuna bat\u0131rd\u0131, bir dilim kavunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 D\u00fcnya varm\u0131\u015f k\u0131z\u2026 Senin elinden zehir olsa i\u00e7erim anam\u2026 Hadi sen de kendine \u015farap koy bakal\u0131m. Fondip yapal\u0131m. Kocan\u0131 sarho\u015f etti\u011fimiz, onun yan\u0131nda sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz gece gibi\u2026 Hadi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130\u011freniyorum senden\u2026 Nefret ediyorum\u2026 Ke\u015fke ya\u015fanmasayd\u0131 o gece\u2026 Lanet olsun\u2026\u201d diye s\u00f6ylene s\u00f6ylene dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Arkamdayd\u0131 tamamen\u2026 Kalkm\u0131\u015f sikini s\u00fcrt\u00fcp duruyordu kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma\u2026 Ete\u011fimin alt\u0131ndan bacaklar\u0131m\u0131, kas\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131, bluzun \u00fcst\u00fcnden, alt\u0131ndan memelerimi ok\u015fuyordu. \u015earap kadehini dudaklar\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken rak\u0131 barda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vurdu benim kadehe,<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi bakal\u0131m, \u015ferefimize g\u00fczelim\u2026 Siki\u015fimize\u2026 Fondip\u2026 Haydi\u2026\u201d Zorla i\u00e7irtti bana o kadehi, sonuna kadar\u2026 Sonra ikinci kadehe zorlad\u0131. Tekrar i\u00e7tim ister istemez\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcde isyan ettim,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapacaks\u0131n? Akl\u0131nda ne var senin Cafer? Sarho\u015f olunca kuca\u011f\u0131na atlayaca\u011f\u0131m \u00f6yle mi? Sak\u0131n bekleme bunu\u2026 Nefret ediyorum dedim sana\u2026\u201d Elindeki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131ma bast\u0131r\u0131nca \u00fcrperdim.<\/p>\n
\u201cSarho\u015f olup yatakta sikilmek, \u00f6l\u00fc olup mezarda yatmaktan iyidir g\u00fczelim\u2026 Ne dersin?\u201d<\/p>\n
Kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00e7evirdi beni\u2026 Y\u00fcz y\u00fcze duruyorduk, arkamda masa, \u00f6n\u00fcmde Cafer kap\u0131 gibi\u2026 \u0130yice bast\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc, e\u011filip dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, b\u0131\u00e7ak engel oldu. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kapat\u0131p \u00f6pmesini bekledim. Tepki vermemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u00d6pmeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131. Elini ete\u011fimin alt\u0131na soktu. \u0130nce dantel k\u00fclodumu bir \u00e7eki\u015fte y\u0131rtt\u0131, kopar\u0131p att\u0131 alt\u0131mdan\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAahhh\u2026\u201d diye bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kopard\u0131m, can\u0131m yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ellerimi \u00f6n\u00fcme g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00dc\u00e7genimi \u00f6rtmeye, saklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ek ellerini\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131rlad\u0131. Korkuyla \u00e7ektim. Makineli gibi komutlar\u0131n\u0131 arka arkaya s\u0131ralad\u0131, \u201c\u0130ki elini yanlara koy, masan\u0131n kenar\u0131n\u0131 tut, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 arala\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130stemeye istemeye dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m. Popom masaya dayanm\u0131\u015f, iki elim iki yandan masay\u0131 tutmu\u015f, bacaklar\u0131m hafif aralanm\u0131\u015f vaziyette bekledim. Pantolonun fermuar\u0131n\u0131 indirdi, kalkm\u0131\u015f sikini zorlukla baks\u0131r k\u00fclodun deli\u011finden, fermuar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n
O defalarca yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, her damar\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim, onlarca sikin aras\u0131nda hemen tan\u0131yabilece\u011fim ha\u015fmetli erkeklik organ\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sikini belinden tutup mini ete\u011fimi kald\u0131rd\u0131, sikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7genime s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cYapma Cafer\u2026\u201d diye inledim son kez, yalvard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Dinlemedi bile\u2026 S\u00fcrtmeye devam etti sikini\u2026 \u0130ki duda\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcyor, klitorisimi sikinin ba\u015f\u0131yla ok\u015fuyordu. Benim g\u00fczel yarak delisi, azg\u0131n, kahpe amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m yine bildi\u011fini okumaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden zevk sular\u0131 ak\u0131yor, kendisine s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcp duran erkeklik organ\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam yap\u0131yordu. Zevkle inledi,<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Sen ne azg\u0131n orospusun sen\u2026 Daha am\u0131na koymadan \u0131slatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131n her yeri kaltak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe olmas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordun? Sen sikini s\u00fcrt\u00fcyorsun, o \u0131slan\u0131yor. Ben istemiyorum ki\u2026 Kendili\u011finden oluyor. Lanet olsun sana\u2026 B\u0131rak diyorum. Yapma\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sanki ben yapma de\u011fil, yap demi\u015fim gibi y\u00fckleniverdi \u0131slak sikiyle\u2026 Can\u0131m yan\u0131nca bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralamak zorunda kald\u0131m. O kal\u0131n alet bir anda am\u0131ma girdi. Ayakta oldu\u011fumdan zorlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhh\u2026 Can\u0131m yand\u0131\u2026 Orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu\u2026 Can\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131n\u2026\u201d Gidip geliyordu am\u0131mda, zorlaya zorlaya, yara yara\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYans\u0131n kahpe\u2026 Am\u0131n yans\u0131n senin\u2026 Yan\u0131yor zaten\u2026 Offf\u2026 F\u0131r\u0131n gibi yan\u0131yor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Alev gibi\u2026 Sikimi yak\u0131yor\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Aleti her zamanki gibi bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131n\u0131 doldurmu\u015ftu. Kendime bile itiraf edemiyordum ama \u00f6zlemi\u015ftim bu hissi\u2026 Kal\u0131n kal\u0131n i\u00e7ime girmesini\u2026 B\u0131\u00e7ak gibi bana saplanmas\u0131n\u0131, balta gibi beni ikiye yarmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Vibrat\u00f6r gibi de\u011fildi ki, ger\u00e7ek bir yarak vard\u0131 i\u00e7imde\u2026 Etli, kanl\u0131, canl\u0131\u2026 Ate\u015f gibi\u2026 Ve o yara\u011f\u0131n sahibi\u2026 Beni sikmek isteyen\u2026 Sikmek i\u00e7in yan\u0131p tutu\u015fan sahibi\u2026 Durmadan ay\u0131p s\u00f6zler s\u00f6yleyen, tahrik eden, \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtan\u2026 Beni hem sinirden, hem zevkten delirten sahibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Birbirine tamamen z\u0131t duygular \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu i\u00e7imde\u2026 Bir yan\u0131m nefret ediyordu ondan\u2026 \u0130\u011frendiriyordu beni\u2026 Deli ediyordu.<\/p>\n
Di\u011fer orospu yan\u0131msa alev alev yan\u0131yordu. Koala gibi t\u0131rman\u0131p boynuna kollar\u0131m\u0131, beline bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 dolamamak, i\u00e7imdeki harika yara\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde z\u0131plamamak i\u00e7in, zevk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atmamak i\u00e7in kendimi zor tutuyordum.<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21166
\n\u00dcst\u00fcme aban\u0131p masaya uzand\u0131. Az \u00f6nce doldurdu\u011fum, haz\u0131r bekleyen rak\u0131 ve \u015farap kadehlerini ald\u0131, \u015farab\u0131 bana uzatt\u0131. Siki hala balta gibi i\u00e7imdeydi. Kadehini toku\u015fturdu yine benimkiyle\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi bebe\u011fim. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za\u2026 Siki\u015fimizin \u015ferefine\u2026\u201d Rak\u0131y\u0131 bir yudumda i\u00e7ti. Bense duda\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrmemi\u015ftim bile\u2026 Tutup a\u011fz\u0131ma dayad\u0131, sonuna kadar, zorla i\u00e7irttirdi bana\u2026 Son \u015farap damlalar\u0131n\u0131 yutamad\u0131m, bir miktar \u00e7enemden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya boynuma, gerdan\u0131ma indi s\u00fcz\u00fclerek\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Bebe\u011fimm\u2026\u201d diye inledi. \u201cSenin dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u015farap kadehi yapar\u0131m ben a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi, dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu.<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 yalayan dilinin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedince \u00fcrperdim. Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Bana i\u00e7irdi\u011fi d\u00f6rt kadeh \u015faraptan m\u0131, \u015fehvetten mi, i\u00e7imdeki sikin verdi\u011fi zevkten mi? Bilmiyordum. Sarho\u015f olmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 yalamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p boynuma indi, \u015farap damlalar\u0131n\u0131 yalaya yalaya gerdan\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7ti, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs \u00e7atal\u0131ma geldi. \u0130ki eliyle bluzumun degajesini zorlad\u0131, iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131. Dantel s\u00fctyenimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftirdi. \u0130ri memelerimin u\u00e7lar\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Parmak gibi kabarm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce zevkle inledi.<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131mdan tutup masaya oturttu iyice, sikini i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131karmadan\u2026 Hafif arkama yaslay\u0131p iyice meydana \u00e7\u0131kan meme u\u00e7lar\u0131ma yumuldu. Bir birini yalad\u0131 emdi, bir di\u011ferini\u2026 Ellerim hala masadayd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 memelerime g\u00f6mmemek, zevkten inlememek, duygular\u0131m\u0131 ona belli etmemek i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordum. Sonunda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 memelerimden, sikini i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cOff\u2026 Doyam\u0131yorum memelerini yalamaya kahpe\u2026\u201d dedi. \u201cHadi d\u00f6n biraz da kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6reyim senin\u2026 \u00d6yle sikeyim seni\u2026 Eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHay\u0131r, asla\u2026\u201d dedim yine\u2026 Sanki koca siki i\u00e7ime alm\u0131\u015f, zevkten k\u0131vranan ben de\u011filim gibi\u2026 Masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 koca sustal\u0131y\u0131 ald\u0131 eline, h\u0131rsla masaya, kal\u00e7am\u0131n, elimin yan taraf\u0131na saplad\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131\u2026 Bir s\u00fcre sapland\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde v\u0131nlama sesi \u00e7\u0131kararak titre\u015fti \u00e7elik b\u0131\u00e7ak\u2026 Korkuyla \u00fcrperdim.<\/p>\n
\u201cDomal dedim sana orospu\u2026\u201d diye h\u0131rlad\u0131. \u201cBu gece benim gecem\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fimi yap\u2026 Ya g\u00fczellikle, ya da zorla\u2026 Sen bilirsin.\u201d<\/p>\n
Tam ona cevap verecektim ki, kocam\u0131n sesini duydum.<\/p>\n
\u201cYap \u015funun dedi\u011fini G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 B\u0131rak\u2026 Direnme\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130kimiz de ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sesin geldi\u011fi yere, kap\u0131ya \u00e7evirdik. Kocam. Hasan.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durmu\u015f, bize bak\u0131yordu. \u00d6yle\u2026 \u0130fadesiz bir y\u00fczle\u2026 Kim bilir ne zaman gelmi\u015f, bizi izliyordu. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131na nas\u0131l sikildi\u011fini\u2026 Ayak \u00fcst\u00fc\u2026 B\u0131\u00e7ak zoruyla\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedim. Utan\u00e7\u2026 Korku\u2026 Heyecan\u2026 S\u00fctyenin \u00fcst\u00fcnden f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f memelerimi \u00f6rtmekle, \u0131slak, sikilmi\u015f am\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rtemeyen minicik ete\u011fimi \u00e7eki\u015ftirmek aras\u0131nda karars\u0131z kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Cafer ise karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015f gibiydi. Beni bir anda tuttu\u011fu gibi \u00e7evirdi, y\u00fcz\u00fcm kocama d\u00f6n\u00fck, arkam ona yaslanm\u0131\u015f vaziyette, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 saplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131ma dayad\u0131 tekrar\u2026 Korku b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc i\u00e7imi\u2026 Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131 belli olmuyordu manya\u011f\u0131n\u2026 Film sahnesi ya\u015f\u0131yorduk sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan? Ho\u015f geldin\u2026\u201d dedi gayet sakin, kendinden emin, biraz gergince\u2026 \u201cBiz de tam\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHo\u015f bulduk kanka\u2026\u201d dedi kocam\u2026 \u201cSiz de tam\u2026\u201d Laf\u0131n gerisini getirdi. \u201cTam kar\u0131m\u0131 sikiyordun zorla, ben geldim. \u00d6yle mi kanka?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ses \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131 kankas\u0131ndan\u2026 Ne diyecekti ki? \u0130ki ad\u0131m att\u0131 bize do\u011fru kocam\u2026 \u201cDoymad\u0131n m\u0131 kar\u0131m\u0131 sikmeye Cafer? Bizi rezil ettin be arkada\u015f\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn kasabaya rezil kepaze ettin bizi\u2026 Kar\u0131m\u0131 kand\u0131rd\u0131n, siktin. Sikti\u011fin yetmedi, ald\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn. B\u0131rakmad\u0131n yakam\u0131z\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc\u2026 Hala m\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sikmek istiyorsun Cafer? Doymad\u0131n m\u0131 hala?\u201d<\/p>\n
Cafer belimi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 saran kolunu biraz daha s\u0131kt\u0131, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 biraz daha bat\u0131rd\u0131 boynuma, irkildim.<\/p>\n
\u201cYakla\u015fma Hasan\u2026 G\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 keserim kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 \u015eu g\u00fczelli\u011fe yaz\u0131k etme\u2026\u201d Kocam ellerini kald\u0131rd\u0131, sakinle\u015f der gibi\u2026 Durdu, bekledi.<\/p>\n
\u201cDoymad\u0131m be Hasan\u2026 Baksana \u015funa\u2026 \u015eu g\u00fczelli\u011fe doyulur mu Hasan? Kar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fine doyulur mu arkada\u015f? Evet, doymad\u0131m, kar\u0131n\u0131 sikmeye\u2026 \u0130lik gibi kar\u0131n var be arkada\u015f\u2026 \u015eeytan\u0131 ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r senin kar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fi, \u015fehveti\u2026 Baksana fahi\u015feye, nas\u0131l haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f sen geleceksin diye\u2026 Off\u2026 Of\u2026 \u0130ki \u00e7ocuk do\u011furmu\u015f ama, liseli lolitalar gibi kaltak kar\u0131n\u2026 \u015eu mini ete\u011fine bak, \u015fu memelere bak, \u015fu file \u00e7orab\u0131na bak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (8), resim \u21167
\nEliyle ete\u011fimi kald\u0131r\u0131p k\u00fclotsuz am\u0131m\u0131, jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi kocama\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7 duble rak\u0131dan sonra dili iyice \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Cafer\u2019in\u2026 Kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dibinde, hafif yuvarlanan diliyle durmadan konu\u015fuyordu kocama\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cKar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131n tanga k\u00fclot giymi\u015f senin i\u00e7in, az \u00f6nce ben y\u0131rt\u0131p att\u0131m kar\u0131n\u0131 sikerken\u2026 Bak \u015fu amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fine\u2026 Az \u00f6nce sikildi bu amc\u0131k\u2026 \u0130\u00e7i pembe pembe parl\u0131yordur \u015fimdi, sen kar\u015f\u0131dan bile g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsundur.\u201d \u0130\u00e7ini \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
\u201cReva m\u0131 be Hasan? Bize reva m\u0131 bu arkada\u015f? Bak, \u015fu benim yara\u011fa bak\u2026 \u015eu yarak yirmi santimi ge\u00e7iktir Hasan\u2026 Sen de bilirsin, az kar\u0131 sikmedik beraber\u2026 Ama sen evlendin evleneli, senin kar\u0131n\u0131 her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde haz\u0131r ola ge\u00e7iyor bu yarak arkada\u015f\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131m sulana sulana bak\u0131yorum kar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fine\u2026 Sana \u00e7akt\u0131rmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m hep\u2026 Ama \u00f6yle\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201cBir de eve gidiyorum\u2026 Evde ya\u011f tulumu kar\u0131 bekliyor beni Hasan\u2026 Ak\u015fama kadar pasta, b\u00f6rek, ba\u015fka \u015fey bildi\u011fi yok benim kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 Ne emmesini bilir, ne g\u00f6mmesini\u2026 O g\u00fcnah, bu g\u00fcnah\u2026 Ev i\u015fi\u2026 Yorgunluk\u2026 Ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSevi\u015fme? Siki\u015f? Yok\u2026 \u00c7ok zorda kal\u0131rsan istersin, yata\u011fa yatar, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131r, amc\u0131k yalama olmu\u015f, girer \u00e7\u0131kars\u0131n\u2026 Balon mu sikiyorsun, e\u015fek mi sikiyorsun belli de\u011fil be arkada\u015f\u2026 Reva m\u0131 bu bana?\u201d Nerdeyse a\u011flayacak koca adam\u2026 Sesi titriyor konu\u015furken\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBir de size bak Hasan\u2026 Tamam, allah vergisi ama, ufac\u0131k sikin var be kanka\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck, bu ilik gibi, \u015fehvetli, fingirdek kar\u0131n\u0131 yapayaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131p gidiyorsun be arkada\u015f\u2026 Kad\u0131n yarak diye, erkek diye inliyor, kendisi bile fark\u0131nda de\u011fil. Nas\u0131l bak\u0131yor insana biliyor musun kanka? Nas\u0131l insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini eritiyor senin kar\u0131n bir bilsen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMahallede y\u00fcr\u00fcrken bir g\u00f6rsen, her yan\u0131 ayr\u0131 titriyor kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 Memeler ayr\u0131, kal\u00e7alar\u0131 ayr\u0131\u2026 Ah o ta\u015f gibi kal\u00e7alar\u0131 var ya kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 Her erke\u011fin dibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor senin kar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e\u2026 Senin kar\u0131na siki kalkmayan, tenhada k\u0131st\u0131r\u0131p sikmek istemeyen erkek de\u011fildir kanka\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201cBen garip Cafer, ne yapay\u0131m? Ah, ben ne yapay\u0131m kanka? Dayanamad\u0131m i\u015fte\u2026 Dayanamad\u0131k. Senin kar\u0131n erke\u011fe hasret, ben kad\u0131na\u2026 Ate\u015fle barut gibi, yan yana koydun bizi\u2026 Yok para verilecek, kar\u0131ma para ver\u2026 Yok taksit yatacak, eve para b\u0131rak\u0131ver\u2026 Aman g\u00f6z kulak oluver\u2026 \u0130kimiz yaln\u0131z\u2026 Paray\u0131 uzat\u0131r\u0131m, eli elimi ok\u015far kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 Kendi bile fark\u0131nda de\u011fil, g\u00f6zlerini s\u00fczer beni g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, sikilmi\u015f gibi, sikilmek istermi\u015f gibi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAh \u015fu senin kar\u0131n yok mu kanka? Deli etti beni\u2026 \u015eeytana uydum sonunda\u2026 Uyduk\u2026 Sevi\u015ftik. Ben de zevk ald\u0131m, kar\u0131n da\u2026 Birbirimizi doyurduk kanka\u2026 A\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, susuzlu\u011fumuzu giderdik birbirimizde\u2026 Ah \u015fu paras\u0131zl\u0131k olmasa\u2026 B\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131m bu kad\u0131n\u0131 ben? Ah ne e\u015feklik ettim\u2026 Nas\u0131l b\u0131rakt\u0131m geldim yaban ellerinde G\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc? \u015eimdi de i\u015fte, hatam\u0131 d\u00fczeltmeye geldim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sustu. Monolog bitmi\u015f, iyice i\u00e7ini d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bir sessizlik oldu. Kocam konu\u015ftu sonunda,<\/p>\n
\u201cEee? Hata b\u00f6yle mi d\u00fczelir Cafer? Kar\u0131m\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7ak zoruyla sikerek mi d\u00fczelteceksin hatan\u0131? Kar\u0131m\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 yakarak m\u0131? \u015eimdi ne olacak? Ben de geldim, ne yapacaks\u0131n \u015fimdi? Beni de kesecek misin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe bileyim Hasan\u2026 Sevi\u015felim diyorum, istemiyor inat\u00e7\u0131 kar\u0131n\u2026 \u00c7ok k\u0131zm\u0131\u015f bana\u2026 Nefret ediyor. Ben de b\u0131\u00e7ak \u00e7\u0131karmak zorunda kald\u0131m. \u00d6yle sikebildim bir posta\u2026 Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc diye namus kumkumas\u0131 olmu\u015f senin siki\u015fken kar\u0131n, azg\u0131n kar\u0131n\u2026 Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sular ak\u0131yor \u015f\u0131r\u0131l \u015f\u0131r\u0131l, yine de vermem diyor, siktir git diyor. \u015eimdi de sen vars\u0131n, dedi\u011fin gibi\u2026 Ne yapal\u0131m ki? Nas\u0131l \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr bu k\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm? Sabaha kadar b\u00f6yle mi kalaca\u011f\u0131z Hasan?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEn iyisi b\u0131rak git Cafer\u2026 Zor durumda kalma daha fazla\u2026 \u0130\u015fi b\u00fcy\u00fctme. \u015eikayet\u00e7i olmay\u0131z biz, herkes kendi yoluna gider.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYok Hasan\u0131m\u2026 Kar\u0131nla sevi\u015fmeden, o g\u00fczel amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na bo\u015falmadan \u015furdan \u015furaya gitmem. Ahd ettim. \u0130ster zorla, ister g\u00fczellikle\u2026 Sonu nereye var\u0131rsa vars\u0131n. Bak, hala pantolondan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, kaz\u0131k gibi sikim\u2026 Senin g\u00fczel kar\u0131n indirecek bu kalkm\u0131\u015f yarra\u011f\u0131\u2026 Ba\u015fka yolu yok. \u0130sterse sonunda \u00f6l\u00fcm olsun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocama bakt\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u015firketin \u015fof\u00f6r \u00fcniformas\u0131yla duruyor kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda, boynunda kravat\u2026 Karar vermi\u015f\u00e7esine konu\u015ftu, sesi canlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7\u0131kar \u015fu kravat\u0131n\u0131 boynundan bakay\u0131m sen\u2026 Halkas\u0131n\u0131 bozma, kollar\u0131n\u0131 arkaya kavu\u015ftur, kravat\u0131 bileklerine ge\u00e7ir. Yava\u015f yava\u015f, geri geri yan\u0131m\u0131za gel bakal\u0131m \u015fimdi\u2026\u201d Talimatlar\u0131n\u0131n yap\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledi. Bu kez bana, \u201cG\u00fcll\u00fc, kocan\u0131n kravat\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131k iyice, bilekleri s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 ba\u011flans\u0131n. Tamam. Kravat\u0131n ucunu tut \u015fimdi, yatak odas\u0131na gidiyoruz.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz birden, kocam \u00f6nde, ben onun bile\u011fini ba\u011flayan kravat\u0131 tutmu\u015f arkas\u0131nda, Cafer g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131ma b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dayam\u0131\u015f, arkamda, yava\u015f hareketlerle yatak odas\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. \u0130\u00e7eriye girdik. Kocam\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131n ayak ucuna, k\u00f6\u015feye oturttu. Arkadan ba\u011fl\u0131 bileklerini saran kravat\u0131n ucunu yata\u011f\u0131n demirine ba\u011flatt\u0131rd\u0131 bana s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131\u2026 Elini uzat\u0131p sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 denetledi. Rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u015fimdi\u2026 B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n ucunu sallad\u0131 bana do\u011fru,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kar sadece, bluz, s\u00fctyen\u2026 Mini ete\u011fin kalacak, \u00e7oraplar da, ayakkab\u0131lar da\u2026 Yata\u011fa uzan sonra, ayaklar\u0131n yerde olsun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocama bakt\u0131m. \u00c7aresiz g\u00f6zlerle, kafesteki ku\u015f gibi bak\u0131yordu bana\u2026 Ellerini kald\u0131rd\u0131 hafif\u00e7e, yata\u011f\u0131n demirine ba\u011fl\u0131 ellerini\u2026 Yapacak bir \u015fey yok dercesine\u2026 Dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Elleri ba\u011fl\u0131, \u00e7aresiz kocam\u0131n ve beni sikecek olan erke\u011fin heyecanla parlayan g\u00f6zleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde yava\u015f hareketlerle \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Kollar\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p s\u00fctyeni de f\u0131rlatt\u0131m yere \u00f6fkeyle\u2026 Memelerim meydanda, \u00fcst\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131plak vaziyette, yata\u011fa uzand\u0131m \u00f6ylece, onun istedi\u011fi gibi, ayaklar\u0131m yerde\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer de soyundu benden sonra\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcnde ne varsa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p att\u0131. Kalkm\u0131\u015f siki t\u00fcm heybetiyle havaya dikilmi\u015fti. \u00d6n\u00fcmde, ayakta durmu\u015f, beni seyrediyordu. \u0130\u015ftahla, \u015fehvetle bak\u0131yordu yar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak bedenime\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHey, bu ne b\u00f6yle?\u201d dedi sonra\u2026 Etajerin \u00fcst\u00fcne uzand\u0131, gece kullanmak i\u00e7in oraya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m vibrat\u00f6r\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Eline ald\u0131, evirip \u00e7evirdi, d\u00fc\u011fmesine bast\u0131, titre\u015ftirdi. Hasan\u2019\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na f\u0131rlat\u0131p att\u0131 sonra,<\/p>\n
\u201cBu gece buna ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z olmayacak \u00e7ocuklar\u2026\u201d dedi alay ederek\u2026 Elini \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp ha\u015fmetlisini k\u00f6k\u00fcnden tutup sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cBu gece bunu yiyeceksin G\u00fcll\u00fc Sultan\u2026 Yapmas\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, canl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yediricem sana\u2026\u201d Elindeki \u015fey vibrat\u00f6rden daha iri ve azametli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden bak\u0131nca\u2026<\/p>\n
E\u011fildi sonra, zaten minicik olan, yata\u011fa yat\u0131nca s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ete\u011fimi iyice yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131. Diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcmde\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yumruk gibi kabarm\u0131\u015f am\u0131ma s\u00fcrtt\u00fc. \u0130rkildim. \u00c7elik so\u011fuklu\u011fu am\u0131m\u0131n ate\u015fini kesmeye yetmemi\u015fti. Hayran hayran bak\u0131yordu sadece\u2026 Di\u011fer eliyle ayakkab\u0131m\u0131 tuttu. Ayak bileklerimi ok\u015fad\u0131. \u00c7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kalkm\u0131\u015f sikine s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fc. O da ate\u015f gibi yan\u0131yordu, \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden sikinin ate\u015fini hissedebiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Dizlerime kapand\u0131, \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklere bo\u011fdu. File \u00e7orab\u0131n deliklerinden dilinin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyurdu bana, \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131n bitimindeki geni\u015f dantellerini ok\u015fad\u0131 uzun uzun\u2026 Bitti\u011fi yerde ba\u015flayan ak\u00e7a pak\u00e7a etimi \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklere bo\u011fdu\u2026 D\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ini\u2026 Offf\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131ma g\u00f6md\u00fc. Di\u015flerimi s\u0131k\u0131yordum, inlememek, zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 belli etmemek i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum \u00e7aresizce\u2026 Fakat ah\u2026 Dili, o \u0131slak, p\u00fct\u00fcrl\u00fc dili klitorisimi ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayanamad\u0131m daha fazla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026\u201d diye bir inleme koptu benden\u2026<\/p>\n
Elimde de\u011fildi i\u015fte\u2026 Zevk al\u0131yordum. Ad\u0131 istedi\u011fi kadar tecav\u00fcz olsun, b\u0131\u00e7ak zoruyla sikilmek olsun\u2026 M\u00fcthi\u015f zevk al\u0131yordum. Utanarak kocama bakt\u0131m. O da oturdu\u011fu k\u00f6\u015feden bize bak\u0131yordu. Bana\u2026 Ba\u015fka bir erke\u011fin dilinden zevk alan kar\u0131s\u0131na\u2026 G\u00f6zlerinde \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fim bir ifade vard\u0131. K\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k m\u0131? K\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131k m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Yoksa ikimiz sevi\u015firken ona Cafer diye seslenmemi isteyen, her sevi\u015fmemizde beni Cafer\u2019e siktirdi\u011fini hayal eden, pezevenk diye k\u00fcf\u00fcr etmemden zevk alan, tahrik olan kocam m\u0131yd\u0131 bize heyecanla bakan?<\/p>\n
Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yalay\u0131p yutan Cafer, ellerini de memelerime uzatm\u0131\u015f, u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 parmaklar\u0131yla oval\u0131yor, daha \u00e7ok bitiriyordu beni\u2026 Dayanamad\u0131m, inlemelerim artt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imden sular \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ld\u0131yordu. Dayanamad\u0131m daha fazla,<\/p>\n
\u201cCafer\u2026 Yeter\u2026 Ohhh… Yeter art\u0131k Cafer\u2026\u201d diye yalvard\u0131m adama\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131mdan kald\u0131rd\u0131 bana bakt\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131 \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 am suyumla\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYeter mi G\u00fcll\u00fc?\u201d dedi h\u0131nz\u0131r h\u0131nz\u0131r\u2026 \u201cBunca ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa bu kadarc\u0131k am yalamak yeter mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Pu\u015ft, biliyordu nas\u0131l zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Elimi uzat\u0131p sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tuttum, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerim zevkten kaym\u0131\u015f, sa\u00e7\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131m da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yalvard\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u201cYeter diyorum sana\u2026 B\u0131rak yalamay\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m peki G\u00fcl\u00fcm? S\u00f6yle bana\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocama bakt\u0131m. Elleri ba\u011fl\u0131 kocama\u2026 Heyecanlanm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Yanaklar\u0131 k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f, merakla beni, s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim \u015feyi bekliyordu. Biliyordum. O da istiyordu benim istedi\u011fim \u015feyi\u2026 Biliyordu ne istedi\u011fimi\u2026 Sonunda s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n
Kocamla her sevi\u015fmemizde inleyerek, ba\u011f\u0131rarak tekrarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, zevkten inlerken kocama s\u00f6yledi\u011fim, ikimizi de deli gibi tahrik eden, bo\u015falmam\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flayan o s\u00f6zleri s\u00f6yledim sikicime\u2026 \u0130stekle\u2026 \u015eehvetle\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSik beni Cafer\u2026\u201d diye inledim. \u201cO koca sikini ge\u00e7ir bana\u2026 Sik\u2026 Seni istiyorum ben\u2026 Yeter art\u0131k\u2026 Sik beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131, jartiyer \u00e7orab\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcsledi\u011fi uzun bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131p aras\u0131na girdi. O kal\u0131n, koca sikini s\u00fcrtt\u00fcrd\u00fc yine amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma\u2026 Heyecanla, titreyerek bekledim erke\u011fi\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 soktu zorlayarak\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026\u201d diye inledim, g\u00f6zlerim karard\u0131 zevkten\u2026 \u201cOhhh\u2026 Cafer\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 \u00d6zledim senin sikini\u2026 Pi\u00e7 herif\u2026 Orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu\u2026 Sikini \u00f6zledim senin\u2026 Bu\u2026 Bu koca siki \u00f6zledim ben\u2026 Beni sikmeni, i\u00e7imi de\u015fmeni \u00f6zledim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f soktu i\u00e7ime\u2026 \u0130nlete inlete\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sa\u011fa sola \u00e7eviriyor, zevkle durmaks\u0131z\u0131n inliyordum. Kocam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, heyecanla bana bak\u0131yordu. Bacak arama, i\u00e7ime girmekte olan koca yara\u011fa bak\u0131yordu kocam\u2026 Elimi uzat\u0131p baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tuttum. Ok\u015fad\u0131m. Am\u0131ma giren yara\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi zevkle g\u00f6zlerim kapan\u0131rken ben de kocam\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Elimle kuca\u011f\u0131na geldi\u011fimde pantolonun kuma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden, \u00f6n\u00fcndeki minik kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissettim. Siki kalkm\u0131\u015f vaziyetteydi kocam\u0131n\u2026 O da zevk al\u0131yordu benim sikilmemden, hem de yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda sikilmem, koca yara\u011f\u0131n am\u0131ma girmesi, benim zevk dolu inlemelerim kocama zevk veriyordu\u2026 Cafer sikini k\u00f6kledi bir anda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAahhh\u2026\u201d diye bir feryat kopard\u0131m. Ellerim kas\u0131ld\u0131, kocam\u0131n sikini s\u0131kt\u0131m avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda istemsizce\u2026 Kocam da inledi benimle beraber\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019in koca siki bir zaman yara yara gidip geldi i\u00e7imde\u2026 Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda inip kalkt\u0131 durmaks\u0131z\u0131n, yorulmaks\u0131z\u0131n\u2026 Sonra ben kald\u0131rd\u0131m erke\u011fi bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan, kocama y\u00f6nelip Cafer\u2019e do\u011fru domald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kocam\u0131n pantolonunun kemerini \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcm, k\u00fcloduyla beraber s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Alt\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak, kalkm\u0131\u015f sikiyle oturuyordu elleri ba\u011fl\u0131 vaziyette\u2026 Kocam\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 koyup, popomu havaya kald\u0131rd\u0131m. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 titrettirip i\u015fareti verdim arkamdaki erke\u011fe\u2026 Arkamdan yakla\u015f\u0131p bir anda am\u0131ma ge\u00e7iriverdi sikini, hart diye\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Yava\u015f\u015f\u2026 Hayvan\u2026\u201d diye inledim. Sonra da kocam\u0131n sikini a\u011fz\u0131ma ald\u0131m. Cafer beni sikti, ben kocam\u0131n sikini emdim, yalad\u0131m durdum.<\/p>\n
Neye niyet, neye k\u0131smet\u2026 Ben kocama, vibrat\u00f6rle beraber grup sekse haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken ger\u00e7ekten grup seks yap\u0131yorduk. Harika bir \u015feydi. Am\u0131ma girip \u00e7\u0131kan aletin verdi\u011fi zevke dayanamad\u0131m daha fazla\u2026 Ben orgazm olurken a\u011fz\u0131mdaki kocam\u0131n pipisi de damlalar\u0131n\u0131 sal\u0131yordu a\u011fz\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer hayvan\u0131 bo\u015falmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 daha\u2026 Yata\u011fa yat\u0131p kuca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ekti beni\u2026 \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131p sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde al\u00e7al\u0131rken kocam hala bize bak\u0131yordu. Daha \u00e7ok, i\u00e7ime girmekte olan bilek kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki hayvana\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra ald\u0131m i\u00e7ime ald\u0131m o hayvan\u0131\u2026 Oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m sonra deli gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Cafer\u2019in k\u00fcrek gibi elleri \u00e7orapl\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu durmaks\u0131z\u0131n, o pek be\u011fendi\u011fi kal\u00e7alar\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131yordu. Titrettiriyordum kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131, siki i\u00e7imde elektrik \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f gibiydi, b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ayg\u0131r\u0131m\u2026 Sonunda onu da bo\u015faltt\u0131m. Yata\u011fa devrildim.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcn art\u0131k beni\u2026\u201d diye inledi kocam\u2026 Bakt\u0131 benden hay\u0131r yok, serilip kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, orta\u011f\u0131na seslendi, \u201cHadi ortak, \u00e7\u00f6z beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cafer kalk\u0131p kravat\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc, kocam\u0131 serbest b\u0131rakt\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz yan yana uzand\u0131k yatakta\u2026 Ben iki erke\u011fin ortas\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u0130kisi de yan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, beni ok\u015fuyorlard\u0131 hayran hayran\u2026<\/p>\n
Mutlulukla gerindim. Gece yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yordu daha\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130ki erkekli yeni seks ya\u015fam\u0131m da yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki erke\u011fin aras\u0131nda bir zaman uzan\u0131p dinlendim. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak\u2026 Erkeklerin akl\u0131ndan neler ge\u00e7iyordu bilmiyorum ama, kendi pay\u0131ma \u00e7ok mutluydum.<\/p>\n
Biri kocam, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n babas\u0131, her \u015feye ra\u011fmen benim mutlu olmam\u0131 isteyen bir erkek\u2026 Di\u011feri sevdi\u011fim, g\u00fcc\u00fcne, erkekli\u011fine hayran oldu\u011fum, beni her zaman sekse doyurabilen ayg\u0131r gibi bir erkek\u2026 Bu gece de doyurdu\u011fu gibi\u2026 Hem de kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cMmmm\u2026\u201d diyerek yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde \u015f\u00f6yle bir gerindim. \u201c\u0130\u015fte bu \u00e7ok iyi geldi. Harikayd\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u2026\u201d dedim uzay\u0131p giden sessizli\u011fi bozma ad\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBana sorarsan da acayip bir gece oldu do\u011frusu\u2026\u201d diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi Cafer. \u201cMadem bunu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131k, neden bir s\u00fcr\u00fc maceraya giri\u015ftik biz?\u201d Kocam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cEee\u2026 Ekinler ba\u015f vermeden k\u00f6r buza\u011f\u0131 topallamazm\u0131\u015f kanka…\u201d Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ikimizin y\u00fcz\u00fcnde, \u00e7\u0131plak bedenlerimizin \u00fczerinde doland\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle bir\u2026 Sereserpe yat\u0131yorduk. Cafer’in az \u00f6nce bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f haliyle bile kocaman g\u00f6r\u00fcnen siki bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda uzan\u0131yor. Benim h\u0131rpalanm\u0131\u015f, k\u00f6klenerek sikilmi\u015f am\u0131ma bo\u015faltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 spermler hala i\u00e7imden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p usul usul yata\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
\u201cDemek ki ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015famak gerekiyormu\u015f. Yoksa normalde \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz bir yatakta \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak nas\u0131l yatacakt\u0131k?\u201d Kocam\u0131n elini tuttum,<\/p>\n
\u201cAma fena m\u0131 oldu Hasan? Senin istedi\u011fin de bu de\u011fil miydi? Cafer senin yan\u0131nda doyurdu beni\u2026 Hani her sevi\u015fti\u011fimizde anlat\u0131p duruyordun ya\u2026 Cafer siksin seni, benim yan\u0131mda siksin, kol gibi yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irsin sana deyip duruyordun.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBak sen \u015fu azg\u0131n sap\u0131klara\u2026\u201d diyerek bir kahkaha kopard\u0131 Cafer\u2026 \u201cBen de bo\u015fu bo\u015funa film \u00e7evirdim desenize\u2026 Sizi gidi numarac\u0131 azg\u0131nlar\u2026 Me\u011fer d\u00fcnden raz\u0131ym\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z bu i\u015fe\u2026\u201d Hasan da ben de g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yapay\u0131m kanka? Kar\u0131m mutlu olsun dedim, her \u015feye raz\u0131y\u0131m dedim. Ama onca olaydan sonra da direk yan\u0131na gelip gel kanka kar\u0131m\u0131 sikiver, seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zledi diyemedim i\u015fte\u2026\u201d Durup bana bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcll\u00fc de sana olan k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 atamad\u0131 daha, ondan kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 sana\u2026 Yoksa dedi\u011fi gibi, her siki\u015fti\u011fimizde seni an\u0131yorduk. Senin kar\u0131m\u0131 nas\u0131l mutlu etti\u011fini\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam ortak\u2026 Bundan sonra anman\u0131za gerek yok. Ben hep yan\u0131n\u0131zda olaca\u011f\u0131m. G\u00fcl\u00fcm ne zaman isterse sikerim onu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Elini am\u0131ma att\u0131, ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131 bunu s\u00f6ylerken\u2026 Parmaklar\u0131 kas\u0131klar\u0131mda, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda ars\u0131zca dola\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cTerbiyesiz herif\u2026\u201d diyerek g\u00fcld\u00fcm, elini tutup \u00e7ekmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u201cNe zaman istersem sikecekmi\u015f beni\u2026 Utanm\u0131yor musun b\u00f6yle ay\u0131p konu\u015fmaya, kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda oram\u0131 buram\u0131 ellemeye?\u201d diyerek kikirdedim.<\/p>\n
Dudaklar\u0131ma yumuldu bu sefer am\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015famay\u0131 kesmeden, kal\u0131n kara b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bat\u0131ra bat\u0131ra somurdu iyice, diliyle ok\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cKocan\u0131n \u015fikayeti yok G\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026\u201d dedi \u00f6pmeyi bitirince\u2026 Yine soluksuz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 beni hayvan\u2026 K\u00f6r\u00fck gibi nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cDe\u011fil mi Hasan? G\u00fcl\u00fcm ikimizin de kar\u0131s\u0131 bundan sonra\u2026 Emrine amadeyiz kar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTabi ortak\u2026 Benim kar\u0131m bundan sonra ikimizin de kar\u0131s\u0131, dedi\u011fin gibi\u2026 De\u2026 Senin kar\u0131y\u0131 ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z? Yenge isyan \u00e7\u0131karacak senin bizden \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenirse\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAmaannn, dert etti\u011fin \u015feye bak Hasan\u2026 Bir \u00e7aresini buluruz, ne yapay\u0131m \u015fimdi? Oldu olacak, onu da aram\u0131za katar\u0131z bir \u015fekilde\u2026 Hadi bakal\u0131m, banyoya gidelim, du\u015f yap\u0131p kendime geleyim ben\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne\u015feyle kalk\u0131p banyoya dolu\u015ftuk. Sessiz olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak gecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131plak insan birbirimizi ok\u015faya ok\u015faya, k\u00f6p\u00fckleye k\u00f6p\u00fckleye g\u00fczelce banyo yapt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fczden s\u00fcz\u00fclen bembeyaz k\u00f6p\u00fcklerle kayganla\u015fan bedenlerimiz birbirine s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcyor, Cafer’in yine ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015f erkekli\u011fi her f\u0131rsatta bir yerime girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bana sar\u0131l\u0131p duran iki erke\u011fin ortas\u0131nda k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc elleriyle kedi gibi her yerimi ok\u015famalar\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi do\u011frusu…<\/p>\n
Sonunda istemeye istemeye de olsa durulan\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Birbirimizi kurulay\u0131p yine \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak yatak odas\u0131na att\u0131k kendimizi\u2026 Ben \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirirken Hasan da bir \u015fi\u015fe viski, buz, soda vs ald\u0131 dolaptan, Cafer viski bardaklar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ikolata, \u00e7erezleri yatak odas\u0131na getirdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cTur rehberi verdi e\u015fantiyon viski, bu gecenin \u015ferefine a\u00e7al\u0131m bakal\u0131m\u2026\u201d diyordu kocam bardaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 doldururken\u2026 Kadehlerimizi al\u0131p uzand\u0131k yine ben ortada, erkekler iki yan\u0131mda\u2026 \u00dc\u00e7 kadehi toku\u015fturup ilk yudumlar\u0131 ald\u0131k,<\/p>\n
\u201cSa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za\u2026 Bug\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcze\u2026\u201d diyerek\u2026<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (9), resim \u21162
\n\u201cEee? \u00c7ikolatalar\u0131 nereye koyal\u0131m?\u201d dedi Hasan, elinde \u00e7ikolata par\u00e7alar\u0131 dolu kaseyi tutuyordu. Cafer elinden ald\u0131 kaseyi, i\u00e7indekileri benim g\u00f6be\u011fimin \u00fczerine yayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cBuras\u0131 g\u00fczel i\u015fte\u2026\u201d diyerek g\u00fcld\u00fc sonra yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi pek be\u011fenmi\u015f gibi\u2026 Sonra da karn\u0131ma do\u011fru e\u011fildi, dilinin \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tenimde gezdirerek di\u015fleriyle ilk \u00e7ikolata par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6be\u011fimden ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Az sonra kahkahalar atarak viskilerimizi yudumluyor, alkol\u00fcn verdi\u011fi rahatlamayla ota boka g\u00fcl\u00fcyorduk. \u00c7\u0131plak bedenim erkeklerin meze taba\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. Her viski yudumun ard\u0131ndan e\u011filiyor, g\u00f6be\u011fimden bir di\u015f \u00e7ikolata kopar\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Damarlar\u0131ma yay\u0131lan alkol\u00fcn s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ikide bir g\u00f6be\u011fimi, memelerimi yalayan erkeklerin dilleri beni yine ate\u015flemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Island\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissediyordum. Bakt\u0131m, ikisinin de g\u00f6zleri parl\u0131yordu bana bakarken\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cHeyy\u2026\u201d diyerek cilvelendim, \u201cNe bu bak\u0131\u015flar beyler? Sanki beni sikecek gibi bak\u0131yorsunuz, hayrola?\u201d Cafer atlad\u0131 hemen,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim G\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026 \u015eu anda seni sikmek istiyorum fena halde\u2026\u201d Hasan’a bakt\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cNe dersin ortak? Kar\u0131n\u0131 sikebilir miyim? Senin i\u00e7in bir sak\u0131ncas\u0131 var m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocam gevrek gevrek g\u00fclerken eliyle sertle\u015fmi\u015f pipisini ok\u015fad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cYok ortak, hi\u00e7 bir sak\u0131ncas\u0131 yok\u2026 Dedim ya, benim kar\u0131m senin de kar\u0131n bundan sonra\u2026 \u0130stedi\u011fin zaman, istedi\u011fin yerde, istedi\u011fin \u015fekilde sikebilirsin kar\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Siki\u015fmekte serbestsiniz\u2026\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirip dudaklar\u0131na bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdum kocam\u0131n,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Can\u0131m kocam benim\u2026 Anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 kocam\u2026 Nas\u0131l da severmi\u015f kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Senin gibi geni\u015f koca her kad\u0131na nasip olmaz valla\u2026\u201d Hasan da dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201cBoynuzlu demek istedin di mi? S\u00f6yle kar\u0131c\u0131m, boynuzlu de bana\u2026 Oh, g\u00fczel kar\u0131m benim\u2026 Senin a\u011fz\u0131na her \u015fey yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor a\u015fk\u0131m, k\u00fcf\u00fcr bile yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u00fcf\u00fcr yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor da, yarak yak\u0131\u015fmaz m\u0131 ortak? Hadi G\u00fcl\u00fcm, \u015fu ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yala biraz da, kocan g\u00f6rs\u00fcn yak\u0131\u015f\u0131p yak\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Hadi bebe\u011fim, ohhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130ste\u011fini ikiletmedim bile, e\u011filip havaya dikilmi\u015f kocaman\u0131n\u0131 tuttum, ba\u015f\u0131ndan ba\u015flayarak, \u015fapkan\u0131n kenarlar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6vdesinin damarlar\u0131n\u0131 doland\u0131m dilimin ucuyla, ta\u015faklar\u0131na kadar indim. Kocam g\u00f6be\u011fimden yata\u011fa sa\u00e7\u0131lan bir iki \u00e7ikolatay\u0131 al\u0131p kenara koyarken ben arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sikini yalamakla me\u015fguld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Harikas\u0131n G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel yal\u0131yorsun bi tanem\u2026\u201d diyerek inledi Cafer\u2026<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan tutmu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6nlendirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, kendine bast\u0131r\u0131yordu beni\u2026 Alttan yalayarak tekrar sikinin ba\u015f\u0131na geldim, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 kocaman a\u00e7\u0131p kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan a\u011fz\u0131ma kayd\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bo\u011faz\u0131ma kadar almadan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m sikini, sonra tekrar soktum. Bir yandan aletini vakumlarken, bir yandan a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde dilimi k\u0131v\u0131rarak sikinin g\u00f6vdesini ok\u015fuyordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Harika\u2026 Mmmmm\u2026.\u201d \u0130ki eliyle sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan tutmu\u015f, alttan belini oynat\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 sikmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu Cafer\u2026<\/p>\n
Kocamsa yan\u0131m\u0131zda uzanm\u0131\u015f, sikini ok\u015fayarak kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131na nas\u0131l oral seks yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merakla izliyordu. Yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6rmek istemi\u015f olmal\u0131, biraz daha e\u011fildi, biraz daha yak\u0131n\u0131m\u0131za geldi. B\u00f6ylece Cafer’in sikinin a\u011fz\u0131ma giri\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 net bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6rebiliyordu. A\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m bir ara aleti, nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kocama,<\/p>\n
Küçük Kasabanın Kahpesi (9), resim \u21163
\n\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m, sanki can\u0131n \u00e7ekmi\u015f gibi bak\u0131yorsun. Sen de dene istersen\u2026\u201d dedim g\u00fclerek\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cNe? Neyi? Anlayamad\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedi \u00f6nce kocam\u2026 Sonra ima etti\u011fim \u015feyi anlad\u0131, kahkaha att\u0131, \u201cHaaa\u2026. Yok can\u0131m, o kadar da de\u011fil\u2026 Ben sadece a\u011fz\u0131na yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131 diye bak\u0131yordum. Homo de\u011filim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNe var can\u0131m\u2026 Kar\u0131n\u0131 siken alet bu i\u015fte\u2026 Kar\u0131n\u0131 zevkten geberten \u015fey bu\u2026 Ellesene sen de\u2026 Dokun biraz\u2026 Ne kadar kal\u0131n, ne kadar sert oldu\u011funu anla\u2026 Onu neden bu kadar istedi\u011fimi anla sen de\u2026 Sanki biraz ok\u015fay\u0131nca homo mu olacaks\u0131n?\u201d<\/p>\n
Kocam karars\u0131zca elimdeki kal\u0131n penise bakt\u0131 bir an\u2026 G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. Asl\u0131nda bunu yapmak istedi\u011fini g\u00f6rebiliyordum merakl\u0131, istekli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda\u2026 Elimle elini tuttum, Cafer’in sikini avucuna b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla, adeta korkarak tutuyordu, g\u00fcld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
\u201cYeni gelinin yarak tuttu\u011fu gibi tutma can\u0131m\u2026 Korkma, \u0131s\u0131rmaz. Hadi \u00f6p onu a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Parmaklar\u0131 kas\u0131ld\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi, dudaklar\u0131yla sikin ba\u015f\u0131na dokundu. \u00c7ekti. Bir daha \u00f6pt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Harikas\u0131n kocac\u0131m\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cHadi a\u011fz\u0131na al \u015funu\u2026 \u00c7ekinmeyi b\u0131rak\u2026 Biz bizeyiz burada\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Hasan a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kaybetti. O ba\u015f\u0131yla ilgilenirken ben de dilimi sikin g\u00f6vdesinde ta\u015faklar\u0131nda gezdirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kar\u0131 koca sikicimin aletine yak\u0131n ilgi g\u00f6steriyorduk ayn\u0131 anda\u2026 Cafer yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde b\u00fct\u00fcn kaslar\u0131yla gerindi, zevkten d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015fe olmu\u015ftu. \u0130nlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhhh\u2026. Sap\u0131klar sizi\u2026 \u0130kiniz birden yarak yal\u0131yorsunuz ha? Ohhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczell\u2026 Yalay\u0131n\u2026 \u00c7ok iyi gidiyorsun kanka\u2026 Sikimi em a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde\u2026 Mmmm\u2026 Hadi G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 em sen de\u2026 Offf\u2026 Olmaz b\u00f6yle zevk\u2026 Harikas\u0131n\u0131z\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ama biraz sonra ikimizi de sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131zdan tutup sert\u00e7e geriye \u00e7ektirdi. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z dudaklar\u0131m\u0131z t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fck i\u00e7erisinde Cafer’e bakt\u0131k \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla,<\/p>\n
\u201cYeter ulan yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u2026 A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131za bo\u015falmak istemiyorum. Kar\u0131n\u0131n am\u0131na bo\u015falmak istiyorum Hasan\u2026 G\u00fcll\u00fc, kalk bakay\u0131m, biraz domal da arkadan gireyim amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na bu sefer\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Hemen dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131m. Dirseklerimi yata\u011fa koyup dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc yukar\u0131ya kald\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 iki yana sallay\u0131p sinyali verdim ayg\u0131r\u0131ma\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda arkamda durmu\u015f, eliyle sikini tutmu\u015f kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma bak\u0131yordu hayran hayran\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff\u2026 Hastay\u0131m senin g\u00f6t\u00fcne G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Sikmeye doyamam ben bu g\u00f6t\u00fc senin\u2026 Fahi\u015fem\u2026 Orospum benim\u2026 Azg\u0131n kalta\u011f\u0131m\u2026\u201d Eliyle bir \u015faplak patlatt\u0131 kal\u00e7ama, ard\u0131ndan di\u011fer taraf\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAyyyy\u2026\u201d diyerek can ac\u0131s\u0131yla kast\u0131m kendimi\u2026 \u201cYapmaa\u2026\u201d diye inledim.<\/p>\n
Sikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arkamdan \u0131slak am\u0131ma s\u00fcrtt\u00fcr\u00fcrken homurdanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u201cYap\u0131cam ulan\u2026 Ne istersem yap\u0131cam\u2026 D\u00f6ve d\u00f6ve sikicem seni\u2026 Am\u0131na kodu\u011fumun kalta\u011f\u0131 seni\u2026 Yara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zlersin, ama bana istemiyorum diye numara \u00e7ekersin ha? G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn sen \u015fimdi yarak yemeyi\u2026 Kanka yala \u015fu sikimi biraz\u2026 Kuru kuru sikmeyeyim kar\u0131n\u0131n amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Kulaklar\u0131ma inanam\u0131yordum. D\u00f6n\u00fcp arkaya bakt\u0131m. Ger\u00e7ekten sikini kocam\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na sokmu\u015f, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutup ileri geri yapt\u0131r\u0131yor, sikini yalatt\u0131r\u0131yordu. Asl\u0131nda amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m o kadar \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki, kocam yalamasa bile o koca yarak i\u00e7imde rahat\u00e7a kayabilirdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cOff\u2026 Tamam\u2026 Yeter kanka\u2026 Bu kadar \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n yeter\u2026 Hadi bakal\u0131m G\u00fcll\u00fc han\u0131m\u2026 Kocan sikimi sana haz\u0131rlad\u0131 yalaya yalaya\u2026 Sen de am\u0131na alacaks\u0131n bu yarra\u011f\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sert\u00e7e sokuyordu sikini\u2026 \u0130ki eliyle belimden tutup kendine \u00e7ekiyor, bazen yava\u015f, bazen h\u0131zl\u0131ca ileri geri yap\u0131yor, sikini yava\u015f yava\u015f am\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu. Arada belimi pen\u00e7eleyen elleriyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131ma vurup beni ac\u0131dan ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131yor, ard\u0131ndan tekrar sikini ait oldu\u011fu yere, amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhhh\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Sik a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Erke\u011fim\u2026 Harika\u2026 Aahhh\u2026 Yava\u015f\u2026 Vurma ne olur\u2026 Can\u0131m yan\u0131yor tokatlar\u0131ndan\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 K\u00f6klee\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sa\u011fa sola sall\u0131yor, ac\u0131dan zevkten ne dedi\u011fimi bilmez bir halde inliyor, say\u0131kl\u0131yordum. Kocamsa hemen yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda benim ac\u0131mas\u0131zca sikili\u015fimi izliyordu eli sikinde\u2026 Uzan\u0131p ellerini tuttum destek almak istercesine,<\/p>\n
\u201cHasan\u2026 Kocamm\u2026 Can\u0131m yan\u0131yor a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 \u00c7ok fena sikiyor kar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026 Tut elimi a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Aaahhhh\u2026 Yard\u0131 beni\u2026 Am\u0131m\u0131 yard\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n kocac\u0131mm\u2026 Ooohhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAma zevk al\u0131yorsun kar\u0131c\u0131m\u2026 \u00d6yle de\u011fil mi? Nas\u0131l da yara yara giriyor amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na bir g\u00f6rsen\u2026 Oh, \u00e7ok g\u00fczel sikiyor seni\u2026 Sanki porno film \u00e7eviriyorsunuz. Porno y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 gibisiniz ikiniz de…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMmmm\u2026 Evet a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 \u00c7ok zevk al\u0131yorum. Ohhh\u2026 \u00c7ok zevk veriyor bana\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel sikiyor beni\u2026 Sikinin ba\u015f\u0131 rahmimde sanki\u2026 Diplerime vuruyor. Ooohhhh\u2026 Sik Cafer\u2026 Sik beni\u2026 K\u00f6klee\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ben k\u00f6kle dememi\u015fim gibi durdu bir anda\u2026 Ne oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, kendini yata\u011fa b\u0131rakt\u0131, s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131p sikini havaya dikti Cafer\u2026 Am\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 koca yarak am sular\u0131mdan \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cYordun beni G\u00fcll\u00fc\u2026 Hadi gel sen biraz da sen beni sik can\u0131m\u2026\u201d diyerek o p\u0131r\u0131ldayan sikini i\u015faret etti.<\/p>\n
Hemen d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 aralay\u0131p am\u0131m\u0131 hizalad\u0131m tela\u015fla, dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra kal\u0131n sikini tekrar amc\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kaybettim. Bu kez ben oturup kalkmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Zevkten g\u00f6zlerim kay\u0131yordu. \u00dczerine e\u011filip dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm, u\u00e7lar\u0131 sertle\u015fmi\u015f memelerimi onun g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde eze eze yayland\u0131m sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben Cafer’in siki i\u00e7ime g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f dudaklar\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rken birden g\u00f6t deli\u011fimde bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k hissettim. \u0130\u00e7imdeki sikin verdi\u011fi zevke g\u00f6t deli\u011fimdeki ok\u015fanma, s\u0131cakl\u0131k, nemli dilin verdi\u011fi zevk kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir anda\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirip bakt\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Hasan arkamdan yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, iki eliyle kal\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 tutup ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 aras\u0131na g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Islak ve s\u0131cak diliyle aralanan ve a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6t deli\u011fimi yalay\u0131p duruyor, zevkimi ikiye katl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcn deli\u011fini kocam yal\u0131yor, arkada\u015f\u0131 koca sikini alttan am\u0131ma g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015f vaziyette, elleriyle iki mememi avu\u00e7lam\u0131\u015f, parmaklar\u0131yla u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ovalay\u0131p duruyordu. Zevkten \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rmak \u00fczereydim.<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026 Delirteceksiniz beni\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczell\u2026\u201d diye inledim. An\u0131n zevkini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordum, hareketsiz vaziyette, arkam\u0131 yalayan dilin, i\u00e7imde k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131p duran sikin zevkine b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kendimi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cSik onu ortak\u2026\u201d diye homurdand\u0131 Cafer\u2026 \u201cAm\u0131n\u0131 ben sikiyorum, sen de g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc sik kar\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 \u0130kili zevk verelim kar\u0131na\u2026 Hadi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Hasan hemen dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131. G\u00f6t deli\u011fimi yalamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p do\u011fruldu, sertle\u015fmi\u015f pipisini t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fckleriyle \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6t deli\u011fime dayad\u0131. \u0130nce alet bir anda k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar g\u00f6t deli\u011fimde kayboluverdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAhhhh\u2026\u201d diye bir zevk inlemesi koyuverdim. Kocam\u0131n ince ufarak siki can\u0131m\u0131 yakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 elbette, ama yine de zevk veriyordu. \u0130leri geri yapmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca zevkim iyice artt\u0131. Bir de Cafer alttan alttan sikini k\u00f6klemeye ba\u015flamaz m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ayn\u0131 anda iki erke\u011fin aras\u0131nda tost olmu\u015f vaziyette aml\u0131 g\u00f6tl\u00fc sikilmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130kisi de hareketlerini birbirine uydurmu\u015f, i\u00e7imde iki erkeklik organ\u0131 gidip geliyordu piston misali\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhhh\u2026\u201d diye kendimi koyverdim. \u201cHarikaa\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fczel\u2026 Sikin beni \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 \u00d6nden arkadan sikin beni\u2026 Aaaahhh\u2026 \u0130nanam\u0131yorum. B\u00f6yle bir zevk olamaz\u2026 \u00c7ok iyi yaa\u2026 Oohhhh\u2026 K\u00f6kle Caferim\u2026 Am\u0131ma k\u00f6kle\u2026 Mmmm\u2026 Sikin \u00e7ok zevk veriyor bebe\u011fim\u2026 Hadi kocac\u0131m, sen de\u2026 Git gel… Pompala\u2026 Sen de g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc sik kocam\u2026 Ohhhh\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130ki erkek dakikalarca siktiler beni\u2026 Zirvelere ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131lar, bulutlarda gezindim, kendimi kaybettim. Her zamanki gibi kocam dayanamad\u0131 daha fazla, g\u00f6t deli\u011fime bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ilk \u00f6nce\u2026 S\u0131cak d\u00f6llerini arkamda hissederken ben de orgazm olmaya, kas\u0131lmalara ba\u015flad\u0131m. Vajinama girip \u00e7\u0131kan kal\u0131n sikin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen t\u00fcm kaslar\u0131m se\u011firiyor, i\u00e7imdeki aleti adeta sa\u011f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u201cOghhh\u2026 G\u00fcll\u00fcmm\u2026 Bitirdin beni kahpe\u2026 Oh bu nas\u0131l zevk\u2026 Geliyorummm\u2026\u201d diye b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrd\u00fc alt\u0131mdan Cafer\u2026 \u0130\u00e7ime p\u00fcsk\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 boynuma g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015f vaziyette kas\u0131larak d\u00f6llerini bo\u015faltt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sonunda yine bitti curcuna, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de yata\u011fa serildik. F\u0131rt\u0131na sonras\u0131 sessizlik kaplad\u0131 yatak odas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Sadece nefes seslerimiz vard\u0131, bir de arada bir gelen art\u00e7\u0131 zevk kas\u0131lmalar\u0131yla benim inlemelerim\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Biraz uzunca bir hikaye bu\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131k bir kasaba k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enler\u2026 O k\u0131z ben oluyorum. G\u00fcll\u00fc ad\u0131m\u2026 Daha onyedi …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1150","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seks-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n