Zenciyi ilk kez, vitrinin ayna gibi parlayan cam\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Tam arkam\u0131zda durmu\u015f bizi seyrediyordu. Ger\u00e7i ben \u015fimdi \u201cbizi\u201d diyorum ama, asl\u0131nda seyretti\u011fi yaln\u0131zca kar\u0131md\u0131 tabii\u2026<\/p>\n
Onun neyi g\u00f6rebildi\u011fini ben de g\u00f6rebilmek i\u00e7in bir ad\u0131m geriye gitmi\u015f ve kar\u0131ma bakt\u0131m. \u00d6ne do\u011fru e\u011filmi\u015f, vitrinin \u00f6n taraf\u0131nda, en altta duran incik boncu\u011fu inceliyordu. K\u0131\u00e7\u0131ndaki darac\u0131k ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck blue-jeans \u015forttan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ta\u015fanlar, ger\u00e7ekten bak\u0131lacak gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fortu, eski bir pantolonu keserek yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tabii makas\u0131n ayar\u0131n\u0131 da iyice ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonu\u00e7ta, dik durdu\u011funda bile kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n bacaklar\u0131yla birle\u015fti\u011fi yerdeki yuvarlaklar\u0131 ortada b\u0131rakan, a\u011f\u0131 da bir parmaktan daha enli olmayan, son derece seksi bir \u015fort \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ortaya.<\/p>\n
Zaten k\u00fclot kullanmak gibi bir al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoktu kar\u0131m\u0131n ama, e\u011fer olsayd\u0131 bile, bu \u015fortun alt\u0131na, d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya ta\u015f\u0131p g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden giyecek bir k\u00fclot bulmak da m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi her halde. B\u00f6yle \u00f6ne e\u011fildi\u011finde ise, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n neredeyse yar\u0131s\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcksek topuklu a\u00e7\u0131k mavi ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n iyice uzunla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczelim bacaklar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e aral\u0131k, dizleri gergin, \u00f6yle \u00f6ne e\u011filmi\u015f dururken, ger\u00e7ekten bak\u0131lmaya de\u011fer bir haldeydi.<\/p>\n
\u201cSeyircinin fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d diye sordum ona.
\n\u201cNeden bu incik boncu\u011fa ilgi g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimi san\u0131yorsun ki?\u201d
\nAsl\u0131nda bunu tahmin etmem gerekirdi. Kar\u0131m gibi kendini te\u015fhire merakl\u0131 birinin seyredildi\u011finin fark\u0131nda olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek bile m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. Bunu bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in, normal olarak ben de \u00e7evreye dikkat etmeye al\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m. Ama bu sefer atlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m galiba.<\/p>\n
\u201cPeki ne kadard\u0131r seyrediyor ki seni\u2026?\u201d diye sordum kar\u0131ma. \u201cBen az \u00f6nce fark\u0131na vard\u0131m da\u2026\u201d
\n\u201c\u00c7ok olmad\u0131 can\u0131m. Merak etmene gerek yok. Bir \u00f6nceki vitrinin \u00f6n\u00fcnden beri pe\u015fimizde, o kadar.\u201d
\nCamdaki aksinden zenciyi incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hakk\u0131nda ilk vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m yarg\u0131, bu kentte bol bol bulanan Amerikal\u0131 askerlerden biri olamayaca\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Bir hayli iri yar\u0131 ve olduk\u00e7a \u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Koyu renk bir kost\u00fcm giymi\u015f, kravat takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcstelik 40 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde oldu\u011fu da kesindi. Olsa olsa Afrikal\u0131 bir i\u015fadam\u0131 ya da turist olabilirdi. Bir elini cebine sokmu\u015f duruyor ve gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan kar\u0131m\u0131 seyrediyordu.<\/p>\n
Cadde boyunca a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde de, pe\u015fimizden geldi. Yaln\u0131zca bir ka\u00e7 ad\u0131m arkam\u0131zdayd\u0131. Geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakm\u0131yordum ama, g\u00f6zlerinin, kar\u0131m\u0131n att\u0131\u011f\u0131 her ad\u0131mda \u00e7alkalan\u0131p titreyen k\u0131\u00e7\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan emindim. Hangi erkek \u00f6n\u00fcnde b\u00f6ylesine sik kald\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir manzara bulur da bakmaz ki zaten\u2026<\/p>\n
Caddenin sonundaki kald\u0131r\u0131m kahvehanesine oturdu\u011fumuzda da, gelip biti\u015fi\u011fimizdeki masaya, kar\u0131m\u0131n tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na gelecek \u015fekilde oturdu. Ger\u00e7i kar\u0131m da ben de onu g\u00f6rmezlikten geliyorduk ama, hi\u00e7 bir hareketini de ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131yorduk. Bu arada kar\u0131m da, t\u00fcm te\u015fhircilik isteklerini tatmin edecek bir f\u0131rsat yakalam\u0131\u015f oluyordu.<\/p>\n
Zenci, resim \u21162
\n\u0130\u015fe, iskemlesini masadan uzakla\u015ft\u0131rarak ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ve zenciyle bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7 bir engel kalmamas\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6ylece sa\u011flad\u0131. Sonra da, ger\u00e7ekten sik kald\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir \u015fova giri\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk ba\u015fta dizleri, birbirinden yaln\u0131zca on santim kadar ayr\u0131k duruyordu. Ama hesapta kendini benimle konu\u015fmaya kapt\u0131r\u0131nca bu aral\u0131k giderek b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, sonra da kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 iskemlenin \u00f6n taraf\u0131na kayd\u0131r\u0131p, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 arkaya yaslad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi de, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 fark\u0131nda de\u011filmi\u015f gibi oynatmaya giri\u015fmi\u015fti. Dizlerinin aras\u0131ndaki a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131k, kimi zaman iki kar\u0131\u015fa ula\u015f\u0131yordu. \u015eortunun incecik a\u011f\u0131, b\u00f6yle bir durumda hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyi saklayam\u0131yordu tabii. \u0130pliklenmi\u015f kuma\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n iki yan\u0131ndan f\u0131\u015fk\u0131ran kumral k\u0131llar\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in k\u00f6r olmak gerekliydi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ucuyla da olsa, zencinin alev alev yanan g\u00f6zlerinin bu noktada sabitle\u015fti\u011fini g\u00f6rebiliyordum. Oturdu\u011funda \u0131smarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kahveye dokunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. Yine de, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu. \u00d6yle oturuyor ve kilitlenmi\u015f bak\u0131\u015flarla kar\u0131m\u0131 seyrediyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun nas\u0131l bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kocac\u0131\u011f\u0131m?\u201d dedi kar\u0131m. \u201cSanki g\u00f6zleriyle sikiyor beni. Am\u0131m\u0131 suland\u0131rd\u0131.\u201d
\n\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcyorum can\u0131m\u2026 Pantolonun \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc de g\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun? \u00d6n\u00fcndeki koca kabar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131? Senin am\u0131n suland\u0131k\u00e7a herifin yarak ayn\u0131 oranda kalkt\u0131\u2026\u201d
\nKar\u0131m\u0131 iyi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in, s\u00f6yledi\u011finin do\u011fru oldu\u011funu biliyordum. Her zaman b\u00f6yle olurdu zaten. Kald\u0131r\u0131mlar insan dolu olmasa, tahrik olduk\u00e7a daha ileri gidece\u011finden ve zenciye hemen orac\u0131kta ak\u0131l almaz manzaralar sergileyece\u011finden emindim.<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi a\u015fk\u0131m.\u201d dedim sonunda\u2026 \u201cSize baka baka benim de sikim ta\u015f gibi oldu. Evimize gidelim de zenci niyetine ge\u00e7ireyim sana\u2026 Bir g\u00fczel sikeyim. Nas\u0131l olsa ortal\u0131k yerde zencinin alt\u0131na yatacak halin yok\u2026 O sulanm\u0131\u015f amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u015fa gitmesin bari\u2026\u201d
\nHesab\u0131 \u00f6deyip kalkt\u0131k ve caddenin \u00fcst taraf\u0131ndan duran otomobilimize do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Tabii zenci de, be\u015f alt\u0131 metre arkam\u0131zdayd\u0131. Araban\u0131n i\u00e7ine oturdu\u011fumuzda ise, tam yan\u0131m\u0131za gelip durdu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tebess\u00fcmle bize bak\u0131yordu. Ben motoru \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rken de, sokulup kar\u0131m\u0131n cam\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remiyorduk. Ama g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde ger\u00e7ekten ilgin\u00e7 bir manzara vard\u0131. Pantolonunun \u00f6n\u00fcnde kocaman bir kabar\u0131kl\u0131k olu\u015fmu\u015ftu. Y\u00fcz\u00fc arabaya d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir eliyle sikini ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cOfff, \u015funa bak sevgilim\u2026\u201d dedi kar\u0131m. \u201cNe bi\u00e7im bir siki var\u2026\u2019\u2018 Sesi heyecan doluydu.
\nZenci, resim \u21163
\n\u201dG\u00f6r\u00fcyorum merak etme\u2026 Adam manyak \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Cesarete bak herifteki\u2026 G\u00f6stere g\u00f6stere delirttin adamca\u011f\u0131z\u0131\u2026\u201d
\n\u201cOhh\u2026 O da beni delirtti a\u015fk\u0131m\u2026 Kol gibi yarak burnumun dibinde\u2026 Ke\u015fke yat\u0131r\u0131p sikse beni o kocaman \u015feyini i\u00e7ime soksa\u2026\u201d
\nBen de son derece heyecanlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m do\u011frusu. Nas\u0131l biriydi bu zenci b\u00f6yle, nas\u0131l bir ars\u0131zl\u0131kt\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131? Motor \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu ama, vitese tak\u0131p y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyordum bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Yaln\u0131zca b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibi seyrediyorduk.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7i art\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015f batm\u0131\u015f, hava kararmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama, \u00e7evredekiler onu rahatl\u0131kla g\u00f6rebilirlerdi. Ne var ki, bundan hi\u00e7 korkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 belliydi. Sonra hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fim bir \u015fey yapt\u0131 zenci. Uzan\u0131p arka kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 ve arabaya biniverdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131m\u2026?\u201d dedi kar\u0131m\u2026 Bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Arka koltukta davetsiz misafirimiz y\u00fczs\u00fczce oturup yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, biz \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n vaziyette ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik bir ka\u00e7 saniye\u2026 Kar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zlerindeki yalvaran ifadeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\nArabay\u0131 vitese tak\u0131p gaza bast\u0131m. Tek bir kelime bile konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Buna ra\u011fmen sanki \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn aras\u0131nda sessiz bir anla\u015fma olmu\u015f gibiydi. Bizim yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 zenci yapm\u0131\u015f, i\u015fi oldu bittiye getirmi\u015fti. Araban\u0131n i\u00e7indeki hava bir anda elektrik dolu bir hale gelmi\u015fti. Her \u015fey seks kokuyordu sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
Zenci, arka koltu\u011fun tam ortas\u0131na oturmu\u015ftu. Kar\u0131m da, koltukta d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, ona bakmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade m\u00fcthi\u015fti. Her taraf\u0131 am olmu\u015ftu sanki. Sikim bir anda kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu arada zencinin oturdu\u011fu yerde k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131p bir \u015feyler yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da fark ediyor ama araba kullanmak y\u00fcz\u00fcnden d\u00f6n\u00fcp ona bakam\u0131yordum. Merak\u0131m\u0131 ilk trafik lambas\u0131nda durdu\u011fumuzda giderdim ancak.<\/p>\n
Pantolonunun \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ve sikini d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 zenci. Bir an i\u00e7in, \u00f6mr\u00fcnde b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey g\u00f6rmemi\u015f oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Simsiyah siki, ak\u0131l almaz b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckteydi. En az 25 santim olmal\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dcstelik alabildi\u011fine de kal\u0131nd\u0131. Kocaman bir ba\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Sa\u011f eliyle sikini kavram\u0131\u015f, yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u0131vazl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bir an \u00f6nce kentin kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. \u015eans da yard\u0131m ediyordu bize, Otobana \u00e7\u0131kana kadarki d\u00f6rt trafik \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da ye\u015fil yakalad\u0131k. Kent trafi\u011fi arkam\u0131zda kal\u0131rken, hava da alaca karanl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc art\u0131k. Yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz ya da bizi ge\u00e7en ara\u00e7lardakilerin i\u00e7eriyi g\u00f6rme imkan\u0131, neredeyse yok olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131m, hala y\u00fcz\u00fcnde ayn\u0131 ifadeyle zenciyi seyrediyordu. B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibiydi. G\u00f6zleri sanki zencinin kocaman sikine kilitlenmi\u015f kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra birden oturdu\u011fu koltu\u011fun arkal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yat\u0131r\u0131verdi. Bir anda, belden yukar\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f sahamdan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yap\u0131labilecek tek \u015fey, aynay\u0131 ayarlamakt\u0131 benim i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
Bunu ba\u015farabildi\u011fim zaman, kar\u0131m\u0131n parmaklar\u0131 zencinin sikine dolanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. V\u00fccudunun belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 ise, aynaya gerek olmadan g\u00f6rebiliyordum zaten.<\/p>\n
Rahat hareket edebilmek i\u00e7in, art\u0131k bir yata\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olan koltukta y\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eortunun ancak k\u0131smen \u00f6rtebildi\u011fi k\u0131\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi. Ama as\u0131l ilgin\u00e7 \u015feyleri, yine de aynadan izleyebiliyordum.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131m\u0131n zencinin sikine dolanan eli, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir orant\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k yaratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sik \u00f6ylesine b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ki, kar\u0131m\u0131n eli bir \u00e7ocu\u011funki gibi kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Birden ba\u015f\u0131 da girdi dikiz aynas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f sahas\u0131na.<\/p>\n
\u0130yice bast\u0131rmaya ba\u015flayan karanl\u0131\u011fa ra\u011fmen, kar\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n elindeki kapkara sikin kocaman ba\u015f\u0131na kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rebildim. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131, yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Araban\u0131n kilometre saati 200’\u00fc g\u00f6steriyordu. Amac\u0131m, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olan en h\u0131zl\u0131 \u015fekliyle rahat edebilece\u011fimiz bir yere ula\u015fmakt\u0131. Yol \u00fcst\u00fcnde uygun bir park yeri oldu\u011funu biliyordum. Kar\u0131mla fantezi aray\u0131\u015f\u0131yla sevi\u015fecek bir yer ararken bulmu\u015ftuk. Ara s\u0131ra geceleri oraya gider, araban\u0131n i\u00e7inde sevi\u015firdik. Sakin, kimsenin rahats\u0131z etmeyece\u011fi bir yer\u2026 Oraya olduk\u00e7a yak\u0131nd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Zenci, resim \u21164
\nKar\u0131m\u0131n kal\u00e7alar\u0131 k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p b\u00fck\u00fclmeye, sa\u011fa sola \u00e7alkalanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu arada. G\u00f6zlerim, trafik ve araban\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131 izin verdi\u011fi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde, yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdaki bu \u015fahane manzara ile aynadaki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerin aras\u0131nda gidip geliyordu.<\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fck siklere \u00f6zel bir zaaf\u0131 vard\u0131 kar\u0131m\u0131n. \u015eimdi yalamakta oldu\u011fu sik ise, dev bir \u015feydi. \u00c7ok az bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131\u011fabiliyordu kar\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na. Bir eliyle dibinden kavram\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve eliyle dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda, normal bir sik uzunlu\u011funda bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm, a\u00e7\u0131kta kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Birden kar\u0131m\u0131n v\u00fccudu sars\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Burnundan da hafif inlemeler geliyordu. Sonra zencinin a\u011fz\u0131ndan “Huuhhhh\u201d diye bir ses \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Anlad\u0131m ki, belini getiriyordu. Ayn\u0131 anda, kar\u0131m\u0131n da beli gelmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gazdan \u00e7ekmi\u015f, g\u00f6zlerimi aynaya dikmi\u015ftim. O kocaman, kapkara sikin sadece ba\u015f\u0131 kar\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndayd\u0131 \u015fimdi. H\u0131rsla emiyordu. Ama zencinin beli \u00e7ok boldu anla\u015f\u0131lan. Kar\u0131m\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131ndan s\u0131zan beyaz damlalar, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kontrast yaratarak, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya ak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Sonra kar\u0131m siki a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, bu damlac\u0131klar\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Tek bir damlan\u0131n bile ziyan olmamas\u0131n\u0131 istiyor gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Bu arada park yerine de gelmi\u015ftik. Deneyimim oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, nerede duraca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 biliyordum. Ger\u00e7i bir ka\u00e7 araba ve kamyon vard\u0131 park yerinde ama dipte, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kalan tek arabal\u0131k cep bo\u015ftu. Kafadan dal\u0131p, motoru durdurdum ve koltu\u011fumda yan d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Art\u0131k rahat rahat seyredebilir, istedi\u011fim anda ben de kat\u0131labilirdim.<\/p>\n
Araban\u0131n i\u00e7i art\u0131k iyice karanl\u0131k olmu\u015ftu. Kar\u0131m zencinin sikini b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u015fimdi. Adam ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmakla me\u015fguld\u00fc. Bunu tamamlay\u0131nca da, pantolonunu indirmeye giri\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Elimi uzat\u0131p kar\u0131m\u0131n bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na soktum ve kas\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131m. Temas\u0131m, v\u00fccudunun titremesine neden olmu\u015ftu. Am\u0131ndan neredeyse dumanlar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Ate\u015f gibi yan\u0131yordu ve s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klamd\u0131. \u015eortunun bir parmak enindeki a\u011f\u0131, am\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131na girmi\u015f ve \u0131slanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ben ok\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken o da ellerini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indirip, d\u00fc\u011fmelerini \u00e7\u00f6zmeye giri\u015fmi\u015fti. Sonunda iki taraf\u0131ndan tutup a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck \u015fortunu ve \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p yere att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi k\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131 kar\u0131m\u0131n. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 aralam\u0131\u015f, elimi bekliyordu. Parma\u011f\u0131m hedefini buldu\u011funda, yeniden titredi v\u00fccudu. Am\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f, iyice a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Parmak ucumla i\u00e7 taraflar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. V\u0131c\u0131k v\u0131c\u0131k kaygan bir haldeydi.<\/p>\n
Zenci de, arkas\u0131na yaslanm\u0131\u015f oturuyordu. \u015eimdi belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131 onun da. Ama ceketi ve kravat\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcndeydi. Kapkara bacaklar\u0131 son derece kal\u0131n ve adaleliydi. Siki de, hala dimdik duruyordu.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131m uzan\u0131p koca birer torba gibi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya sarkan simsiyah ta\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lam\u0131\u015f, ok\u015famaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p, yeniden zencinin sikini yalamaya giri\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Ben de, am sular\u0131yla iyice kayganla\u015fm\u0131\u015f parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131, g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokuverdim. A\u011fz\u0131ndan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u201cImmhhh\u201d \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 kar\u0131m\u0131n. Art\u0131k kendini iyice kapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 durmadan oynuyor, parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcne girip \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131na katk\u0131da bulunuyordu.<\/p>\n
Sonra zenci ellerini uzat\u0131p, kar\u0131m\u0131 koltuk altlar\u0131ndan tuttu ve kendine do\u011fru \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu. K\u0131sac\u0131k bir anda kar\u0131m\u0131 benden kopar\u0131p \u00e7ekmi\u015f, neredeyse kuca\u011f\u0131na alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Etli dudakl\u0131 iri a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve kal\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131m\u0131n aral\u0131k a\u011fz\u0131na bir vantuz gibi yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n gibi \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Kapkara, kocaman elleri, kar\u0131m\u0131n iki kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 birden avu\u00e7lam\u0131\u015f, sanki yo\u011furmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
O anda yapabilece\u011fim tek \u015fey, geriye \u00e7ekilip seyretmekti. Zencinin v\u00fccudunun sertli\u011fi, kabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve siyahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile, kar\u0131m\u0131n narin, yumu\u015fak, hatlar\u0131 yuvarlak ve bembeyaz v\u00fccudu aras\u0131ndaki kontrast o kadar \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131 ki.<\/p>\n
Zenci birden kar\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p, iyice \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ekti. \u015eimdi bacaklar\u0131, kar\u0131m\u0131n bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elini uzat\u0131p o kapkara siki tuttu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, kar\u0131m\u0131n. Sonra getirip am\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131na dayad\u0131 ve yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne oturmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frusu bu kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015feyi i\u00e7ine al\u0131p alamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak ediyordum. Ama bunu yava\u015f yava\u015f ba\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da fark\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre sonra zencinin sikinin yar\u0131s\u0131na yak\u0131n\u0131 kaybolmu\u015ftu, am\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
K\u0131sa bir an i\u00e7in durdu kar\u0131m. Sonra da kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 oynatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u0131\u00e7\u0131 y\u00fckseldi\u011finde, neredeyse o kocaman, mantar gibi ba\u015f\u0131na kadar d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu sik. Sonra yeniden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya bast\u0131r\u0131yor, tekrar yar\u0131s\u0131na kadar i\u00e7ine al\u0131yordu. Ne var ki, normal bir sik uzunlu\u011funda ve ondan \u00e7ok daha kal\u0131n olan bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, hep d\u0131\u015farda kal\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Derken kar\u0131m\u0131n hareketleri h\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u015eimdi kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 her a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bast\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6ylesine bir manzarayd\u0131 ki bu, ka\u00e7\u0131rmamak i\u00e7in e\u011filmi\u015f, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f \u00f6yle seyrediyordum.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131m\u0131n am\u0131, y\u0131rt\u0131lacak gibi a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, art\u0131k iyice \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f olan dudaklar\u0131, bir eldiven gibi sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 aralar\u0131ndaki kapkara siki. Bu arada, zencinin a\u011fz\u0131nda eriyen dudaklar\u0131ndan da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck inlemeler ka\u00e7\u0131yordu. Sonra birden sonuna kadar oturdu sikin \u00fcst\u00fcne, \u00f6tekilerden daha h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan bir inlemeyle.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k zencinin yaln\u0131zca ta\u015faklar\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 d\u0131\u015farda. Hemen hemen ayn\u0131 anda da, kar\u0131m\u0131n v\u00fccudu, depreme u\u011fram\u0131\u015f gibi sars\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 deli gibi k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Beli geliyordu.<\/p>\n
Zenci onun k\u0131sac\u0131k bir an dinlenmesine bile izin vermedi. \u0130ri elleriyle k\u0131\u00e7\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f, sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturtup kald\u0131r\u0131yordu \u015fimdi. O koca siki, t\u0131pk\u0131 bir piston gibi kar\u0131m\u0131n am\u0131na girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Zenci, kontrol\u00fc iyice eline alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ger\u00e7i kar\u0131m bir s\u00fcre sonra kendini toplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama, o kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir zevk dalgas\u0131na kapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki kendini, az sonra yeniden beli gelmi\u015f, tekrar halsiz d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Bu arada benim halim de iyice fenala\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sikimin zonklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, pontolonumdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kabilmek i\u00e7in sanki bana yalvard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum. Parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 uzat\u0131p, kar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcyle oynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bu temas, yeniden b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunun sars\u0131lmas\u0131na ve bir kez daha belini getirmesine neden oldu. Titremeleri ge\u00e7ince de, g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131verdi parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda. Yava\u015f\u00e7a soktum i\u00e7ine.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 zencinin a\u011fz\u0131ndan kurtarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kar\u0131m. Art\u0131k yanak yana\u011fayd\u0131lar ve s\u00fcrekli<\/p>\n
\u201cOhhh\u2026Ohhh\u2026Ohhh\u2026\u201d diye inliyordu.<\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokup \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Am\u0131ndaki kapkara sik o kadar kal\u0131n ve b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ki, parma\u011f\u0131m eziliyordu sanki.<\/p>\n
Birden, parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, onun yerine g\u00f6t\u00fcne sikimi sokmak iste\u011fi kaplad\u0131 i\u00e7imi. Ger\u00e7i ba\u015fka biri kar\u0131m\u0131 am\u0131ndan sikerken g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokmak, \u015fimdiye kadar bir \u00e7ok kez yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feydi ama, bu sefer \u00e7ok daha zevkli olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Di\u011fer elimle pantolonumu \u00e7\u00f6zmeye giri\u015ftim hemen.<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda araba olduk\u00e7a geni\u015fti ama, yine de zor bir pozisyon olaca\u011fa benziyordu bu. Sonunda, kar\u0131m\u0131n arkas\u0131na, sikimi g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokabilece\u011fim bir \u015fekilde ge\u00e7meyi ba\u015fard\u0131m. Sonra parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ektim g\u00f6t\u00fcnden ve sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dayad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Elektrik \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f gibi titredi b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu. Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 hareketsiz kald\u0131lar. K\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fckseltmi\u015f, zencinin sikini neredeyse ucuna kadar am\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kartm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck deli\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131larak sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine al\u0131verdi.<\/p>\n
Sonra ben de bast\u0131rd\u0131m ve neredeyse tek bir harekette, dibine kadar ge\u00e7irdim g\u00f6t\u00fcne. Ayn\u0131 anda da kar\u0131m, yeniden zencinin sikinin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturuverdi ve yeniden belini getirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fc bir mengene gibi s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sikimi. Belimin gelmesini engelleyebilmek i\u00e7in dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordum. Bir s\u00fcre \u00f6ylece durduk. Sonra da, hep birlikte hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Kar\u0131m zevkten \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131 en y\u00fcksek noktaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, zencinin sikinin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc am\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada, ben sikimi dibine kadar sokuyordum g\u00f6t\u00fcne, sonra ben geri \u00e7ekilirken kar\u0131m yeniden zencinin kuca\u011f\u0131na oturuyor ve o kara allameyi oldu\u011fu gibi am\u0131na al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Soluklar, inlemeler, m\u0131r\u0131ldanmalar, iyice birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendimi daha fazla tutmama olanak kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendimi b\u0131rak\u0131p, hareketlerimi daha da h\u0131zland\u0131rd\u0131m. Art\u0131k kar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0131rsla sikiyordum.<\/p>\n
Ama ilk patlayan zenci oldu. A\u011fz\u0131ndan h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131ya benzer bir ses ka\u00e7t\u0131 \u00f6nce. Kar\u0131m\u0131n kal\u00e7alar\u0131 havada ve benim sikim dibine kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcndeyken, birden kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p, o da dibine kadar sokuverdi kar\u0131ma. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya birlikte \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131m\u0131n am\u0131yla g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc ay\u0131ran incecik et duvardan, zencinin sikinin kas\u0131lmalar\u0131n\u0131, bir nab\u0131z gibi at\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum. Kar\u0131m da, bellerin am\u0131na f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmaya birlikte yeniden belini getirmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Neredeyse ayn\u0131 anda ben de g\u00f6t\u00fcne f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Tohumlar\u0131m, sanki bel kemi\u011fimden kopuyormu\u015f gibi bir duygu vererek f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131yordu.
\nSonra y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kal\u0131verdik \u00f6ylece\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Zenciyi ilk kez, vitrinin ayna gibi parlayan cam\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Tam arkam\u0131zda durmu\u015f bizi seyrediyordu. Ger\u00e7i ben \u015fimdi \u201cbizi\u201d diyorum ama, …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seks-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n